As I sit here, sifting through your facebook photos, I keep thinking how happy you have been the last few years.  Especially the last year - all the great photos of all the fun you've had with Rick... and I want to feel happy for that.  Be happy that you had so much happiness at the end of your life.  But I just keep thinking how unfar it is that your life was cut off in the middle of it. And I just get mad.  Your fun times were just begining. You were supposed to get married this summer.  It just doesn't make sense.