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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Carla Barnes, 43 years old, born on October 31, 1968, and passed away on June 28, 2012. We will remember her forever.
August 10, 2021
August 10, 2021
Hey BIg Sis. Just passing through. Your always on my mind and I will forever love you ❣️. I miss you so much. I just hold on to the memories we have.
October 31, 2015
October 31, 2015
Happy Birthday Auntie Midge !!!!!
June 28, 2015
June 28, 2015
I can't believe that it's been three years since you're been away from me mommy but just know that I loves you dearly queen plus miss you as well and I wouldn't never forgotten about this day that our father god took you home to the heaven gates!!!!! Loves you mommy
July 1, 2014
July 1, 2014
hey mommy!!!!! i just wanted to stop by and tell you i know june,28,14 makes 2 years since you been gone from us mommy and i miss you plus loves you mommy and i wanted you to know that i was thinking about you and etc mommy so i knows your safe with our father god in the heaven gates no more what mommy and i loves you once more again okay bestie :) talk to you later mommy
March 19, 2014
March 19, 2014
hey mommy how you doing don queen I hopes good but yes I was thinking of you by looking at your beautiful pictures inside of my house asking dang I wish my mommy was still here cause I miss you a lot mommy but yes I knows our father god got your back in the heaven gates and also keeping you safe every step of the way mommy but I had to stop by and talk to you for a good minute to let you know I was thinking of you and also had you on my mind as usual mommy???? I love you and take care don queen and loves you once more again mommy
January 22, 2014
January 22, 2014
hey mommy, I know its been a good minute since I haven't wrote on your wall don queen but It hard to look at the fact you actually gone from us but yes I thinks of you all the time no matter what im doing but yes I cry cause I can't believe my true bestie friend is gone from me omg I feels my self finna start crying cause I can't I miss all them good times you and I had mommy but like you always told me you can't trust no one these day but you never told no stories on that note mommy and yes its very hard for me to start letting folks in my life no lie so I rather goes with out of letting the fakes into my calm world mommy cause I don't needs the problems and also headache from silly people don't always looks at me like im a no body and I knows im a somebody mommy but yes I keeps in touch with grandma always cause she reminds me so much of you omg at times I be thinking im talking to you when im talking with grandma :) she knows how to put a smile on face just like you mommy but yes only ones knows my painful pain is you mommy and our father god in heaven and a longs I have you with me plus inside my heart I knows im going to be stronger then ever with no worries mommy but yes I loves you don queen very much and I missed so much mommy really I do but i knows you having a ball in the heaven gates mommy and i would see you when i get their mommy *bestie* well mommy i had to stop by and talk to you for a minute and let you know i was thinking of you don queen as usual :) your daughter *bestie* Lunchie Pooh omg that gotten smiling cause i remember when you gave me that nick name mommy but yes i loves you once more again mommy!!!!!!!!!!! talk to you soon mommy plus see you later mommy
December 3, 2013
December 3, 2013
Hey Mommy, i gotten say happy belated Thanksgiving day to you bestie and i can say that took the Thanksgiving holiday real hard cause im not used of spending it alone with out you Mommy and yes it hurts everyday with out having you here with me like the good old days Mommy :( but i be sadness when i see all the rest of people with they Mommy and i gets even sadder plus cry cause my don queen not here :( tears and loves you Mommy
October 12, 2013
October 12, 2013
Hey my beautiful Angel in the heaven gates doing i hopes good well me doing oh okay taking a day at a time but it get really hard at moments cause bills be running me and dee very wild but i believe when you use tells me as a younger kid your pocket feels dry once you done paying the bills and etc and Mommy you never told no lie bestie but i loves you and miss you alot wish you was here :(
September 30, 2013
September 30, 2013
Hey mommy once more again its like as im typing away i feels standing
