Hey son, Everyday I think about you,Every night every moment. I miss you so much. Some days I can't even breath, knowing your not here, I know I wasn't the best father but I tried, I love you more than life itself. I have a big hole in my heart which only be filled my you my son. I know one day I will see you again. I try to be happy I try to smile I try not to cry, but knowing that your not here tears me up inside every day. I am empty, lost mad and confused. But I know your in a better place . I will try to be brave and strong for you but it is so hard. I just wanted you to know I will always love you my son my pride and joy. LOVE YOU your Daddy.

chaddy waddy I made it passed your birthday but its not been easy most days are just a blurr I love you and always will I will be older this month too im really starting to feel things taking a toll on my soul I hope for the best and try to trust that god will take care of all this I wish you were here and miss you everyday love mom.

It's your 24th birthday. Thank God we had that talk twice as I drove you to new adventures and you assured me you had accepted Jesus Christ as your Savior, and as we don't any of us have to be perfect and are saved by grace and heirs to the Kingdom I know I am missing you but you are absolutely and beyond my imagination in HEAVEN-I am also thankful that I know we will be together for eternity -I pray for peace for us all it has been a very difficult 2 years, justice would be an answer to prayer, and I believe would help your mother even more than the rest of us, I know you always knew you could count on me and your mother and we will not let you down-we will finish the race and be victoriously joint heirs with you and Ayven and our other loved ones for all eternity--HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CHADDY WADDY-LOVE YOU AWAYS-Granmommy Tanya

i MISS YOU SO MUCH i DON'T KNOW HOW TO NOT BE ANGRY MOST DAYS ANYMORE AS TIME KEEPS MOVING FORWARD AND YOUR NOT HERE WITH US BECAUSE OF BAD OPINIONS AND NEGLECT OF PERSONS WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT AND SERVE MOT DAYS i JUST GO THRU THE MOTIONS AND WAIT TO GO TO SLEEP SO i CAN SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS SO YOU CAN TELL ME ITS ALL GOING TO BE OK AND i GIVE YOU A BIG HUG YOU WERE ALWAYS MY GENTLE GIANT MOMMA MISSES AND LOVES YOU ALWAYS ALWAYS

Here I am again precious Grandson, facing another Christmas Eve and Christmas without you. I'm trying really hard to make sure I get to spend eternity actually hugging you and hearing your voice and not just nightly in my heart I so want to just give it to God and not stress over the lies and total disrespect for your life but it is so very hard but I do know my God Is in control and bigger than all the lies -I know you are happy and you always come to me with a smile we are the ones that have to suffer here in this temporary home trying to be what we should so I can hear again "love you Granmommy and Goodnight"-Merry Christmas, Chad - love you Granmommy Tanya

Tomorrow is the big day for your mom. I know you will be there with us as she walks down the aisle to be married! We are wearing blue in honor of you. You always looked so handsome in the color! I wish you could be at the wedding in person and not just spirit. Just know that your mom is really happy and I know you do approve of Tracy or this wouldn't be happening. We all love, miss you, and think about you everyday! Just keep watching over us all and as always keep giving my grand baby a kiss for me until I get to see you both again one day.

Hey buddy miss you so much. I be seeing you real soon I have given up on any hope of being happy. You uncle Phillip sold the house from under me so I have to move from Granny's house. Sorry son I did the best I could with no help. Shellie left me. I am so tired of fighting. I wish you was here. I given up on getting any responses or justice from those who took you away from me. I know all this is my fault I should have been a better father. Please forgive me. I have lost everything and everyone I hold most dear in my life and I can't go on anymore. I guess this my punishment from God for not being a good father and husband.Sorry I was a big dissipointment to you. Always know I loved you with all my heart you was my pride and joy. Now I nothing or no one to rember me . That's ok I am better off fading away.I see you soon.hugs and kisses my Chad man my one and child.

chad this a post from mom tracy and me will be married next Saturday I am as happy as I could possibly be even though their will always be an absent feeling because you are not here to see me actually happy with a good man and I think this one you would approve of I miss you daily and always will wait for me love mom rest in peace

Chad, you're in my thoughts all the time, love your smile & miss your personality! Kyle & I share memories, you make us laugh & cry. In our hearts ~~~love you!

Well Chaddy Waddy I wish I could say more has been done to give your mom and Grandma some piece since it has been a year today that you left your spot here on earth, but we still have a ways to go I believe. I know it takes time though. We all love and miss you very much! We will all be together one day again and until then keep an eye on our family here on earth and keep enjoying your time in heaven with all our loved ones. Everyday I tell myself the same words I always told you-be strong, live and do what God would want you to, and everything that you want or need to get done will; it will just take time and you willing it to be done. Love you Chad and give my Grand baby a big ol kiss from me!

