Not a day goes by that I don’t miss you. I wasn’t expecting to be pregnant at the time that I was with you, but it just suddenly happened unexpectedly and It was the happiest news I could receive, Especially under the circumstances me and your sisters were under. You started moving just when I was two months pregnant with you. You made me stronger, every time you kicked me, you reminded me that I wasn’t alone and despite me and your sisters homelessness, you all needed me to remain strong and fierce and overcome the hardships that life was throwing at us. I hate the day that I went to the hospital and the doctors told me that there was no longer a heartbeat and that you were gone… I constantly blamed myself for losing you and I hate the fact that I can’t have you close to me, but I promise you, that I will remain strong for you and your sisters, because you guys are my world and you guys are my motivation every single day you’re all I care about in this cruel world.