I hope you're jamming out and having a great time.
Love Jena
i have not been on here in a while. mostly cause I wasnt making much since when I was.
I miss you more than any words could ever be said.
I think I am ready to sart this jurney God has put me on three years ago.
I havae come to the point I am ready to surrender to God and ask for his help.
I am ready to stop running in all the ways I have tried to run.
I know walking through this is going to make me a stronger women and much wiser to help other mothers.
I have always known God had a plan I was just not ready to sign up for his plan.
I still get those running thoughts in my head when I am tring to go to sleep ot I turn my head and see a young man who looks like you. when i am watching tv so many things remend me of you.
For the lonest time i ask God why did he give me to take you away so young.
Today baby I am so gratiful God gave me you enen if it was for a short time.
I am no longer looking for the women I once was. how could I ever be her again after looing you.
I do look foward to find the new Trina a women who is stronger and healthier .
i still ask why whay if.
I have to believe God has a plan and will carry me through to that paln till the day I see you again.
I know I will see you for your heart was so prue so good and loving.
I am going to say good night before i start saying other things
good night baby boy mommy loves and misses you so much
Three trips around the moon without you. It's weird, in some ways, it feels like it hasn't been that long at all, and in others it feels like its been much longer. You're still one of the first things I think about when I wake up, and one of the last before I fall asleep. I miss you. But it has gotten easier. The pain is still there, but I know I can handle it. I guess that's the biggest lesson I have learned since losing you, humans have an amazing capiticy to endure. I often wonder what your life would be like if you were still here. Would it be filled with peace and love, like you deserved, or would you still be suffering. We will never know, but I have to beleive that you are truly are at peace now. I love you Branden.