7 years, no one ever thinks that Grandparents always go before their Grandchildren: This is not the case, you left first and you broke a thousand Hearts or more!
Mine was shattered, Hunter cried when we told him, they told us that he wouldn't remember crying, that was so wrong! Because he was 5 years old, those Child Services with all the knowledge they have, I couldn't believe what they said, that his Brain wasn't fully grown! A Childs Brain is grown to the age and size that he is, so his Brain was fully Grown! I love you so much and miss you like crazy! I wish you were here so I could get one more Hug and one more Kiss!!

I wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN !
I just wish I could Wish you a Happy Birthday and take you out to 
Texas Roadhouse:::::: Hunters favorite place to eat besides Perkins and
The Hot Wings place up in the Mall!
I miss you alot honey! Hunter always tells me he misses you alot
He always wants me to tell him the Story when we went up to Island Lake, and you were trying to catch Turtle~ She said Hunter will like this big Turtle~ so she got out of the car an bent down to pick it up and it hissed at her, then he started to Snap at her and chased her right in the car~ we all laughed so hard `

Yesterday was Easter 2017, and again my heart wanted you here with us so bad , we miss your Snicker Salad every Holiday,
Hunter got to spend 2 days with us, Saturday until 3pm and Sunday until 8pm: It was so good and felt so right to have him to be home with us and the rest of the family that was here! This is his real Family, the ones he looks up to, his Uncle Johnny, his Uncle Brian, and his cousins Brody and Jayden Samantha, He had a good time and didn't want to leave, I didn't want him to leave, I wanted to just Hug him so tight and keep him here with me! I love him so much, its killing me everyday I don't get to spend with him! It will be four years in two months! Since God called you home, he didn't realize it, but we needed you more!

Brittany,
My Beautiful Granddaughter, Do you know how much I Miss you?
As you know by now, Lacie and Nick have adopted Hunter, without your Moms or my Permission; or your Dads! I didn't think they could do this, I wasn't there to Contest it, I didn't know what courtroom it was in, or the time for sure! I missed it, My Lawyers wernt even there, Rebecca McConkey was on a phone conference, she contested, but they did nothing! She was representing me and they should not have went forward with this Adoption!
Now she wont even let Grandpa and I see Hunter very much, she says she is very busy with the kids in the Summer! She can not be Busy all the time! I need to see him and hug him, I am going crazy: I miss him every day! I cant figure out how this happened!
I love you baby and don't ever forget that! Watch over Hunter Please Honey!
I love you so very much and miss you more than you will ever know:

Words cannot express how much i miss you!! I love you with every thing that i have. I often sit here and wonder how you would be today. Would you be happy? Would you be enjoying a sober clean fresh life with your son? Would you still be struggling?
And then I stop and remind myself to stop thinking about the what if and the whys and i focus on the goodness in your heart. You were an all around amazing woman, great mom, good daughter, and the best sister that any sister could have asked for. Although i still desperately needed you here with us, you were there when you could be and thats what i have to focus on. The memories, laughter, and love we shared. We had a strong bond that got broken on your road to misery and I wish i could have show in a different way how believed lies cant even tear us apart. I should have never let that happen and im sorry that i did. But i know you know i loved you! Miss you so much!

One year! Honey it feels like just yesterday! my heart still aches for you, So many things have happened since you left us! It is a good place to be in right now, I sometimes feel like since you left there is no one here to talk to me about the issues that do come up, especially about your loving little Man! I talk to you every day asking you to please show us the way to carry on with all the issues that are following us! I know that he loves you very much, he misses you , he has told me this numerous times, I feel you watching over him all of the time, I wish I could see your beautiful face! All we have are pictures to remind us how Beautiful you are! You will live on in our hearts and mostly Hunters! Say hell o to My Dad, he has joined the Angels on May 13th, he knows what is going on here, and I am sure you do too! We will be celebrating your life today, I just don't Love and Miss you today! I LOVE AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY~~~~

You will and are forever in my Heart, I love you so much, I still the feel the pain from the day you left us! Please watch over Hunter , keep him safe and don't let any one treat him bad! He loves you and misses you so much, we all do, we are going through some rough times, my heart is breaking again! When will this stop, the feeling I feel is Lost, I don't know what I can do or can not do! Love you Ms. Brittany Anne!! For always and always!!!

I will forever love, and miss you Brittany, sense the day I found out I was pregnant with, you have been my heart, and soul!