ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Brian Joseph Brown, 33 years old, born on July 10, 1981, and passed away on October 18, 2014. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Jessica Anderson on July 10, 2021
Today would have been your 40th birthday. I know we would have thrown a huge party. Grams house is gone and I can't help but think that you could have done something to stop that from happening. I'm so angry about it. I miss being able to go into your room and talk to you. I feel like I've lost the connection we had. I feel lonely. You always made me feel needed and loved. I don't have that anymore. I fucked up. I took advantage of believing that you would always be there, in your room, waiting for me. I'm sorry that I didn't do enough to help you. I know that you're still with me in my memories, but I don't have you here to make new ones and I hate it. Today, on your birthday, I will choose to remember you. I will stop focusing on what could have been and focus on what was. Happy Birthday, BJ. I love you and I will never, ever forget you.
Posted by Jessica Anderson on October 18, 2020
Another year without you and it hasn't gotten any easier. So many things happening in our messed up world. I know you would have been there to keep a smile on my face. We are all surviving and living our own lives, but I know we are all doing it with something missing. We all feel it. We all miss you. And most importantly, we all love you and that will never change.
Posted by Jessica Anderson on September 24, 2019
Almost 5 years now and it still hurts. I miss you so much. I know my life would be better if you were in it. I'm going through some things and trying to get myself better, but it would be easier if I had you here with me. I'll always love you and never forget.
Posted by Joe Demmy on July 10, 2017
It still hurts so much, Happy Birthday in heaven buddy. I still will keep you memory alive.
Posted by Jessica Anderson on October 18, 2016
Still not real. I miss you everyday.
Posted by Joe Demmy on October 18, 2016
Talked to John about you all day. Your memory will live on always with the Demmy family.keep being our guardian Angel Brother!

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Posted by Jessica Anderson on July 10, 2021
Today would have been your 40th birthday. I know we would have thrown a huge party. Grams house is gone and I can't help but think that you could have done something to stop that from happening. I'm so angry about it. I miss being able to go into your room and talk to you. I feel like I've lost the connection we had. I feel lonely. You always made me feel needed and loved. I don't have that anymore. I fucked up. I took advantage of believing that you would always be there, in your room, waiting for me. I'm sorry that I didn't do enough to help you. I know that you're still with me in my memories, but I don't have you here to make new ones and I hate it. Today, on your birthday, I will choose to remember you. I will stop focusing on what could have been and focus on what was. Happy Birthday, BJ. I love you and I will never, ever forget you.
Posted by Jessica Anderson on October 18, 2020
Another year without you and it hasn't gotten any easier. So many things happening in our messed up world. I know you would have been there to keep a smile on my face. We are all surviving and living our own lives, but I know we are all doing it with something missing. We all feel it. We all miss you. And most importantly, we all love you and that will never change.
Posted by Jessica Anderson on September 24, 2019
Almost 5 years now and it still hurts. I miss you so much. I know my life would be better if you were in it. I'm going through some things and trying to get myself better, but it would be easier if I had you here with me. I'll always love you and never forget.
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