I know your happy and pain free
Up in heaven in arms of family
Watching down heart broken at our pain
Wishing you could stop us and explain
That your no longer suffering and that your always by our side
I miss you so much little relief that seams to provide 
You always asked why I loved you so much after all you did
Well dad it's simple really it was because I am your kid
I always loved you regardless and always will still
Your heart was so big there's a emptiness I won't fill
I miss your calls where we clowned all day
I didn't expect it to end this way
I hugged you one last time even thou know you already left
I was starting at you hoping you would take a breath
Knowing you wouldn't but Seamed surreal
Now just empty numb and alone I feel
Your were a awesome dad the best in my eyes
And I'm not ready to say my good byes
So Instead I will say don't leave me although I can't see you
Stay next to me keep getting me thru
Until the time I can hug you again
Tears will run down my checks often
Don't be mad at me it just means I love you so much you can see it on my cheeks tickling my nose
You always said I was so strong but now I can't even pretend to compose
So just know I'm happy you are free from all the suffering you would endure and you inspired me
Make sure you know I will always love you for eternity