Here’s to another shared birthday, Mom! Time seems to be accelerating every year. No matter how fast we travel or how far we go, memories of you remain in my heart forever. ❤️

Mom, another year without you. Time doesn't change things: losing you is still too painful... Are you enjoying your time with Grandpa and Grandma K & L? Uncle Jim and Charlie? So many have joined you... there must be one heck of a party going on up there!!!!
I guess you know what I've been going through. I hope you are helping me, I know I can't do it alone. Please come visit me. I've left you a lit candle, as per our agreement. I love you so much, never forget that. SIWNABD.

Fourteen years! A long time to live without you down here with us. I feel your presence daily. This morning a lighthouse (actually several!) where there was never one before! My tree is in full bloom!
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Love You More! xoxo
Love, Cyn

Fourteen years…hard to believe it was that long ago. It still seems as if it happened only yesterday. So many things have happened here on earth since that day, yet, you remain in my heart forever, mom. I love you! ❤️

Happy Birthday in Heaven, Mom!!! I love and miss you so very much.
I keep remembering you and Dad taking us to concerts. What fun those were!!! In particular, I remember Jackie DeShannon singing "What the World Needs Now is Love Sweet Love that's the only thing that there is just too little of..." That song could NOT be any more relevant than it is right now. The World is a very scary place, and our Nation is so divided that I fear for its survival.
PRAY FOR US AND GUIDE US. Love you forever!!! XOXOXO HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!

Hi, Mom! Just sitting here contemplating the completion of another one of our birthdays. I miss and love you as much as ever! I know you are in a far better place and watching over us mortals. That's good because given the shape of the world today, we'll need all the help we can get. Happy Birthday in Heaven, Mom! XOXO ❤️

Happy Mother's Day, Mom! I can't believe that it's another Mother's Day without you. Absolutely nothing is the same without you! It's like everyone stopped living the day you died. I miss you so much, it hurts. There's so much that I would love to share with you, and get your opinion on...
I'm trying to remember all the good times that we had and shared. But, today that is just too painful. I love you. I wouldn't mind if you let me know that you are still here with me. Kathy

Thirteen years! To this day, I still feel the pain of losing you. Not being able to help you. When you died a piece of me went with you. And, when you died a piece of you stayed with me. I will never forget how that felt! I knew the very moment that you were with me…FOREVER!! Thank you for watching over me. Thank you for loving me.
All my love forever and a day!
Love you more,
Cynjeeia

Mom, it seems unbelievable that you left us thirteen years ago. What a horrible day that was! I try not to relive that day too often, because even now it is too painful!!! Instead, I focus on all of our good times.
I love you very much. In fact, your death taught me that LOVE dies not die or end when our loved ones die.
Remember our last talk about the candles. Thank you for your sign from Heaven letting me know that you are still with me. I love you very much!!! More than you'll ever know. Please, help our family with the TWCF. XOXOXO forever!

Thirteen years and the saddest day of my life still seems like only yesterday. So much as happened since then. It helps to know you are watching over me and the whole family. Love you, Mom! ❤️❤️❤️

Hi, Mom!!! I was watching another tutorial on painting, and this site came up on it's own. So I know you are visiting me! I feel you with me many times throughout my days. Most days I forget that you are gone, because I am always thinking of sharing, or telling you about something in my day. Then I remember...
Please watch over us and keep us all safe. I feel horrible about what Putin is doing to the Ukrainian people! I know you would be upset too!

Hi, Mommy.
I miss you. Did you see all of us celebrating Dad's 92 birthday on Zoom? We did it a little early; Cindy made beautiful "birthday squad" t-shirts for all of us to wear. It's strange to realize that we now consider Zoom our normal way of life.
I miss not being able to hug you so much!! I miss not hugging Dad, Vic, Cindy, Mare, Dave, & Charlie, too... I can understand not hugging you and Charlie, but it sure is difficult not being able to hug people who are still alive.
I hope that you and Chucky are celebrating up in Heaven. I hope that you are proud of me and my artwork. Wish you could see it. Love forever and always, Kathy
P.S. I am so very sorry that I missed Dad's birthday the last year you were alive, when we could have been all together one last time. I had to work and I thought I was doing the responsible thing. Well, I say f+*# that. Never know when the last time will be.

