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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Carson Lavin, 26 years old, born on December 27, 1988, and passed away on August 8, 2015. We will remember him forever.
December 27, 2022
December 27, 2022
It’s your 34th.
I went to sleep when I got home from Christmas at Cody’s. Slept all of yesterday on your couch. Today I tried to leave the house to pick up a cake, to light candles on. Just pulled out a pint of ice cream to do the same gesture. I love you to the moon and back infinity time! 7:02P - December 27th, 2022.
August 9, 2022
August 9, 2022
Was reflecting yesterday & I know you're at peace on the other side. Sending love to your family <3
August 8, 2022
August 8, 2022
Every time I walk through the tunnel near the big train at Knott’s Berry Farm I think of you Carson I’m not sure why of all places that’s the spot that reminds me of you most I can still see your happy smiling face walking through and it makes me happy
January 14, 2022
January 14, 2022
Thinking of you today. Grateful to have met you and known you for the time that I did. Grateful for the memories we shared and the good times with our little friend group. Recently reconnected with Jesse and it brought back so many good memories. Young people happiness ☺️

I carry a little bit of you with me, qualities I certainly wouldn’t have cultivated had I not known you. After all this time I’m still so very grateful to have met you and I try to honor your spirit the best way I know how - through my actions, setting an example for my daughter. You showed me a lot of gentle kindness when I was a lost loud obnoxious little soul and I could never forget that. Love you so much Carson. Miss you. Thank you ❤️
December 27, 2021
December 27, 2021
I may have already told this story but it still puts a smile on my face anytime I hear David Bowiie’s Modern Love because it reminds me of a time when my family’ and Carson’s family got together and hung out on a fun summer day!!It was playing loud and Terry was singing along!
December 31, 2020
December 31, 2020
We all celebrated your birthday in our own little way. Mom was over my house. We celebrated with Panda Express. Mom bought a Carrot Cake, we put candles on it.... We blew it out together. Mom and I even had a tiny glass of a really strong Moscow Mule, all in your honor. I Love you brother, always and forever!!!! Don’t forget that!
December 31, 2020
December 31, 2020
It’s not fair..... it would have been your 32nd Birthday, this past Sunday. All the holidays aren’t the same without you. I’ve been super depressed since Thanksgiving.... I miss you and love you so much brother!
December 27, 2020
December 27, 2020
Happy Birthday Carson ❤️
December 27, 2020
December 27, 2020
Missing my beloved cousin Carson. Happy birthday. All my love, Crystal
October 20, 2020
October 20, 2020
Melinda sent me a text this morning. She had a dream about you! Nothing odd, she said we were all hanging out by my apartment. It made my morning, talking to an old friend and laughing about when we were teenagers and would all hang out I still remember the first time she met you on the bus!!! When we were like 15. Good times. Miss you, Carson.
September 12, 2020
September 12, 2020
I recently saw a young man who reminded me of you I miss you my handsome cousin
June 29, 2020
June 29, 2020
It’s such a beautiful day. Looking out the window, enjoying the sunshine. Reminds me of when we were teenagers...hanging out at the park after school, the slow walks to the bus stop. Also, 4th of July is coming up. Remembering the summer before junior year...I think. That time me, you, Matt & Jake got locked out of Matt’s and we camped out in his backyard and the sprinklers went off on us LOL. I miss you <3
October 24, 2019
October 24, 2019
I always felt Incredibly guilty that the last time we spoke we said “let’s catch up soon” and then that soon never came. It’s a guilt that bothers me to this day. I loved you very much growing up and your friendship meant a lot to me. It was a touchstone for me because even after going down our own paths and growing up and apart for a bit, I never felt like there was going to be a time where I couldn’t reach out to you to catch up. Even during periods where I wasn’t doing too well or things weren’t going too well for you either, the occasional phone call was something I deeply appreciated. I had a beautiful dream about you last night, we caught up and I apologized for being so distant I just wanted to let you rest and you gave me a hug and we walked around and talked. You looked well and healthy and you had that same quiet chuckle. It felt so real and I woke up and cried my eyes out. I still love you dearly and miss you a lot, my old friend. I don’t know what I believe about the afterlife but thank you for letting me know that that it’s ok. I hope that was real. You were a beautiful person, outwardly quiet but hilarious once you let your guard down and very sweet and kind. So intelligent and just...you. I have many fond memories and to this day I’m still so sad that that’s it. You deserved so much more and I will never understand why this happened. You are so missed, Carsy. Love you forever.
August 8, 2019
August 8, 2019
Carson, I too promise, my sweet son, I will find you, mom.
December 27, 2017
December 27, 2017
3 Birthdays now, we haven’t been able to celebrate with you. You would have 29 years old today. I miss my jokester, little brother (even though you tower over me), my taste tester (for my baked goods), my opponent for water fights, my go to person, when I have questions, and my dish inspector..... I miss you and love you to the moon and back TIMES INFINITY!!!!!
August 8, 2017
August 8, 2017
Friends never forget.. always miss you man.
December 27, 2016
December 27, 2016
I love you brother, 2 of your birthdays we've missed celebrating with you meow. It really isn't fair.... You have presents under the cactus tree and cards. I/We love and miss you forever and always to infinity times!!!!