Rite besides me letting your Bestie know you here with me and always would be and yes im loving the fact you stays coming to me when im sleeping telling me the fun moments you had shared with me you know every change you get to visited in my dreams you makes me smile and also
September 30, 2013
September 30, 2013
Hey Mommy how you been doing my beautiful Angel i hopes oh okay Mommy cause man i wish you could be here to makes me laugh with that big ooo kool aid smile you have my don Queen but yeah your birthday is rite around the corner :) im going to buy you some flowers plus talk to you telling you updates on your Bestie Lunchie Pooh and i remember when you gave me that nick name !! Love you ma
September 30, 2013
September 30, 2013
Cries cause its still a mess up moment for me to see others with they mothers and mines in heaven :( that's the hurtful feeling ever cause i ask our father god always why you had to have my mommy cause honest i can't looked up to a person like that cause really you can't take my Queen spot plus shine flow cause i can hear her getting on me now telling me off but no worries ma im not
September 30, 2013
September 30, 2013
Going and thanks again always coming to check on me like you say when your in my dreams what's the matter mommy big baby and i takes the time to tell you but i be sadness :( when you have to go back home that means the heaven gates cause we both talk for hours why im sleeping and i promise i enjoy every moment of it too my Bestie friend as you say to me your always my Bestie friend :)
August 24, 2013
August 24, 2013
I guess im still feeling a bit selfish..... wishing u were still here so I could have someone to talk,laugh and cry with. love u auntie
August 21, 2013
August 21, 2013
HEY MY BEAUTIFUL DON QUEEN HOW YOU BEEN MY MOMMY MAN I GOTTEN SAY THAT I REALLY MISS YOU MOMMY CAUSE YOU ALWAYS KNEW HOW TO MAKE MY LOVING SADNESS DAY GOES BETTER AND ALSO FASTER WITH A LOVING JOKE TO PUT A BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON YOUR BESTIE FACE MOMMY BUT YES I MISS YOU EVERY DAY PLUS HOURS THAT FLY BY BUT I LOVES YOU MOMMY LOVE YA BESTIE LUNCHIE POOH :) THE NICK NAME YOU GAVE YOUR BABY :)
June 28, 2013
June 28, 2013
On this the Anniversary of your transition, may your loved ones continue to find peace in the Arms of Christ because He and He alone is able to give the comfort that is needed. My prayers are continuously with her mother, Alberta, my dear friend.
June 28, 2013
June 28, 2013
Hey big sis. Its been a year today since you past. It still doesn't seem like it. I will always love u. Miss u. Gone but never forgotten
October 31, 2012
October 31, 2012
Happy Birthday Sis..I wish you was here so we can celebrate ur day. I miss u so much. It just don't seem like you gone. I love u always big sis
October 11, 2012
October 11, 2012
hey mommy im thankful of having a bestie and also mommy like you cause i learned alot i mean alot from you and my daddy so im happy yall both made it happen when you both met in high school cause i wouldn"t be here rite now today if it wasn"t for you guys going half on a baby but i loved you both with all my heart plus soul bestie so i would see you later oh okay and i wanted to stoped by
October 4, 2012
October 4, 2012
going all out doors for you mommy but aye i made some beautiful ideas i thinks you going to loved and also like of what i have under my wig this month for you mommy *bestie* i care less of being broke but i did it any ways to show you that i went all out doors for my number one queen *mommy and also bestie* and yes bestie you going to look be looking down and say my bestie did a nice job
October 4, 2012
October 4, 2012
but yeah its harder then i respected it to be with out of not having you"re bestie *mommy* around you no more but inside you"re loving heart plus soul but im not going to stunt i be crying to my self behide close doors cause i miss seeing you and kicking it with you but yes i know its going to killed me and brake me down when you"re birthday comes around cause im use to of spoiling you and
October 4, 2012
October 4, 2012
hey mommy *bestie* im just stopping by to see how you doing my don queen and to tell you i was thinking of you my bestie but i know you finally in heaven having a ball with baby d and granddaddy bill and everyone else who had passed away in the family queen but yes to be truthful i been sad and also down cause i miss listening to you"re lovly voice and attitude and funny jokes too *love u*
September 29, 2012
September 29, 2012
