My precious baby boy, my little angel sent from above to make the best mother out of me for your little brother Ryan - yes, its been 31 years since you came & then left us, but your memory has never dimmed, nor has the sad loss we live with every day. Still, you are with us in everything, sadness, joy, sunshine & rain. We feel you here - & one day, one sweet day - we will see you again.

I know you meant to come into my life. I know it was no accident that you were given into my arms by our heavenly Father. You changed me inside forever, deep down where the love cannot vanish over time. You made it possible for me to finally open my

arms & heart to those I loved, & no longer fear rejection. You changed my soul & brought compassion.