It's been a whole year of first holidays with out you here and even though you were not always with us on those days I knew I would see you soon. Just that people asked how you were and where you were. Now they know and don't even mention your name. This year seems like a blur, everything happened so fast but still time seemed slow somehow. I believe that as years go by it only gets harder. I know I will never get over this, it just shouldn't be. I do know you know I loved you. Bretty I loved you more then anything in this world. For now I will see you in my dreams and will hold you in my arms again when my time has come. I hope you are wrapped in the arms of our precious angels who have gone before you. You really are just somewhere else with family I hope.