Today is the day... I was in kennett and mom and dad came over to wake me up... I didn't think it was going to be you.. She just started crying and she told me you had passed in an accident.. I just looked at her and said what?... I couldn't hold back my tears... We aggervated one another so much but you were a great person and had a good heart. Reading all these post( even though I have before) it hasn't gotten easier... Normal days I don't even feel you're gone.. We never got the closure a family should.. Never got to see you after.. Never got to say good bye.. They let you suffer and for that, they will pay. Hearing your videos, I never realized how much I'd miss your voice... Even though I couldn't understand you half the time, lol. I'm really just in awe that it has been a year... I can't stretch it enough that it doesn't even feel like you're gone!!!! Just feels like you're in TX still driving your truck... I will never forget this day.. We planned to take the babies too meet you in August.. God had other plans.. You got to meet ayven however a little earlier than August.. The passing of you both back to back is the hardest heartbreak I hope I'll have to deal with for a long time. Idk what I'll do if I lose anymore of yall. Can't believe you're gone chad... Man I just can't believe it.. One year and I still can't believe it... I don't understand it but I am so jealous of the Angels.. They get to be with yall until we get there.. Keep looking down on all of us.. This isn't easy at all. You wouldn't believe how many people were upset when you passed... Crazy huh? I miss your laugh.. Your perverted jokes.. Grandpa yelling at you lol! You knew he was just aggravating you so you would make him mad more.. He never knew lol.. Just really missing you... A lot.. I could write forever.. I feel like if I wrote forever I still wouldn't wrote all what I want and need to say... God I love you chad.. Missing you buddy... A lot... Ugh. Just missing you.

Chad, I think of you often. You were loved and you loved back. Your passing left a void in many lives. I can see you smiling while talking to me and telling me about your plans. I ran across your phone number in my phone the other day and it was like a punch in the stomach. You are gone but never forgotten.

Chad it is the the big 1 year- did I think we'd make it? Never- has it been the hardest year of my life? You bet- have I learned anything? I sure think so but have more to go. I've learned what it feels like to have your world fall apart, your heart to physically hurt until you just don't care- to have to face yourself and if you truly do believe what you think and say you believe and can pull yourself up and respond to this sorrow and loss and find a way through the pain- it's certainly been and is a long hard personal process that I know and accept others are not comfortable with- this grief thing makes people uncomfortable it is awkward when you cry at any given time appropriate or not or laugh at and find situations emotionally different than others perceive- know what? I DON'T CARE this grief is between me and God and I will search his word, pray, cry, scream, grow, laugh, smile and feel love and not apologize for any of it because my anchor of faith IS strong- stronger than I ever imagined and that anchor is grounded in heaven not earth- Job and I have spend many nights together and Isaiah and Jeremiah or my constant companion, Samuel has become a comfort and affirmation that you and Ayven are happy and surrounded by love- that's what keeps me going - knowing my tests, trials work dreams are not finished yet for whatever reason- but do I think there was one breath between you being in this world and sheltered in the arms of God- I know there was only one breath and there was no more pain or suffering only glorious beyond my mind's capacity to even imagine- I've searched God's word and promises and hear his voice assure me nightly of this and so I can love you always from here and visualize you with Ayven, Pops, Eddie so many and be thankful for what we had and will have in eternity and try to be the person God wants me to be here to fulfill His plan while knowing a part of me is already with you- I pray I am always able to pull up these precious memories and not lose sight of the promises to come while making you proud no matter how long never losing sight of that anchor in heaven and feeling the Love that never dies! Love you and good night- Granmommy Tanya

Tying little shoe laces
Wiping off dirty faces
Are just a couple of things
That a mother will do…

Mending a broken heart
Is only just a part
Of the care and the love
That I’ve given you…

With a Kool-aid smile
And a sparkle in your eyes
I wrap you in my arms
And whisper this advice…

Be strong, be kind
Be patient and in time
You’ll find out, my son
What true love is all about

Be faithful and be true
Show love in all you do
Then you’ll know, just how
You make your mother proud

Now, little boy days have passed
And you’ve grown up so fast
But in my heart
That little boy will never be far…

So on this blessed day
There’s so much I want to say
But above all, I thank God
For the man that you are…