Happy Birthday, Mom! It's hard to believe that you would be 88 today. I can't believe that I'm 62!!!
It has been such a difficult year. But, thankfully we are all still here (except for Charlie, Uncle Jim, and my beloved pets.) I know that you know how I feel about that, as I talk to you all the time. Doesn't make it any easier, but I am grateful that you are there to listen and watch over me.
I wonder what a birthday party in Heaven would be like...bet it's grand.
I love and miss you. Love, Kathy

Happy Birthday, Mom! Another year around the sun and here we are on our shared birthday again. It’s been a rocky ride at times, but I’m starting to see a light ahead. Please continue watching over us from above. I love and miss you more than ever. ❤️

Dearest Mom, Can you believe it? I am now retired. Never thought those two words would be linked together! What a year it has been: COVID, Uncle Jim died, Jade, Paddles and Nosey died, my "latest relationship" only made seventeen months, and last but not least Charlie died. As you might already suspect I adopted three of his cats. I greatly regret being unable to adopt all six, but I only had three openings at my home. So Leo, Sooty and their kitten One Toe are now with me. Leo is nine years old. Sooty, is about three, and has been renamed Halia. Halia (ha LEE ah) is Hawaiian meaning "remembrance of a loved one." isn't that the most perfect name? One Toe looks like lil Gracie and has been renamed Hannah, my little gift from God.
Mom, I feel your presence constantly; I usually catch myself thinking "I can't wait to share that with Mom!" So I have to remind myself that you are no longer in the physical realm, but in Heaven. Please continue to watch over me and my kitties. I love you very much!!! xo xo xo xo

Twelve years! So much has happened since you left us. More than anyone could imagine. LDBHN@91! I will never forget how I felt. The pain remains today. I miss you being down here with us. I know that you will always be with us. And will always watch over us. Love you more.
Dad and I remain in quarantine mode. Vaccines complete. Hopefully, herd immunity will be reached soon and the world can get some sense of normalcy.
Thanks for everything that you have ever done, or will do for me.
Love you!
Cynjee. xoxo

Another year...still as sad today as it was that moment when our world crashed down upon us 12 years ago. I continue to carry you in my heart everywhere I go. Memories of you give me strength! I love you, Mom!

Happy Birthday, Mom! Here’s to another birthday we share. Can you believe the shape the world is in this year?! It’s as everything has turned upside down and out of control. I take extreme comfort knowing that you are watching over us in the good times and in the not so good times, too. Keep watch over us and protect us from all evil. Praying to you for peace and kindness in the world and a vaccine for the virus. God Bless us! As always, I love you Mom, and I carry you in my heart wherever I go. XOXOXO

YKWMHIS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MOMMY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! I miss you so much! Life is super scary right now!!!! I am afraid to get Coronavirus-19, a world-wide pandemic without a cure at this time. I am afraid that I will infect Dad or Cindy. Then I realize that if I am unfortunate enough to get this dreaded disease there is a real possibility that I might not make it. You will take care of my cat family? Gov. Cuomo has been great at leading our state through the recovery, but Trump is not a very good leader. Instead, he says and does things to escalate the situation. You have probably seen the protests and riots about George Floyd, a black man killed by a policeman who knelt on his neck for 8 mins 46 secs. George kept telling the officer that he could not breathe and called for his Mama who died 2 yrs ago. Just like we call to you, when we need help!! It feels like the whole world is out-of-control!!!! Did you see when the military used force to move the peaceful protesters in front of the White House out of the way? I couldn't figure out why the use of flash bangs and the like. Once the crowd was moved out of the way Trump walked across the road. All I could think was that 'the chicken had crossed the road.' It got even better once he crossed the road, because he paused in front of a church and held a book which turned out to be a Bible!!! The man doesn't even go to church!! He looked like his friend, the leader of North Korea, Kim Jong Un, or as Trump calls him,"ROCKET MAN!" As if that wasn't enough, Trump tweeted that "when looting starts, shooting starts." He has no sense of reality. Please help us to get him OUT of office!! I hope that you are having fun in Heaven on your birthday and always. Please continue to watch over all of us, and keep us safe. Can you believe that I am getting close to retirement??? I am still amazed anytime that I think about it. I love and miss you. Please take care of lil Gracie, and Momma KitKat for me. And Jade, too. I don't think that she will make it much longer. Please pray for us all.

Happy Mother's Day, Mommy. i love you and I miss you very much. Father Eduardo's sermon made me think of you today May 11, 2020, when he said, "...whenever you see a virtuous, thoughtful, cultured successful woman, you know that some thoughtful, cultured, virtuous, successful Mother left her mark. The fingerprints of a mother's faith are seen on every child, the fingerprints of her love are seen in every heart.." You will always walk with us Mom, even after you are gone. The days I love the most are the days when I can feel your presence!!! Thank you, Mom for giving me life and for being my Mom!!! I will love you forever!!! xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo Please watch over all of us and keep us all safe from Coronavirus.

Mom,
I’ve come to realize that nothing in life prepares us for
losing someone we love...Nothing!

