It has been 1.5 yrs. now since you went away, but your memory & the love we shared lives on in our hearts & minds. I hope you are up in heaven watching down on us, but happy & pain free living your new life. You were the best, & always will be til my day comes to pass. I still see you & hear your bark. I never will forget it. You were such a loving natured dog. You had a big heart who only asked for love in return, which all of us gave to you, each day of your life. We instantly fell in love with you. The day Jason snuck you into our house, on Heathrow Drive, in North York, I will never forget that moment, either. You were being abused from another owner, so Jason rescued you, & snuck you in our house, while I was asleep. They knew once I saw you & woke up, I had a soft heart, that I would welcome you into our family. How could I not, or we not, you were so loving. I still cry, here & there about you. But I know it was your time, so we had to let go. You needed to let go too. You were hanging on, for us, that was how big your heart was, so we had to, in return, say good bye for your sake. I love you Buddy with all my heart, say hi to Misty for me too. I loved her with all my heart too. Both you & her were the best animals, ever, in my/our lives. So glad you blessed us, & enriched our lives, the day you came into our lives. It was the most loving, awesome, amazing 15 yrs. we had with you. Always miss you, always will love you. Forever missed. 

Love Mom, Darlene Watson Mwa xoxoxo

Be happy my friend, family you are, always, in my heart forever missed.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Well, its been just over 5mths. now & it still seems like yesterday that God took you up to heaven. I still remember your happy bark, as I said I will never forget it. I hear other dogs bark, each day, & I think of yours. I am having a harder time still, as I compare other dogs to you. It is not fair to them. But it is hard. As you were in our lives for so long. over 15yrs. I know you are up in heaven looking down on us. Pain free. With Misty, our cat, (our long life pet too) she was there 2 yrs. b4 you came so you both grew up together. I had a dog & cat from birth til the end. I accomplished that, as I wanted one dog & one cat from the beginnng til the end & it was done. Both of you were unique. You were both so special. I couldn't of asked for 2 better life-long pets. I hear both your barks/meows, they were so original. I hope u both are together now, as it brings some comfort to me to know that. I miss you both very much. No other, has or will ever take your place. I have to remember that, not to try to make other pets try to be like you both. As it is not fair or right to compare, Just like us human beings. But its so hard not to, as when you had the best nothing else can compare. I love you both. My "BUDDY" Mom misses you everyday, still. I wiish I could hug & kiss you one more time. It was the hardest day for me to say goodbye. I knew you had to go. It was your time. You lived your life to the fullest & it was time for you to pass. You needed us to let go, of you, so you could leave us & be up in heaven, to rest in peace, pain free, to live again up in heaven. So I had to say to you that day, 'Buddy its ok to go now,' you did your part in life & for us, so rest now my friend & be happy again. It won't  be the same, but you are pain-free now, that makes me feel at ease, a little. Had to let go, as we were being selfish holding on to you, for us, it wasn't fair to you. You did all you could & for us, for a whole lifetime.

THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS,

LOVE MOM, DARLENE WATSON MWA XO XO XO 

YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY PRAYERS & FOREVER MISSED, IN MY HEART & MEMORIES FOREVER. SEE YA WHEN I AM UP THERE. PLEASE GREET ME AT THE PEARLY GATES, OF HEAVEN, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE, WHEN IT IS MY TIME, OF COURSE. :-)

I just remembered something funny yet unique about Buddy. He loved when we would spray on perfume/cologne. He went crazy over them. He loved those amazing smells. We used to spray some on our bed, etc. & he would roll around on it, to get the smell on him. Even animals like to smell good. He was a unique dog. He was the best dog to have raising children too. He was protective of them & loved them, as a dog could. He grew up with my children. I think about him everyday & I will til the day I die. I hope to see him along with my Mom, etc. up in heaven one day. So I can play ball with him, again. To go swimming or a walk. He loved to swim. We had to drag him out of the water, as he would stay in it too long. Funny my children were water babies & our dog ended up being one too. So many memories that I could never finish speaking of them. He was the best.

