Mom,
  I don't even know what to say to be honest. I think I said it all already. But since I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted, I just wanted to talk to you. Like old times. But now I'm too sad to write much so I'll just tell you how badly I miss you, how sorry I am for ever being rude or dismissive to you and I love you.
If you see dad, you know what to do.
Love you <3
Jo'Lee.