With a tender smile
And a twinkle in your eyes
I wrap you in my arms
And whisper this advice…

Be strong, be kind
Be patient and in time
You’ll find out, my son
What true love is all about

Be faithful and be true
Show love in all you do
Then you’ll know, just how
You make your mother proud

You’ve made your mother so proud…

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Chad a year ago on Memorial Day we had a long talk. It was wonderful and a God thing as some things we would need to know were said. It will soon be a year since the 9:00 a.m. of June 5, 2014, when I was called and rudely told of your passing the night before so many unanswered questions so much pain but I keep on with my God and know that we will be together again. I know you get to hold our precious Ayven and see so many of our and your loved ones but I can't help but miss you --I am trying to be thankful for the wonderful time that God lent you and Ayven to us and I see and hear people who never had the joy of a grandson or great
grandson so I want to be thankful for the time we had and the wonderful promise of the eternity to come-holding and hugging you nightly in alone time you are so near and I know you feel my love because I still feel yours-until eternity Granmommy

chad momma loves you i will see u in my dreams I know that you are o.k. it is very difficult without you iknow you are ok and safe and I am still trying to be just o.k. love mom

We made it though our first Mother's Day without you and Ayven, it has been a week from hell-me grieving and having anxiety attacks, trying to be there for your mom and Kelci- trying to deal with all the emotions and loss. I know in my head that you and Ayven or with our Savoir and wouldn't want to come back if you could but my heart and arms just ache to hold, hug, kiss and talk to and hear your voices again. I know this is my temporary home and someday I will be with you for eternity and that's all that keeps me going . So many things to say and do you were both taken too soon, Love your Granmommy Tanya

Good morning Chaddy Waddy, you are heavy on my mind today. Maybe its because I realize time goes faster than I ever dreamed possible, and life keeps throwing us curve balls left and right. One day you're 19 and having babies, and the next day your baby is 19, and along the way you have had to bury and say goodbye to loved ones that you never dreamed would pass through this life so fast. I am glad to know that you are in Glorious Heaven walking the beautiful gardens with our loved ones, it puts my mind at ease. It is way better than walking these evil streets here, getting more evil by the day. It is hard and difficult for your mom and I know she would rather have you here, as we all would, but if we can't at least we know you are safe now. Warch over your momma and grandmommy while they sleep, hug my POPS tight, hug my MeLena, and kiss baby boy love Ayven for me...love you always

You are 23 today-I know you are celebrating in heaven and we are the ones that are in pain and for that I am thankful. Your brick was laid at memorial garden at church I will post a picture on here as soon as I have it where I can. It's got ChaddyWaddy on it because you will always be our Chaddywaddy-Love and miss you and Happy Birthday.
I dream of you saying it;'s alright Granmommy, I love you and goodnight!

My sweet handsome grandson Chaddy Waddy. It has been 9 months today since you left this earth for a better place but I still wish you were here everyday many times a day. i know if given the chance you would probably rather be where you are except you would want to make sure your Mom was okay. She is doing better than I expected but a part of her has been ripped away and she will never quit missing her Chad. I am thankful daily that you and I had several times to talk and you assured me you had been saved. All I can hope for is that in eternity we are all together again my daily prayer. Hug little Ayven and all the other relatives you have about as many there as we have here now. If we could get your legal matters cleared up then maybe it would be a little less stressful. I pray daily for that to take place and give us some closure. I just close my eyes and rock Ayven and I close my eyes and hug you I can feel your arms around me and your swift kiss and telling me It's going to be alright, I love you Granmommy and Good night.

chad I love you there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about you several times me and kelci had a pretty good time at Florida you were still in my thoughts always will be some nites are still really bad mornings are horrible but sometimes I am remembering teaching you how to dance in the kitchen or i look outside at the church parking lot and remember all of us you me zach justin kelci and jami rollerskating sometimes i will be asleep and i feel like someone has walked pass and touched me I do know one thing son I will always miss you and i will always love you and i will always b proud to say you were my son i am sorry It could not have been me as eyour whole life was ahead of you i guess God decided it was time and i dont like it but I guess i will have to accept it the bible says God will not give you more than you can handle although many times I felt at the breaking point and on june the fourth i knew late that evening something was wrong on the 5th my heart did a total eclipse and i knew without a doubt my life would never be the same again and most of my hopes and dreams passed away as I stood making decision about my only child I thought i would never have to make. every aggrevation lie let down people who cant mind there own and want to control yours or try to destroy it at that point all of it was so tiny so very unimportant I love you and yes I would do it all again but we dont get that chance here on this earth so wait for me.

