January 20, 2019
January 20, 2019
My beautiful baby girl I miss you so much.
I think about you every second of everyday. You are forever my beautiful blonde hair blue eyed baby girl. I loved you the moment I found out I was pregnant. I was so young and so scared but that morning of May 17th 1991 I put my big girl panties on and headed to the hospital. Ok who am I kidding big girl panties or not i was a Big Baby it hurt lol but once they put you in my arms i forgot all about that horriable Pain. Not knowing then that the lord had already planned his journey for you a horriable one at that he took you back in his arms on that horriable day of November 22nd 2011 that's the day my pain returned but in a way it will never ever be healed that day I lost everything I fought for I felt I failed but I will keep in my heart that I will see you again when it's my time you will be waiting for me to bring me back home. I'm sure when you got there my mommy was waiting for you. Before she passed away she prayed to see her first granddaughter be born. She never got that chance. After her passing along came you so I know you are with her to think this makes me feel better knowing your in the perfect arms of my mom I can see it now you holding your baby as my mom holds mine I will ache until that time love you forever love you always.
Love, mom
I think about you every second of everyday. You are forever my beautiful blonde hair blue eyed baby girl. I loved you the moment I found out I was pregnant. I was so young and so scared but that morning of May 17th 1991 I put my big girl panties on and headed to the hospital. Ok who am I kidding big girl panties or not i was a Big Baby it hurt lol but once they put you in my arms i forgot all about that horriable Pain. Not knowing then that the lord had already planned his journey for you a horriable one at that he took you back in his arms on that horriable day of November 22nd 2011 that's the day my pain returned but in a way it will never ever be healed that day I lost everything I fought for I felt I failed but I will keep in my heart that I will see you again when it's my time you will be waiting for me to bring me back home. I'm sure when you got there my mommy was waiting for you. Before she passed away she prayed to see her first granddaughter be born. She never got that chance. After her passing along came you so I know you are with her to think this makes me feel better knowing your in the perfect arms of my mom I can see it now you holding your baby as my mom holds mine I will ache until that time love you forever love you always.
Love, mom