The day that he took his life my mom and  dad were the ones that found him and he had his kindla set on replay and my mom remembers hearing the song the man I want to be and that was his song he always listened to it and he never understund that he was all ready that man he just never saw it like ever one els did. That day was the worst day of my life.. I lost my big brother my only brother he was one of the most important person in my life and I lost him.

My brother loved every single one in our of us but some could not see that. Some people were to wrapped up in they're lives to see what he was trying to do. He was trying to put us back together and all they did was push him way. Know one knew how much that hurt him. All he wanted was love and peace but he never got that and I really wish that I could of help him I wish that I knew what he went throught.     I wish I could of helped him so he wouldnt have had to leave us like he did I wish I could of helped him.

My brother Brandon was an amazing young man he was always here for me.         I'll miss him like crazy.