Mama, I never had any idea that it would be this hard to be here on this Earth without you. There is not a.day that goes.by.that I don't think of you I even catch myself trying to call you or turn around and.ask you a.question, just to be reminded.that you are not here. It still hurts so bad to not be able to hear you or see you. I  know that one day soon I will see you again.