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March 9th (Carol's Final Day on Earth)

May 31, 2014

Today, Carol and I had a fun day. First we went to a normal Church where she refused to eat the treats at the end which was weird. Then after Church, I took her to the playground and she played with some new friends. After that, I took her to the mall. We went shopping. Her and I went to Toys R Us and I got her a new toy stuffed donkey. I don't know why, but she was begging for a stuffed donkey. So, I then took her for Menchies. Yum! She did refuse the food though which seemed odd to me. She used to always eat anything. Now she isn't eating a thing. Why is this happening? What happened? I know she is dying, but I don't think she's dying today or tomorrow. 

  After that, I went home with Carol. I just spent the rest of the day with her in my room with her doing a little beach summer puzzle. "When can we go to the beach," she asked me today. "During Summer, Carol. It's only March. Don't worry, you'll get to the beach." I promised her the beach. I'm going to get her to a beach. I promised Carol and I'm not breaking that promise. In a few days when it's at least a little bit nice, I'm taking her to the lake to walk around the edges and just be a little girl normally. Knowing that to this day she is still here, I should start to feel thankful. She could die any moment and I don't want that happening to her anytime soon. I just want a few more days with her at least. Of course, I want the rest of my life with her, but if a few more days is all I got, then I have to deal. With Carol fainting and almost dying yesterday, it's showing me that she isn't going to die anytime soon which I'm so so very thankful for. I hope she can last for a little bit longer, because tomorrow after school, I plan on taking her to the mall again!

Sweet Baby

May 18, 2014

The story of Carol is so touching. LOVE YOU BABY CAROL! Rest in peace in Heaven baby doll!

Wild Rapids 2013

April 5, 2014

In Summer of 2013, I don't remember what day, I usually don't keep track of the days in the summer. All of our friends were at London's Uncle's house and we went to Wild Rapids Waterpark. It's in Sylvan Lake in LA. Woody and Addison had Justine and Carol. I was walking beside them. Then Woody went to hangout with Zack and Cody. So, Addison and I took Justine and Carol. We grabbed single tubes and headed up to the ramp. We were in line, I could tell Justine was scared. Addison said she'd go with Carol and I could go with Justine. Addison and Carol was in front of Justine and I. Addison got in and put Carol on her lap. The sped down super fast. Then Justine and I went on and I put Justine on my lap and we slid down just as fast. Then we took the girls on all the other rides. It was super fun. I miss that day. Carol still had long to live. It was a beautiful day.

One Time...

April 3, 2014

On the night of March 8th going on to 9th of 2014, I was very upset about what happened the previous night. I was lying in my bed alone, and just wide awake and upset. Then Carol came up to me. "What's wrong" she asked me. "It's big girl stuff" I told her. "I understand big girl stuff" she told me. "Well, yeah, you do, but I can't tell you, I don't want to scare you" I explained to Carol. "I will understand I promise, I won't get scared" she told me. "Ok..." I said unsure. I didn't explain to her what happened in great detail. She is still 3 years old and she couldn't handle the exact story. I did tell her a little bit of what really happened though. "I'm sorry" she said. "Oh, Carol, It's not your fault at all!" I told her. She said that it was ok. She hugged me and I hugged her back. She was such an angel. I needed a friend that night, and she was the perfect friend. I am happy she was there with me that night. I don't know what I could have done without her.

Swimming Experience with Carol

April 3, 2014

On February 7th, my birthday, we went to a swimming pool with a surf n turf. A surf and turf is a fun event at a pool with popsicles, slide racing, boat racing, beach balls, art competitions. It's fun. I took Carol there. She had to wear a breathing tube on her face. I also had to take her in the disability changeroom. Carol screamed every time I gave her a needle. She'd also sing while I changed. Than, we enjoyed our experience by meeting a friend about my age I'd say. She loved Carol and Justine. It was a great experience for Carol and also the second last at that pool.

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