Brian I couldn't believe u were gone the day I got that phone call we hadn't spoke in about a month I'm so sorry for that it is funny ur not there that people start listening I miss u an I'm sorry I hope u forgive me for that I luv u little brother u were certainly one of a kind there's so many pictures of u with that guitar why did u leave why didn't I get a chance to tell u I luv u

I've cried so much everything I look at has ur hands on it poor nate is lost w/out his dad moma just sits an cries an daddy just moles around still looking for u jessi still keeps the door unlocked in case u come home I'm so sad w/out u I keep looking at the sky hoping ill c u I feel like u took 1/2 of my heart that day y did u half to go? I just want my brother back I can still hear u