AS I GO THROUGH THESE DAYS AFTER YOUR GONE I AM REMEMBERING GROWING UP WITH YOU I WAS 4YRS OLD  AND YOU WERE 2YRS OLD WHEN WE FIRST MET I REMEMBER ALOT THE DUPLEX DAD & MOM HAD WHEN THEY FIRST GOT MARRIED PLAYING IN THE LIVING RM ON BIG COLORED CARPET SQUARES , AND WHEN WE MOVED INTO THE NEW HOUSE ON BRIAN CT DAD BUILT US A PARK IN THE BACK YARD SAND BOX ,SWING SET , TREE HOUSE, A SIDE WALK ALL THE WAY AROUND IT SO WE COULD RIDE OUR BIKES .WE PLAYED FOR HRS IN THAT SAND BOX MAKING ROADS AND BRIDGES FOR OUR CARS AND TRUCKS WE DID HAVE FUN TOGETHER AND THE WATER WIGGLE IN THE BACK YARD IN THE SUMMER WE LAUGHED SO HARD AT THAT AND WHEN DAD PUT THE POOL IN WE WOULD SWIM ALL DAY LONG THEY HAD TO MAKE US GET OUT AND FISHING WITH DAD AT LA GRANGE  AND THE TRIP BACK TO TO KANSAS WHAT A WEEK WE HAD ,THEN WHEN WE GREW UP GOT MARRIED WE STILL HUNG OUT TOGETHER WITH OUR FAMILIES WE HAVE SOME FUN TIMES OUR KIDS PLAYED TOGETHER THEN YOU MOVED AWAY TO MISSISSIPPI AND I NEVER SAW YOU UNTILL MOMS FUNRAL AND THAT WAS THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU WE TALKED ON THE PHONE A FEW TIMES BUT I LONGED TO SEE YOU I WISHED MANY TIMES I COULD AFFORD TO DRIVE OUT AND SEE YOU BUT I NEVER GOT THERE NOW ITS TO LATE ANDI WONT SEE YOU AGAIN UNTILL I GET HOME SO BE READY TO MEET ME AT THE GATES I LOVE YOU( TELL GRANDMA PULTORAK HI FOR ME AND GRANDPA TOO) AND WILL CHERISH THE MEMORIES I HAVE UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN SEE YOU WHEN I GET THERE BROTHER YOUR BIG SISTER  CHRIS