But im trying to stay stronger then ever but it's hard but i know you granddaddy bill and baby d and alot more family members we had lost and also passed away kicking harder then a boom box in heaven Queen so i wants you to know that i miss and also loves you dearly so i kind of feel myself of wanted to cry cause it's never going to be the same with out my Mommy *Renee* i remember the nick
September 29, 2012
September 29, 2012
Name you gave me as a youger and that was Lunchie cause you told me you didn't play around with food so im going to nick name you Lunchie but aye i haven't been rite still since you said i wanna go home but im never thought it would be this hard plus painful still with out having you"re Bestie around honey but aye some one have a birthday coming up on Halloween on the 31 loves you Queen
September 29, 2012
September 29, 2012
Hey Bestie i know its been a long good minute since i been on you"re page my love but Mommy to be truthful im stressing my self to the bone cause i feel so lost and also gone since you haven't been around but im thankful you comes to me every change you get of letting me know you"re oh okay but yes i cried behide close doors cause i still have alot more to come out plus flo out you know
September 8, 2012
September 8, 2012
I just learned of your death . . I was overwhelmed. You were always so full of life. I pray that you had made peace with God and that we will meet again one day.
July 21, 2012
July 21, 2012
Hey auntie yesterday was one of the hardiest days ever in my life saying goodbye to you. I felt you there and knew you wanted me to say something at your funeral. I love you and thank you for all you have done for me. I feel selfish because I want you here but I know God needed you way more. Love you and see you when I get there !!!!!!!!
July 9, 2012
July 9, 2012
Hey baby
    It's Boom I miss you so much i just want you to know I love you so much i know we had are ups and downs but we always find time to forgive one another I did my best baby I see you when on home walk in the faith of heaven. save me spot remember I love you Renee :)
July 9, 2012
July 9, 2012
I woke up thinking of u hard I had a dream dat u came to me n told me u all right I miss u very much Im happy dat on the 20th u be able to see everyone again I love everybody...I be feeling really sad ma even tho ur not here u still in my heart I did my best n every time u always said thank u n dat u love me I'ma change my self to a betta peron I'm still a minnie u I love u mama
July 9, 2012
July 9, 2012
Hey Auntie miss you much and wish you was here. I love you very much and know you are in a better place now. you and grandda will always be missed.
July 8, 2012
July 8, 2012
It took me a while to come here because I didn't want to face reality . I was praying this all was a dream.......yearnin to hear u say Punkie poo can u scratch my hair......so lost for words
July 7, 2012
July 7, 2012
Aye mommy I been thinking of you bestie and I want to tell you that im going to miss having a ball with you my rite hand goon but I cant help it that im not the same person like was cause I been zoned out cause I can't found another real friend like you that I can joke with plus talk to and I wish you was here for I can talk to you omg Im crying now as im posting this cause I want my mommy
July 7, 2012
July 7, 2012
And its seems like it getting harder by the day with out you bestie but I only see you when my eyes close but aye I see that loving kool aid smile on your face and you moving your head up and down so I know you always going to be around to look over me and tell me who real or Phony you know but im proud you made it around for this long honey and remember you are a damn good fighter bestie
July 7, 2012
July 7, 2012
But I love you with all my heart and also soul bestie so tell our family member in heaven I said hello and love you guys and I would see you later when our father God calls me home oh okay...love you more mommy and see you around okay...take care queen ya Daughter lunchie Pooh
July 7, 2012
July 7, 2012
Hey mama
Just want to tell that not a day go by I don't think of u...I missing u a lot wit out u it seem as if I'm lost but I can hear u telling me stuff ur a bright girl u can do it I well always see ur beautiful smile in my dreams n Dele told me tell u he love u n he pp in the pot LOL but i just want u kno I love u dearly n save me a shot..
July 2, 2012
July 2, 2012
