My life without you
December 23, 2021
My heart is broken without you. You were the light in the darkness, and the sound of your laughter gave me hope and memories of times together ❤ the unconditional love for me and you being there for me.....listening...encouraging me....proud of me....loving me when so many times, others let me down. Never judging only wondering. So very little time was spent saying goodbye...it came to be such a shock for all of us, to have to let go of the very soul who was our rock, my best friend and my mother. I am so sorry mum I wish I could turn back time and hear you breath again. See your face see your smile and know you were at peace and alive again. No one understands how deeply painful life has become without you. How lost and alone I have become, a broken family. Even though I have so many friends with me now the one person I want to see so much is not there anymore. Its so sad. As we approach the 6th year without you. I still feel a lump in my chest and a pain in my throat. I still feel the moment you passed at 2.20pm on that cold winter day. As if this was yesterday. I learnt a cruel lesson and I can not change it. Its taken me such a long time to accept you are just not coming back. No one can replace your kindness, your honesty and your love and caring ways. I will forever miss you mum. Forever in my heart. Forever in my prayers ❤ forever every single day until we meet again