Alone I sit
Alone I cry
Another darkness has crept by
I miss you every second
Of every single day
Why’d he have to take you away!!!!
I miss the laughter & joy we shared
Your smile still resonates in my head
The memories will forever be
Even though you’re now far from me.
I miss your jokes & smiling face,
the tears we shared,
your sweet embrace.
I miss you so
I just don’t know
how to lay this loss to rest.
I promise you I’ll try my best
To carry on day to day
But, with you gone
I must put on
Yet another mask.
Disguised with a smile & maybe a laugh
So no one see’s the truth beneath
You were my best friend & knew me best
What do I do with what is left??
I call your phone to hear your voice
But it only reminds me I’m now alone
We had so many plans
They never came to be
Tiny strands of hope
To scale in the darkness
But those are gone too.
Leaving an empty shell in its place.
A robot trying to complete the rat-race.
Trying to carry on for anyone who may care.
But my heart has been shattered
& is in tiny shards on the floor.
I miss you so
I just don’t know
How do I move on
Keep trying my best
How do I lay this loss to rest…….