Happy perfect New Year in heaven my precious grandson. Oh how I wish I could kiss you but will have to love and hug you with my heart for now. So praying for a 2015 full of love, hope, closure and strength from Jesus for all of us who love and miss you so much don't have to worry about you this New Years know you are happy and safe with Jesus and so many grands, cousins, aunts and uncles LOVE YOU!
Granmommy Tanya

Chad I left a message Christmas on your and Ayven's fb. I tried hard to take care of the living the last few days and not lose my mind over you and Ayven. We so need closure at least an autopsy and death certificate it has been almost 7 months. Your mom and Kelci are safe back from Fl and I'm thankful for that. I can do nothing right and have to recheck and look for stuff half the time I do pray this gets better. I know you had an awesome Chistmas with Jesus and all our family there pray you and Ayven know how much we love and miss you and get to spend time together -I want to be all God wants me to be and then be rewarded by getting to spend eternity with you and all our loved ones. Merry Christmas in heaven my handsome, precious grandsons rejoice that you don't have to put up with ever increasingly evil world- holding you in my heart always-Granmommy Tanya and goodnight

Chad, I'm having a hard time with the Christmas season . I thought I knew It would be hard but I underestimated my grief, depression and just total sadness and despair. I am so far behind I can't catch up without a miracle- if you can request one please do- I need all pictures sorted scanned and organized- your metal pictures for urn ordered and mounted, 300 Christmas cards in the mail, 4 people gifts and cookies and candy mailed when they are not even all made yet- gifts ready to distribute......HELP! My heart is just not in it- I look for stuff all the time and accomplish very little very slowly. I ache to hug you, talk to you and know you are happy and that there is some justice for us and closure here on earth. I need to know what to say Sunday when our family lights the Advent Candle as the theme is what makes you feel Joyous at Christmas- I don't feel very joyous but it is our savior's birthday- I'll pray about it and figure out what we should do that day and to finish up 2014 which will always leave a nasty taste in my mouth when I think about it until I am hugging you in paradise- our time on earth is short but eternity is forever by precious grandson- love you always and forever Granmommy Tanya

Chad my handsome grandson, we were notified rudely by telephone 6 months ago today after you died in a holding cell after being falsely accused of being on drugs or alcohol, I guess they stalled 12 plus hours trying to figure out how they were going to explain, hide, make it your fault- I guess it was harder than they thought as they haven't been able to even put a cause of death on your death certificate-we need some closure and I'm just very glad you are not having to deal with any of this human crap- the news is full of prejudice and race issues and my heart just knows that you were always bullied, profiled and falsely accused , since you are white I guess it doesn't matter except it always did and does to us and I have to believe it matters to God too and them who always used excessive force and abuse of power etc will answer to him and maybe we'll get some justice- I want that for you, your Mom and family and for all the others it happens to- you will always be a shining light of love held tight in my heart until we are together again- love always and forever Granmommy Tanya

Happy Thanksgiving Chad! We love you and miss you much. This is the first Holliday without you and Ayven. I'm at work today and pretty much just thought about you and him all day. We have a lot to be thankful for though...one of them being the time we all had together. In case I don't get back on here before Christmas watch over your mom and Kelci when they go to Florida for Christmas. Maybe you can visit them in their dream or something. We all love you and miss you everyday.

Missing you so terribly this first Thanksgiving- hope you know how much I love and miss you and hope I told you often enough in the busyness of life how handsome you were and how proud I was to have you for my grandson-I ache to hear your voice again say Granmommy I love you and goodnight-hug our baby Ayven for us it's his first Thanksgiving and he's so little but know you are in Paradise and aiming to be with you for eternity- love your Granmommy Tanya

chad I Love You and miss you every day some days I think of you and smile others I cry but regardless I will always think of you everyday I am left on this earth I wish I could come for a visit and hug you and hear you laugh and maybe find out what happened that will
                                                                                                   

be the only way we will ever know at this point give ayven a hug for me and tell him we are ok you were both so precious to us I guess Ill never understand why your there and im here love mom

Chad, My First Great Nephew, and might I add handsome and many more great qualities. The cherished memories are the things I hold on to the most and that one day we will all be reunited. God has truly blessed me to love and know you. Thank you Lord for allowing me to have Chad, another sweet angel in my life. In Jesus Christ name, I pray. Amen

Hey Love,
Everyone keeps telling me that I have to deal with the loss of u. A really sweet guy talked to me yesterday and he asked for my number. I just had to say no. His name was Chadd and it was just too much. I apologized to him and told him I couldn't even consider him because of his name. We talked for a bit and he said he understood. But he gave me a few hours then tried talking to me again. He wouldn't give up. He understands how much I love and miss u. But he says u wouldn't want me to stop my life because of what happened. I know u wouldn't want that but I can't just stop. I love u and miss u so very much.