If that was anything a family member needed you was there with no bout. You was a very out spoken person. And followed your heart no matter what. Now my little sister you may now lay at peace with your loving daughter as well as our fathers as well as our loving God. May your soul be at peace. You will always be missed and i love you dearly little sis.
July 2, 2012
July 2, 2012
To my Lil sister this is Calandra. I will miss you and always love you, the times we shared with one other. We had wonderful moments that me and you only shared together you know little sis that is between us. Let us still whisper to each other as now you lay in peace.You had biggest heart, very loving and caring.
You have always spoken what was on your mind.love you
June 30, 2012
June 30, 2012
MY Midge, we have grown up together, went to church together, had fights in the church (LOL) so many wonderful memories that I will never forget, but God said, my daughter I need you know, to come and rest with me. NO more pain or suffering on this earth. Last time we spoke you told me your struggles and your gains. I will forever miss you. Andre Jones
June 29, 2012
June 29, 2012
to beauitful niece, God love you no matter what and he send his only son to die on the cross so that we may be save, he said that he would come back for us and he did, he came and pick one of his beauitful flower from his garden, midge i love you and will alway love you, R.I.P. my sweet, sweet niece i will truely miss you.
June 29, 2012
June 29, 2012
i know that midge love each and everyone us, this is one my neices that i will never forget, she love so much that she took the time out to stop by and see me whenever she was in chicago, i took good care of her when she was just a little girl, i remember taking her to have pictures taken along with my baby keisha and i can't fine any of those pictures today but they were beauitful, R.I.P
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
Big Sis...I truly love and miss u so. The times that we shared and the laughter we both had together. U had your on unique way of doing things. U was truly a strong fighter. Its like a dream that i cant wake up from. I LOVE U ALWAYS BIG SIS
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
I remember like it was yesterday you were smiling and giggling when i told you I wanted to buy a house If I made it famous from the music industry well I feel kinda bad now that I wasn't able to buy that house and treat you to the values of the luxury life mama you taught me one thing and that's to be strong and I know on the simple fact that you are gone, you are still here wit us.
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
HI auntie i will say that i love you and very sorry that i didn't get the chance to spend much time with you. I will say that i love you and will never forget you and your family. I know that the lord as accept you inside his kingdom and you up their smiling down on everyone and saying don't worried im in a better place and is up their with your daughter and waiting on everyone else.
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
Hi Buddy, Hope you are in a better place and I will allways think of you. Mama Love You. So glad I got a chance to whisper in your ear the night before you left on your journey. Take Care and You will allways be remember.
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
When I 1st met Renee.we bumped heads an bumped heads lol she even had my mother Ms.Leo that I lost 6 yrs ago to cancer gettin @ me lol but its all gud it made us more closer we hung out i lived rite next door to her an her kids u were always hanging not to mention she cud dress her but off she was strong an out spoken an a joy to be around u will be missed by many.R.I.P
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
AND ITS EATTING AT ME CAUSE I LOST MY FIGHTING CANCER QUEEN THAT I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALSO SOUL SO I CANT GET USE TO FEELING OF NOT SEEING MY MOMMY AROUND ME OR HEARING HER VOICE BUT YES IM SO HURT PLUS IN PAIN ITS KILLING ME BAD CAUSE I MADE SURE MY QUEEN DIDNT WANT FOR NOTHING CAUSE SHE WAS MY NUMBER 1 GURL *SPOILED BABY* IM GOING TO REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES OF YOU QUEEN OKAY
June 28, 2012
June 28, 2012
MAN I GOTTEN SAY THAT IM VERY HURT INSIDE TO LOSE MY ONLY QUEEN THAT I USED TO KICK IT WITH IN CLUBS PLUS I ALWAYS WON THEM BOOTY DANCES IN OLD TOWN TO GET MY BESTIE THEM DRINKS BUT WHAT IM GOING TO MISS THE MOST IS SITTING ON THE PHONE FOR HOURS WITH MY MOMMY BUT I CAN SAY IM TAKING IT HARDER THEN I THOUGHT CAUSE I CANT BELIEVE ME AND TEE PENNY LOST OUR ROAD BUDDY.LOVE YOU YOU MY QUEEN

