October 1, 2015
October 1, 2015
It's been 3 years and our song still brings me to tears, "a drop in the ocean" by Ron Pope. How you used to make me to sing it every time I would pick you up and just drive around until we would burn up a tank of gas listening to your hundreds of mix CD's. I drove over 40,000 miles in about a year and a half just to see you and spend the best time we could together until the military sent me overseas. There is so much to say I simply don't know where to begin. But I love you so much and I will continue to push for things that I know you would be proud of me for. I can't help but feel like you have been watching over me and guiding many of my decisions every day. I miss you so much and I hope I find a way to fully grieve for losing you way to soon. I had so many letters to send you on September 20, 2012 when I was finally able to again. They say losing someone gets easier with time and it did for everyone who has passed away in my lifetime. Except you, there is simply no way to say goodbye and I just miss you more and more everyday.