Hello Candy;
Today, it is Father's Day. I have missed the last eleven Father's Days with you now. I can't say that I am getting used to it, because I am not. I get scared, and anxious, sometimes even having some sort of painful attack when the day you died, your Birthday, and this day is coming.
I Love You Candy. I miss you too. I will always remember you as you were when we were a team. I am lost for words, only that Dads' Loves You Forever and Always.

Candy;
Tomorrow is your Birthday. Tomorrow you would have been 33 years of age. I wonder what your Mom, and Jade do for your Birthday? I wonder what they think on your Birthday? I think about you always.

I have a picture of you and Jade on the kitchen table, so I can see it everyday, so I never forget you, never for get how much I Love You, how much I miss you.

On your Birthday, I set a little candle beside your picture, and light it. I let it burn, 'til it goes out by itself. When I see it die Candy, I think of you, I cry, and I cry.

On your Birthday, I miss you so much. Everyday, I miss you so much.

      I Love You Candy. Dads' will always Love You.

                            From Your Daddy

Hey Candy;

Dads' got laid off his job yesterday. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to live and not work. I am very concerned. I miss you so much, and I wish that you were here with me, to help me. I Love You so much.

I am 62 years old now, I would think that I am not going to be called back, i do think though that it's quite possible my working days are done. I can't afford not to work, I don't know how not to work Candy.

I just want you to know that I really wish you were here with me. We were always a team you know, and I have never really excepted that when we go into battle, we can and did lose a very important part of that team.

I am so disappointed.

                           Bye Bye For Now Child;
                          Daddy Loves You Forever

May 1st, 2014, you will have been gone 11 years. I am not really sure what to write, or even what to say.

I do wish however, that there was a phone in Heaven, so we could talk, and I could tell you once again how much I Love you, how sorry I am that you are gone,.

I have not seen your Daughter, not since you died. She would be 13 or 14 years young now Candy. I am sorry. I Love You.

Nobody else knows I come here to see you, to write you, only you and I, sort of how it always ended up just you and me.

You know I am in Tears now, but I don't mean to put out the little flame that burns within you with my Tears, really I don't, It's hard Candy. I am sorry to be so selfish, and only think of myself. It's just that I miss you so much.

I Love You Candy. Losing you was the very worst thing that has ever happened to me. I won't ever forget you. I Love You
                                           Dads'

Candy;
This is your Dads writing to you. I don't think you can hear me, and I don't think you can see me, but I want you to know, that I Love You, and that I miss you very much. It has been very near ten years now that you have been gone. Jade is 13 years young now. I know you are there. I know you wait for me. I Love You Forever - Dads'