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August 10, 2021
August 10, 2021
Hey BIg Sis. Just passing through. Your always on my mind and I will forever love you ❣️. I miss you so much. I just hold on to the memories we have.
October 31, 2015
October 31, 2015
Happy Birthday Auntie Midge !!!!!
June 28, 2015
June 28, 2015
I can't believe that it's been three years since you're been away from me mommy but just know that I loves you dearly queen plus miss you as well and I wouldn't never forgotten about this day that our father god took you home to the heaven gates!!!!! Loves you mommy
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thinking of you mommy *bestie*

October 4, 2012

hey mommy *bestie* i remember when i was coming up as younger buck into this beautiful world  my mommy *renee* and also bestie my daddy *sly* that"s also my bestie as well to be realest plus truthful kept pushing me harder then ever to finished middle school and also high school but yes i wouldn"t did the job with out the both of yall in my corner plus side and don"t let me leave out and also for gotten drew and mr.brooks plus family members as well that knew i could do it with out a doubt but mommy*renee* and daddy*sly* yall both made me become and also out as a beautiful  don queen young sweetness and kindness plus smartness and also out going women out of me with a blessed loving heart but i would loved to thank you all of believing in me then the others didn"t but im thankful of having a mother and father like you two cause you both have hell of jokes under each other wig plus knew how to make a person laugh and also smile on they messed up day or sadness day but aye what im going to miss most of you mommy that you always kept it 100,000 with me and showed me things that i thought i wouldn"t saw in life and also party with you bestie when we both was staying in the sun shine state going out and having fun plus dancing our nite away but yes mommy you knew them dancing tee tee penny and i showed you but once you get a drink or two you be on point with it and doing better then some folks out in the world but i have mad respect for you bestie cause you was a very strongest out going person to get alone with and talked with plus spend time with it and etc but aye i loves you don queen and have a ball with our father god in heaven oh okay and no im not going to say save a spot for me cause i have to make it their first to be face to face to with our father god when he opened that book of my life and be truthful with and also up front with him from my child hood and also now so i know you going to be saving them five spots for you"re strong babies any way in the door off hand but im going to be oh okay but yes i still have some painful tears i needs to let go and also flo out but my heart still hurts bad cause i don"t have my bestie around me no more or beside me but inside my dreams and also heart but i feels my self finna break down with them painful tears i have inside my body but i would see you later or around inside my dreams okay loves you once more my cancer fighter winner!!!! you"re bestie lunchie pooh and be good don queen plus take care okay!!!! now you"re finally resting in pace with our father god queen so don"t be shame or stronger to come and check up on me but i rather seeing you in my dreams then you popping out on me mommy okay!!! loves you once more again our cancer fighter don mommy *queen* talk to you later mommy

you"re 2en oldest daughter lunchie pooh *bestie*  

*did my story in dark pink then the light pink cause either way they both stands for the cancer colors in my pretty eyes to be realest but to the ones that tried they damnest to fight it plus beat it and also be a winner as well and just couldn"t make it out alive from all that hardest painful pain folks and also loved ones was going with so my heart goes out to all the cancers fighters and winners out their in real world and may our father god blessed you all plus yall family as well to the fullest okay*

so everyone that had passed away from cancer i want yall to know this one thing yall all is still winners of giving it you"re all plus hardest so aye at the end of day remember each and every one of yall are winners not losers to be truthful okay so don"t let no one i mean no one tells you no different cause yall are cancers winners in my respectful voice of music you know but im showing all my respects to the cancers fighters people that die from it or still having the battling with it you feel me
 so i have made up my own newest team line thing and it is called cancers winners not losers 

I love you Renee

June 29, 2012

 Carla Renee, Pink means love, I love you since I first met you as a teenager when sly first brought you to our house on Capenter St.., you have always been sweet and funny... girl i cant count the times you made me and my family laugh... we have shared good and bad times because that is what family do. I thank GOD sly, buck and i got to see you a few weeks ago you made us laugh then.... You will always be a part of my life because you left me with beautiful neices & nephews. I thank you for letting me name April, it made me happy. thank you for trusting and confiding in me, thank you for my neices and nephews and thank you for always being Renee the best their is.

 I love you sis-in-law.

YOU ARE IN GOD'S HANDS NOW!!!

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