May 5, 2021
May 5, 2021
It's been a few months now and it seems like forever. I can still see your face, hear your laugh and the adorable pish should that you'd make when I was a smart alec. I miss you dearly. Thinking daily about how close we got the older I became. How much I learned from you. How much I enjoyed being around you and having my kids around you. I hope these words reach you some how. I wish we could have been closer and seen you more. I wish time did not go by so fast and that it hadn't been so long in between phone calls. I wish so many things. No matter what I know you loved us and you knew we loved you. I can wish all day for more time, cry all night for the hole that loosing you has left in my heart. The pain seems unreal. But that would do me no good, because its not what you want. You are in a safe place now. Probably better off than the rest of us. Playing cards with your dad, Aunt Babby and grandpa. I know you are safe and Ican feel your love from wherever you are. I love you so much. You were and will always be a treasure in my life. Your lessens, stories and love will be forever in my heart. I miss you Grandma. Til we meet again.