ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Buddy Jarrell, 17 years old, born on February 8, 1946, and passed away on July 26, 1963. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Marcie Jarrell-Fearn on July 26, 2020
Today is 57 years since God took you home! I miss you everyday!  l was awake last night just thinking of the few years we had and all the love we managed to put in those years. You were my life! My forever love! No one could ever replace you in my heart. I know you are waiting for me the day God calls me home and we will be together for eternity! Please keep being my Guardian Angel. I wish we could have had these 57 years together but I know you are with God and in a much better place! I LOVED YOU THEN AND I LOVE YOU NOW AND WILL NEVER STOP! YOU ARE MY HEART!
Posted by Marcie Jarrell-Fearn on July 27, 2019
People say the pain goes away and when you are young you forget. It doesn't happen. It has been 56 years and the day I was told Buddy was gone is as clear today and as painful as it was then. I think of him everyday. He was the love of my life. Yes I married and tried to have a life. In my heart Buddy was always there. My husband did understand and I was blessed with that. He always knew I never stopped loving Buddy but he also knew I loved him as much as I could ever love anyone else and I know Buddy was always watching over me in the rough times and there were many. It with the strength of God and the Love I know I had from Buddy that I have made it through life. He has been my Guardian Angel.  Buddy you always told me you would take care of me and with God's help you have. To be so young you had such an old soul. God blessed me for just a few short years with one of the sweetest and loving of all He ever created. As I sit here 56 years later with tears running down my face I can recall every memory. Our first kiss seems like yesterday. You were so special. Please keep watching over me. Wait for me at the Jordan River. I pray for a few more years. I have a son who needs me yet. Please watch over him too. I will be with you one day and I will never have to let you go again. I know you are happy in Heaven but I would just love to have you hold me one more time and be able to hear you say "Pudd I will always love you and take care of you."  You have my heart for eternity.
Posted by Marcie Jarrell Fearn on July 27, 2018
55 years ago and it still seems like yesterday!  You are not a memory that is just tucked away and brought out on certain days . You are a precious memory that is with me everyday. I still cry when I talk about you. I still cry at night when I lay and think about you. I know you are with God and I know you are watching over me. I love you as much today as I did the day God called you home. You were the best part of my life and no one can ever replace you in my heart! The day you left you took half of my heart with you. I Love You!
Posted by Marcie Jarrell-Fearn on July 26, 2016
Today makes 53 years since God took you home. You are missed as much today as you were the day you left. My heart was not ready to let you go and I would have never been ready but I know God had a plan and I try not to question. I have wondered so many thousands of times what our lives would have been like. You were the love of my life and I will always love you and I know I will see you again one day. I know you have been my Guardian Angel for 53 years and there have been many times I don't think I could have survived with God and without knowing you were watching over me. Wait for me beside the Jordan River I will be there one day!

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Posted by Marcie Jarrell-Fearn on July 26, 2020
Today is 57 years since God took you home! I miss you everyday!  l was awake last night just thinking of the few years we had and all the love we managed to put in those years. You were my life! My forever love! No one could ever replace you in my heart. I know you are waiting for me the day God calls me home and we will be together for eternity! Please keep being my Guardian Angel. I wish we could have had these 57 years together but I know you are with God and in a much better place! I LOVED YOU THEN AND I LOVE YOU NOW AND WILL NEVER STOP! YOU ARE MY HEART!
Posted by Marcie Jarrell-Fearn on July 27, 2019
People say the pain goes away and when you are young you forget. It doesn't happen. It has been 56 years and the day I was told Buddy was gone is as clear today and as painful as it was then. I think of him everyday. He was the love of my life. Yes I married and tried to have a life. In my heart Buddy was always there. My husband did understand and I was blessed with that. He always knew I never stopped loving Buddy but he also knew I loved him as much as I could ever love anyone else and I know Buddy was always watching over me in the rough times and there were many. It with the strength of God and the Love I know I had from Buddy that I have made it through life. He has been my Guardian Angel.  Buddy you always told me you would take care of me and with God's help you have. To be so young you had such an old soul. God blessed me for just a few short years with one of the sweetest and loving of all He ever created. As I sit here 56 years later with tears running down my face I can recall every memory. Our first kiss seems like yesterday. You were so special. Please keep watching over me. Wait for me at the Jordan River. I pray for a few more years. I have a son who needs me yet. Please watch over him too. I will be with you one day and I will never have to let you go again. I know you are happy in Heaven but I would just love to have you hold me one more time and be able to hear you say "Pudd I will always love you and take care of you."  You have my heart for eternity.
Posted by Marcie Jarrell Fearn on July 27, 2018
55 years ago and it still seems like yesterday!  You are not a memory that is just tucked away and brought out on certain days . You are a precious memory that is with me everyday. I still cry when I talk about you. I still cry at night when I lay and think about you. I know you are with God and I know you are watching over me. I love you as much today as I did the day God called you home. You were the best part of my life and no one can ever replace you in my heart! The day you left you took half of my heart with you. I Love You!
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