Merry Christmas in heaven Boo, I need to go and let you Rest In Peace and me to be the person I can be proud of. Never ever forgotten.

Boo, I can’t believe it has been 7 years already…..time marches on…hope you are still near. This time of year I feel the loss and sadness. I’m struggling and feel very alone. I find comfort in knowing you are happy, ok and with your beloved Joann. You will never be forgotten.

6 years Boo….My heart is heavy baby. I know you are good so that brings me some relief, i just miss you and am sorry you had to go through all that you did. I wish you didn’t have to suffer like you did. You are truly forever missed. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Happy Birthday Boo, your day snuck up on me. How could it. You would be 60 years old today baby. I can’t even wish you were in this shit show even though I miss you. I know with confidence you are at peace and very much loved. ❤️ You were my confident, you made me laugh and feel important. Thank you for loving me. Sending you my love give me a sign boo.....I hope you still remember me. Love you, boo

Hi boo.....you are so handsome baby. I can’t believe the years rolling by. I miss you so much. I know you are safe, loved and peaceful. Things aren’t the same without you. I’m grateful you don’t have to be here for this horrible virus/pandemic. So many people sick many have died, it’s awful. Christmas is almost here....I feel overwhelmed. Anymore a lot of things are overwhelming for me. I miss your wit and wicked sense of humor....i don’t know anyone funnier than you. I hope you are still with me. Rest easy baby boy. I love you, Cathy ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Happy Birthday in heaven baby.......I know you are safe and loved. I wish I had more time with you boo, but glad you are no longer suffering. I’m sorry things had gotten so difficult for you prior to you getting sick. It wasn’t fair and it hurt my heart. I wish I could have saved you boo.....I love and miss you forever.

Four years baby, it’s been a lifetime. I think about you boo.....I miss hearing your voice. I try and remember and wish I could hear it again. I had a dream about you a couple nights ago. I felt like the most loved girl in it.....you were singing to me....on stage, people going crazy like you were Robert Plant....but you were completely unfazed because I was the only girl in the room. That’s how you made me feel.....true love. I love and miss you so much. Please don’t forget me. All my love, Cathy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Boo I love you ❤️ I miss you so much baby. I saw a photo of the fields of poppies today and thought of you. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you. I know you are ok, but sad for the hell you went through here. Peace sweetheart.

Boo, missing you so much.......you were my every day....missing you doesn’t get easier. Wanting to hear your loving voice. Woke up at 3am thinking of you....hope I see you when I fall back asleep

It’s your Birthday Boo....I miss you and wish I could sit next to you and hold your hand and catch up....I have so much to tell you...I want to hear your boice... you saying “hi boo” and laughing about all the silly things that made us laugh.....I miss you sweet baby. I know you are better there then here but I miss you every single day. I love you boo. Send me a sign baby

I miss you boo......it doesn’t get easier. I’m glad you are no longer suffering. I wish you could give me a sign baby....

Boo? Do you hear me still? Are you near me? Please give me a sign baby ☎️

You are never far from my thoughts Boo, I miss you. I'm so sorry you were so ill. It hurts my heart how you suffered. God knew you were tired and heartbroken and took you home. I love you ❤️

It doesn't get easier baby. I miss you every day. Wondering if I will ever be able to be happy again. I love and miss you so much! Hope you haven't left me. I listened to your voice a few days ago...some were poems some were messages for me and things you have written for me. Hearing you say my name made me miss you so bad. I can't seem to pull myself together and out of this funk. If you can Boo give me a sign and a shove....I feel stuck and lost. I love you boo. ❤️ Boo

Missing you so much today Boo.......I heard a Neil Young song yesterday and you've been on my mind since. I even dreamed about you.....so bittersweet baby.....I miss your voice...I miss your sense of humor.....I miss your love letters.....I miss your songs....I miss hearing you say....."Hi Boooo"......my heart aches today. I know you are good and with your love....I'm just so sorry that you had to go this alone. It broke my heart that I couldn't save you. I love you Boo...I hope you are still near me.....it physically hurts right now.

Yesterday I asked you to hold my hand and ride into work listening to the radio....i miss you so much boo! I hope you can still feel me baby. It feels like it's been too long....it feels like yesterday.....I ❤ you!

I love you Boo.....Happy Birthday baby....I miss you all the time. I know you are lovrd and safe where you are now. Thank you for loving me and looking after me. xoxo Boo

Miss you baby......dreampt about you last night. In my dream I'm searching for you....hope you are peaceful now sweet baby. I still have things to do before i sleep.

Love you sweet baby........<3

Hi Boo, yesterday was a rough day for us..I miss you baby. I emailed Lori and she said it was a melancholy day and that she prays for you still. Your family love you Boo.....I do too. My life isn't the same without you, but I know you are with your loved ones in heaven and you are peaceful. I dream about you frequently...I hope you aren't mad at me. Christmas is almost here and I'm missing both you and my Dad. I hope you know each other. I love you boo....don't leave me.....I need you still. I love you. Boo

You've been on my mind a lot today............

Been having dreams about you boo....I miss you while I sleep too I guess. Nothing is the same without you. You are the first person I want to tell every thing to. I hate remembering you aren't here to talk to. It doesn't stop me though.....I hope you hear me boo. I listen for you all the time. I love you, cathy

Needed a place to come to. To talk to you and grieve you. You were so much a part of me that I feel lost without you. I am trying to do what you would want me to do. I want you to be proud of me boo. I miss you so much.

I miss you every day Boo. I'm so sorry baby that I couldn't be there with you. I hope you know how much I love you. You suffered so and the only thing that gets me through is knowing you are peaceful now. A piece of my heart went with you Boo.....I will never be the same. I miss hearing your voice...hearing you say "Hi Boo"....I play it over and over in my head never wanting to forget your voice. I hope you weren't scared. I know God held you and saw you through and into the arms of your loved ones. The last time we spoke you told me how much I gave you hope......you gave me the same boo. Thank you for being my best friend. I'm sorry for the way you suffered. The loss of your true love and the crappy hand you were dealt. I would have done anything to save you. I'm sorry I couldn't. Rest in peace sweet baby.