Ok caiden only lived for a short 8 months but it was the best 8 months off my life he was the most beautiful little boy I had ever seen but from the moment I layed My eyes  on him I just knew he would but be in this earth for very long!!!!!!uou  see a mother just knows!!!! Call it a mother’s instinct!!!!I miss him so much it’s so difficult to live with and at first I wished I had never had him at All but it turned out I was so great full to have had 8 months with him as some parents only had s few weeks or months!!! And now the pain is not so pain full I’m great full to got for me to go thru it it’s taught me so much❤️Caiden I really hope your happy up in heaven some body told once that you have a job in heaven and you ate there to greet all the baby’s that cross over and you even have angel wings I lovedthat and hold it in my memories every time I think off you ❤️‍❤️‍love you my little man always as me forever and I hope your having a great big teenager party until we again LOVE FOREVER MUMMY❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