#JUSTICEforCARSONJULIANLAVIN
December 27, 2016
December 27, 2016
The Angels are celebrating today...Love and miss you Carson
August 8, 2016
August 8, 2016
I love you and miss you brother! We left flower arrangements for you yesterday. It's already been a year, doesn't feel like it at all. I still anticipate that you'll walk through the door and say your home from working all day outside. You are greatly missed and loved my brother Carson, forever and always.
June 12, 2016
June 12, 2016
Today's my 30th. It's extremely hard to function today, let alone any other day. I miss you and I love you to he moon and back.
December 28, 2015
December 28, 2015
Happy Birthday Carson.. man, we all miss you
December 27, 2015
December 27, 2015
Happy birthday to my favorite guy cousin ever! The best times were the times spent together with our families, even though you were further away still they were the happiest times...I'm sure you're having the best birthday anyone could ever have in paradise and with all the cool fun people too! I love and miss you Carson, you're forever in my heart...Until we meet again, save me a piece of cake! I will ask for my piece so I hope you really save me some lol...Bye bye enjoy your party up there
              ❤ Tiny
December 27, 2015
December 27, 2015
Tha na na na na na they say it's your birthday""It's my birthday too yeah""
They say it's your birthday""we're gonna have a good time""I'm glad it's your birthday""Happy Birthday to you! Lucky you my favorite George and John have probably already sang that to you personally Love and miss you Carson... Crystal
December 27, 2015
December 27, 2015
I LOVE YOU CARSON, today is the 27th anniversary of your birth.... Your birthday, your 27th birthday. I tried to explain to Aiden, how I feel, how everyone feels, but he doesn't get it, since he's only 4 and a turdmuffin. I told him a few hours ago, that when he wakes up, it'll be your birthday, and not to be such a brat. It'll be so hard for us, trying to celebrate you, when you're not here with us. I don't know what to say, especially without sounding repetitive. But, yeah I started a sentence with "but"..... WE MISS YOU, LOVE YOU AND STILL WISH YOU WERE HERE! INFINITY TIMES! I LOVE YOU LITTLE (YOUNGER) TALL BROTHER!
December 25, 2015
December 25, 2015
Merry Christmas Carson. I miss you, and love you. Say hi to the family for me up there. ❤ Your cousin.
December 25, 2015
December 25, 2015
We've been thinking about you every single day, especially today, and in two more days! You have presents and cards under the tree. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! INFINITY TIMES!!!!