Missing you each day Buddy, I love you with all my heart. Mom,(Darlene Watson) mwa xoxoxo

BUDDY WAS A ONE OF A KIND DOG. WE HAD HIM SINCE HE WAS 3 MTHS. OLD. I ALWAYS WANTED TO HAVE A DOG FROM BIRTH TILL PASSING. I AM SO GLAD HE CAME INTO OUR LIVES. MY CHILDREN GREW UP WITH HIM. HE WAS OUR "HERO" HE SAVED US FROM A COUPLE BURGLARIES, COUPLE OF ALMOST FIRES. HE WAS THE BEST FAMILY DOG. HE WAS ALSO, OUR PROTECTOR, HE GUARDED US WITH HIS LIFE. HE HAD HIS OWN PERSONALITY. HE WOULD HIDE ON OUR BLACK COUCH, KNOWING HE WASN'T TO BE ON IT, HE BLENDED IN WITH THE BLACK COUCH. WE WOULD CALL FOR HIM, HE LAID STILL & QUIET, SO WE WOULDN'T SEE HIM ON THE SOFA. TOO FUNNY. I ALWAYS KNEW HE WAS THERE. HE HAD HIS FAVORITE BONE, THAT JASON BOUGHT HIM, HE KEPT IT FOREVER. HE WOULD BURY IT IN OUR CAT LITTER BOX, I WOULD HIDE IT ON HIM SO MANY TIMES. HE WOULD FIND IT BURY IT IN CATLITTER AGAIN. HE WAS SO FUNNY IN DOING THAT. HE PULLED THE KIDS ON SLEDS WHEN HE & THE KIDS WERE YOUNG. HE LOVED EVERY ANIMAL. GREW UP WITH CATS. OUR MISTY, SADLY MISSED, WAS HIS BEST FRIEND. & ALONG CAME PEBBLES. HE MOTHERED HER. HE WOULD GO OUTSIDE & BRING HER BACK IN.  HE HAD A LOVING HEART. WE LOVED HIM SO MUCH & HE LOVED US ALL TOO. HE LIVED FOR A LONG LIFE BECAUSE OF ALL THE LOVE WE HAD FOR EACH OTHER. HE DID SO MANY TRICKS. THE ONLY ONE HE WOULDN'T FINISH WAS FETCH, HE WOULD NEVER GIVE IT UP.  ALL HE ASKED FOR WAS OUR LOVE. WE GAVE HIM PLENTY. HE LOVED GOING FOR CAR RIDES, ESPECIALLY TO "TIM HORTONS" FOR HIS TIMBIT. I MISS HIS NOSE PRESSING AGAINST OUR HAND AS ALL HE WANTED WAS US TO PET HIM. TO LOVE HIM AT THAT MOMENT. WHICH WE ALWAYS DID. HE WAS THE BEST & NOW MAY HE REST. HE IS IN HEAVEN NOW. WITH OUR MISTY TOO. GOD BLESS HIS SOUL. HE WILL LIVE ON 4EVER IN OUR HEARTS & MEMORIES. LOVE YOU BUDDY. MISS YOU SOOO MUCH. HE WAS FULL OF LIFE. HE WAS A HUGE PART OF OUR LIFE. A LIFE THAT WILL LIVE ON....SUCH A HAPPY & LOVING DOG. NO OTHER COULD EVER TAKE HIS PLACE. WHEN YOU HAVE THE BEST YOU CAN NEVER REPLACE. GOOD BYE MY FRIEND. REST IN PEACE. NO MORE PAIN. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR BARK. IT WAS SUCH A JOYFUL, HAPPY ONE. LOVE HOW HE SPOKE IN HIS BARKING WAY TO US. REMEMBER THAT BEAUTIFUL BARK. IT WAS HIS WAY OF TALKING TO US. YOU ALL WILL REMEMBER THAT. JASON WILL TOO. AS HE WOULD GET SO EXCITED WHEN HE CAME AROUND. HE WAS LIKE A PUPPY. WHEN HE WAS HAPPY HE WOULD BE JUST LIKE HE WAS A PUPPY. HE LIVED HIS LIFE TO THE FULLEST. NOW IT HAD TO COME TO AN END. THE ANGEL CALLED HIM. & SAID ITS TIME MY FRIEND NOW REST YOUR HEAD. COME TO START A NEW LIFE. RUN FREE. PAIN FREE. MEET YOUR FRIENDS AT HEAVEN'S GATE. THERE THEY AWAIT TO GREET YOU WITH OPEN ARMS. GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN THE BEST FRIEND OUR LOVING "BUDDY"