I cant believe it's been this long since you left us. Your son is now 23, and has a daughter of his own. You are a grandpa, you probably already knew that, you met her before we did. I miss you everyday, I love you still. I wish I could say I listen to our song I cross my heart, but I to this day cant without crying and picturing your face, I still feel the pain from losing you.. I love you Brian Paul Nichols, I will see you again.. 

I first met brian at the fairgrounds in lancaster during the demolition durby, he was standing against the fence with his back to me. I didn't need to see his face, it was his back bottom that got me...I told him he had a nice bottom, and that started our conversation.. I spent a couple hours with him, and he took me home that night...I never thought I would hear from him again, but to my surprise he got a hold of me the next day...and that's where our relationship started..