P.S: WWGTB!
November 17, 2015
November 17, 2015
I always remember that Carson had the most infectious, sweet smile. You couldn't help but smiling whenever he was near. The last time I saw him was the weekend of my 23rd birthday party. I was so pleasantly surprised to see him! It was a great weekend, and he brought nothing but joy and fun to the family at the party and then at Knotts Berry Farm the next day! I don't have too many memories, but the ones I do have I will cherish always <3 I love you, Carson and you're always in my heart!
November 12, 2015
November 12, 2015
I miss us watching The Big Bang Theory together. I love you and I miss you so much Carson!
November 1, 2015
November 1, 2015
I remember Carson back when we were younger but within the recent years Lucas and I got to know him more. He was always so polite and funny when we would stop by to visit. He always made us laugh, he was so easy going with a mind of his own. He was very genuine and had deep thoughts. Lucas enjoyed his company. We have many memories of Carson that we will never forget. We are happy and priveleged to have been part of his life. Acts 24:15 promises us that we will get to see him again and we are looking forward to that moment. Much love to our Carson.
October 20, 2015
October 20, 2015
I have so many memory's of Carson he was a sweet person I always rember rideing the bus to school and stopping for him n Shannon he come on the bus and I tell him u can sit with me ..... To sleeping over with Shannon and teasing him with his sister .....carson was always such a nice guy with head full of curly hair , I will never forget the conversation we had it was our last conversation on aidens birthday we chatted about when we were little and how Shannon would tease him to how old we are getting to how him and his dad were working on the house and moving .... Carsons gunna be missed and I know he's ur family's guardian angel love u Carson.....
October 17, 2015
October 17, 2015
Carson, I wish we had spent more time together. You were always an easy person to get along with. I regret that we never had a beer together. One day, cousin!
October 16, 2015
October 16, 2015
Knew you could handle that big truck if you took it easy. Besides I was with you the whole way and would have stepped in said it was my fault if anything happened. You sure were a big help little bro (and always wanted to help more). Wish we had more time. Won't ever forget!
October 16, 2015
October 16, 2015
"Cousin Carson,although we didn't spend much time together I always looked forward to your visits here in Walnut.Everytime you came back you were more handsome than the time before.I'll remember the fun day at Knotts with you and I'll love you forever.Always thinking of you...
October 15, 2015
October 15, 2015
Carson you are forever in my heart, never forgotten and a constant memory always with me...I pray for you and the family everyday...I love you Carson
            Tiny <3 ☝
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December 27, 2022
December 27, 2022
It’s your 34th.
I went to sleep when I got home from Christmas at Cody’s. Slept all of yesterday on your couch. Today I tried to leave the house to pick up a cake, to light candles on. Just pulled out a pint of ice cream to do the same gesture. I love you to the moon and back infinity time! 7:02P - December 27th, 2022.
August 9, 2022
August 9, 2022
Was reflecting yesterday & I know you're at peace on the other side. Sending love to your family <3
Recent stories

Life threatening asthma

May 16, 2019

As a child myself, when I was younger, I’d constantly be sick, had pneumonia a few times (ended up staying in the hospital for what seemed forever in kid weeks) still have a really bad immune system till this day. 


Carson would keep me company, (sorry buddy for sharing this) I was really into barbies.... and I’d be confined to my room if someone was sick in the house. I remember one time, Cody was sick, Carson stayed with me pretty much the whole day and sewed and made Barbie outfits with me. That’s the kind of brother makes Barbie clothes with you? An awesome one.

The Lost Wallet

November 23, 2015

I don't recall how many years ago it was, but I remember that Carson had found a wallet somewhere in town. There was about 100$-200$ dollars, and a few pre-paid calling cards inside. Instead, of the you know, finders keepers losers weepers, Carson brought it home, and wanted to find the owner of the wallet. He told my mom, he'd appreciate it, if someone ever found his wallet, he'd want someone to be honest and return it.  With my moms help, they were able to find the owner. The owner had told my mom he was so grateful, he works only to send money back to his family back home, and gave my mom, to give to Carson a reward.

The Injured Bird

October 15, 2015

I remember a year or two ago. Carson and I were watching TV and we heard something smack into the window. I went to check it out and found out it was a little bird. Carson had found a little box for the bird. The bird was kinda freaked out at first, but realized Carson was a gentle soul, and only wanted to help. He had named it Birdy. He ended taking care of Birdy for a few hours, until he/she flew off. He was always going above and beyond for any living animal or person.

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