Wow sis it's been five years missing you love you so much.

Baby girl I miss u so much Jess wedding is coming up on Saturday it's going to be so hard I find my self just watching her and aunt gay go do wedding stuff I'm happy for her but my heart hurts because I will never ever have that with you dress shopping what kind of cake wow all I call do is ask God to give me strength to be strong to this day I don't understand but I trust him
I love you forever
Mom

I still can't believe that your not here some days I just want to scream (that it can't be real ) or when I go to get my phone so I can talk to u or when your dad ,me and the boys are kidding around they just can't see it from a women's way u aren't here to take my side lol even with Mikey that wants to be called Mike now we would give anything if u could be here to talk to all of us I will love u for ever .
Mom

I miss you so so much I wish u where here I miss all are talks I think back to the time when you where little and how u would watch me put on my makeup you watching my every move sitting in the bathroom as you got older I remember sitting in the bathroom watching you you where so beautiful  I miss that smile
give daddy a hug and kiss for me
Love you forever
Mom

I miss you so so much I wish u where here I miss are talks I think back to the time you where little and how u would watch me put on my makeup you sitting in the bathroom as you got older I remember sitting in the bathroom watching you you where so beautiful  I miss that smile
Love you forever
Mom

Hey sis
another b day of mine that has come and past I still miss the cards u use to pick out cards always meant a lot to me and u not the boys they just don't get it I still feel so lonely without u gay and gayle are really lucky to still have Jess an dani still .cause there is nothing like a mother and daughter siting down to talk an laugh together o how I miss those times I miss going out an people thinking we where sisters and how beautiful you where Mikey miss u like crazy so come see him soon in his dreams I love you forever I will see u in my dreams
Mom

Happy birthday!! Today was ur day so I thank God for blessing me with u I wonder what u would be doing if u was. Still here I think u would be preaching the word of God married and have a baby that looks like us so many times I have wished u where here and I still do
Love you forever
Mom

Hey SIS,
Just got home
it's another Christmas without u for some reason this Christmas was harder then anyone really knew maybe cause u and dad aren't here or the fact that granny has cancer to I miss u more then anyone knows I just don't understand but I love u and merry christmas forever in my heart. 
Mom

I miss u so so much I love you forever
Mom

It's been awhile since I have wrote you,not because I don't miss u anymore cause u are on my mind everyday an my heart still aches I don't know if that will ever change. I pray that God give me strength, granny has lung cancer and it scares me I don't want to loss her I know she would love it there I love u forever
Mom

Sometimes I wonder how life would be if u was still here all the plans like getting married an walking down there to meet ur soon to be husband then all the baby's u would talk about 1 boy then1 girl so many plans that we didnt get to do. But I hold on to the fact one day I will see God and then you love you forever mom

Well sis u r a aunt again and she wanted me to be in there when she gave birth to this perfect angel I didn't think I was ready for that u know I cried because I will never have that with u ,telling you it's ok and to push and then see this miracle take place to hold them in my arms and share advice with u I love and miss u everyday mom

Well Father's Day is Sunday and I know your dad wishes he could see your big smile so come see him in his dreams and let him know u love him and if u can give daddy a kiss and hug and tell him his baby girl said happy Father's Day I love and miss u both

I find myself wondering will the pain get easier will there be a day that I can think of u without crying they say in time it will get easier but for me I miss u more today then I ever have I miss hearing u say mom u where such a blessing from the 1st time I held u in my arms to the day I had to say goodbye I love u mom

Another day without u I miss hearing ur laugh an seeing ur big smile Mother's Day is coming soon and wow how I wish I could get just one more card or letter from you I'm so thankful for all the past mothers day cards and all the just because notes we shared throw out the years so I can go back and read them over and over love you forever . Mom

Somedays I wonder how can i make it day to day without you I miss you so much I try so hard to put on what we called "are game face" to make it throw for everyone else but on the really really hard days when know one is around I can feel your presents and that gives me strength love u for always 
Mom

Happy Easter
I remember all the baskets over the years I have made I missed making my big baby hers if you where here I know I would still be making you one thats why i put something's at your grave site it wasn't the same but it helped a little bit love you forever mom

Happy Easter Boo Boo I Miss You❤

As my birthday came an past I missed my card from you we would always find the perfect card for each other I miss that, your dad and Mikey doesn't really get into them like we did I guess it's a girl thing I felt you with me on my b day I would close my eyes and think of all the b days we shared in the past I love you forever
Mom

Happy 24th Birthday baby wow 24 i wish you where here so we could do are b day stuff i want you to know i have always been proud of the woman u grew into my heart still aches i think God for blessing me for the 22yrs you where in our  life i will love you forever
Mom

They say time heals but I stIll hurt I miss u so so much the other day I was thinking that this would be around the time we would make plans about what to do for your birthday this will be the second birthday that I haven't been able to see your beautiful face,sing and decorate your room I miss you so much
Love Mom

I remember those times when u wanted me and Aaliyah and
Put make up on us and take pictures and make
Sure we made poses and correct us.When I
Remember those days I just stare at a pic of u
And cry . U dont know how much I miss u
And those days when I'm nervous I can here
Ur voice saying "It's ok Onie I'm her with u I miss ya !

I miss u so much Britt a lot of times I still can't believe ur not here sometimes when my phone rings I hope that its u then I realize ur not here I'm thankful that u r in my dreams but how I wish I could hear ur laugh an see ur big smile not a day goes by that I don't think about u
Love u forever mom

Its almost Christmas Eve and it just doesn't feel the same
I try to go through the motion for everyone else but it's so hard sis
I miss my prayer warrior, my baby and my best friend but what I miss the most is are late night girl talks
Merry Christmas baby I love you

If I had just one wish it would be for
A stairway that reached up to
Heaven so I could bring you home.
I love & miss you so much
Mom

I was so blessed to be your father I miss u so much u will forever be in my heart

From the 1st time i held you in my arms i fell in love with you
You where so little but so perfect
My heart still aches in sadness and my secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you no one will ever know!