Summer Tour
Today it's been 10 years since I've seen my son, 10 years since I've heard his voice. Today when looking through and gathering photos to honor Brandon's passing it hit me like a brick wall that this was all there was, all there would ever be, there would would never be any more photos of Brandon in life, yet another brick wall I must stand up to and climb over. Though great sadness fell over me when that reality hit, a deeper sense of how precious each and every photo is and the memory in each one. So I chose a photo to honor him, it was the last photo taken during our 'Summer Tour of Rollercoasters'. We traveled surrounding states riding the old wooden track rollercoasters, 4th dimension, figure 8, floorless, etc. coasters. After our last rollercoaster ride Brandon became violently ill and as we lay in the grass as he recovered his bearings he proceeded to tell me he never liked rollercoasters. In life it was how Brandon was...he chose to make his momma happy and for that reason and many others, 10 years later he is missed even more. Remembering and honoring My Sonshine!