I miss u, and not a day goes by without me, knowing your here. Love ya bro!

Baby,
I really haven't any idea as to what I'm doing here. I wanted a place for family and friends to gather stories and pictures of you. You'll never come close to being forgotten by any means but within this web page you'll go on forever I'm certain. Hopefully others will see what it is I'd like to do and help me out by adding their own experiences with you throughout your life. What dirt I'm sure some could throw up! As if, huh? You are and always have been a total angel of this I'm completely certain.
I've been told since the day you were taken from us that this pain I'm feeling will lessen with time. To this I'm still waiting. I open my eyes every morning and immediately wish my reality weren't true .I get mad at the fact you're gone and I'm still here alone. Without you around these past two months my entire world has been altered. Absolutely nothing is the same except you being gone. I was forced from the home we shared and made to feel as though no one cared about me as a person without you.
Some changes are bound to happen and others are a choice you make. From this point on I can say I'll be making the best choice possible given my circumstances. I talk to you constantly and seek your advice on everything just as I did when you were alive. I ask myself what would you think about doing this or attempting that? Where would you want to see me headed in life? I believe I know most of the answers. You'd want me to be near my kids and back where I always said I wanted to be, Wyoming.
So that's my goal I'm working towards. Going home to Wyoming now that I've nothing here to stay for. You were my reason for being here on the coast and now like you that's gone. It'll take some time I'm sure of that but I know it can be done. After all I've got you looking out for me 24/7. I'll carry you with me always.
I miss you and I love you still. Forever yours~ Tammi