Eleven years ago, in the blink of an eye, my life was forever changed.
It still hurts like it did that first second of having to live without you here.
Being able to tell you I love you, getting words of encouragement. Spending time together. And, getting one of your hugs! Oh, how I miss those hugs!!

I’m the lucky one who knew you,
Who still loves you,
Whose life will forever be divided into a before
And after because of you.

When you genuinely appreciate every little thing you had together, when it’s gone, it’s that much more deeply your loss will cut.

The hole in my heart is in the shape of you
and no one else can fit it.
Why would I want them to?
I need you to know...
  I really miss you!
Love you Mom❤️

Please continue to watch over us. Please keeps us safe. Please protect all our loved ones. Especially from the COVID-19 virus! 

Thinking of you on this day 11 years later. Still seems as if you left us only yesterday. Can you believe the world we are living in now?!?! I wonder how you would have reacted to these times. It is comforting and helpful to know you are looking over and after us here on earth. Please keep your loved ones safe from the pain and suffering so many are experiencing. God Bless! XO

Wow, Mom. It has been 11 years since we loss you!! How is that even possible? It feels like yesterday!! I hope that you are proud of me and what my life has become. I miss you so very much. I am glad that you are in Heaven (safe from the deadly COVID-19 virus) and watching over all of us. It helps knowing that I have you as my Heavenly Angel. Love and miss you!!!

Happy Birthday, Mom! Another shared birthday has come again. Carrying you in my heart and thoughts as always. Sending you love and hugs on our special day. XOXO ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Mom, I hope that you are having a Happy Birthday in Heaven. We really miss you so very much!!! You are never very far from my thoughts. I thought for sure that you would take my side and protect me from the recent issues at work. I am sadden by the outcome. I ask that you send me some support in this matter. I know how busy basketball season can be, and now with the larger area to clean, I am fighting anxiety over getting it all done in time. With the added trouble from my neck, shoulder, arm, and hand, it is going to be close to impossible. At least I just have two more years to do, if I can make it that long. I know: "you can do anything you set your mind to do." Please watch over me. I could use a little assistance from upstairs right now. Thanks for listening. I love you so very much that it makes my heart hurt.

Mom, I miss you so very much!!! I wish that you were here, so that I could show you my artwork. It is starting to sell, and I hope that someday I can make my living from it. Do you know that I finally took your advice and put my name in at the school? I know...I never took your advice when you were here. I can almost hear you saying, "I just had to die, in order to get you to take my advice." I have worked at the school since May 2009, and full-time since September 2009. So, I almost have ten years in, and soon will have my insurance for life. Thank you for for that. And, thank you for making me the woman I am today. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful childhood, and especially for camp!! And, thank you for watching over me. I love you so much, it hurts. It has been ten years since you left us, but time has not made it any easier. I want you back with us!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It has been ten years, but the pain and memories seem like only yesterday. I carry your spirit and love with me no matter what I do or where I go. It is comforting to know that you now watch over all of us. Always in my heart and never forgotten, Mom! I love you! xoxoxo

Ten long years. Nothing has changed and yet everything is different. My heart is still broken! I wish I could have saved you. When you died, at that exact moment every single thing about my life changed. Forever!
Missing you more than you will ever know! 
Love You Forever
Cindy xoxo

Happy Birthday, Mom! Thinking of you on your birthday and always! You are forever in my heart. I Love you! XOXO

Another year has passed, Mom, and I know you've been watching over us the whole way. You are our angel! I carry you in my heart wherever I go! Thank you for helping me through the good and the not so good times of my life! I love you! XO

Happy Birthday, Mom! So many changes since our last birthday! Nice to know you're watching over and guiding us through them.

Love,
Vic xo

Happy Birthday Mom. Missing you more everyday. Please continue to guide me along the way. I could really use you here with me. Things are changing and I sometimes wonder...     
CRUOOY"H"! 
Love You More xoxo

Missing you now as much as ever! Love you, Mom!

Missing you so very much! Could really use some help. Things aren't what they seem. CRUOOY"H"!  IKYKWIMBT   Love you more xoxo

Happy Birthday, Mom! Thinking of you on our shared birthday! The world is a crazy place lately. It sure helps to know you are watching over us.

Here we are, Mom, one year later, and it still seems like only yesterday you left us. Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I appreciate those little signs you keep sending to let us know you are watching over us. Lord knows I need someone watching over me. Love you always, Mom!

Another Christmas without you here to add to the magic and love of the day. Miss you so very much. My heart continues to be broken.

Happy Birthday, Mom! Our shared birthday isn't the same without you here, but I know you are with me in spirit. Love and miss you always!

Miss you as much today, Mom, as I did five years ago. Your memory lives on forever. I feel your presence watching over all of us every day. Bet we keep you busy. ;-)