Hey Chad,
I wrote u a letter last night. Ik u watched me write it. I haven't really came to terms yet with God for taking u. I have so much anger towards him and everyone keeps telling me that God has plans and tho we may not like it, or understand his methods, he has a plan. But I can't just let it go. I miss u like crazy. I still find myself thinking of u or wanting to text u. And wrapping up in ur jacket u let me wear the first day we met. I hope u know I love u. I hope there was never a doubt in ur mind. I am so glad to have had the chance to love u in the time u were here. Its hard to believe that we actually met on a social media site. We just clicked from the beginning. We hadn't even been together a week when I told u o had prom on Saturday and my date pulled out at the last moment. Thanks to ur grandma and grandpa. U headed to get ur tux and three days later u escorted me to my Junior Prom. Thank You for the great memories.

Hey Chad, Its the first e I've actually written on here. Its been tough to think of the words to tell u. But the only thing that seems to explain it all is that I miss u. Cody has recently told me he has decided to follow in your foot steps and get his CDLs. I'm so scared that he wont come home. I dont know if I can handle losing him too. He has been a big help these past few months. Chucks been a big help too. Ik u never really like him, but ik as well as u do that he would never do anything to hurt me. If it weren't for those two and ur family, I really dint think id be here today. Please look out for Cody. Love and miss u, Pearly

Hey chad it's Cody this is my first time writing on here. Seems like yesterday we was running around having fun and now you're gone still don't seem real still catch my self going to call you I know you are missed by many you were a great person and friend you were like my brother I never had I miss and love you and know your smiling down on us all from heaven I'm proud of you for getting out of portageville and making something of yourself much love and respect to you and your family love you brother fly high B.H.K.

My precious Chaddy Waddy Man I have had a bad day today because I knew you would have been calling and telling me about your long weekend this weekend as you had on Memorial day. I know we would have had a few very good laughing conversations on this 3 day weekend or maybe even been meeting you in Louisiana. I pray I never forget the sound of your voice and ache to hear you say Granmommy I love you Good night. I am going to get to your sight and the many pictures I need to add and send to people I've promised them to. It is just so hard to find the time and the emotional energy to do it all-it seems it takes all my strength to face each day and be strong for your Mom and cousins,. I feel like going outside and just screaming but I'm afraid if I ever gave in to it then they would have to carry me off and that will help no one. Please hug Ayven and tell him how much he is missed and explain to him as you and I know that not even death can stop Love. Good night my precious grandson. Love you Granmommy Tanya

Hey chaddy waddy. I miss you so much. It still doesn't feel real and won't until the holidays. You grew up into a great man. You were finally doing what you wanted and had your head on your shoulders!! It's not fair.. It's not fair baby ayven is gone either... But what would heaven be with all old people? God was needing a hero, somebody just like y'all. Still unbelievable. I love y'all dearly. You got to meet ayven a month earlier than planned. I'm so blessed y'all are family. Enjoy heaven.!!! Got to go I'm driving. Xoxo!!!

hello chadderman its your mom I'm not having a very good day at all.It seems as though the days drag by with lots of ups and downs if you could answer me you would say every day is like this mom the bumper sticker you wanted to get me use caution mood swings every 5.2 seconds. I miss you a lot I can not express the frigid cold that takes ahold of my heart several times a day I have no choice but to except this in my life as all of the other unwanted circumstances that we have had to try o take care of I know I will never be the same I would like to say I would be better but because of the more questions than answers at this point most days I feel like only 1/2 of me is even still alive somewhere in here. I know you knew I would always stand by you and defend you and always try to help in anyway I could I am trying to hold on because I need to be here to take care of this with Gods help of course I could never attempt to do this by my self or without the support of our families so it's been 75 days and I still have no answers it's too bad they all could not have used this discretion when the shoe was on the other foot but we know that God is bigger tan any of the obstacles so mom loves you all the way to God and back and don't ever forget it !!!!!! bye for now chunkums hugs and kisses and give fat daddy a big hug for me and pinch his fat little cheeks like I always did yours love ya mom.

Chaddy Waddy your Aunt Monica thinks about you daily and I miss your smile that could make anyone's day seem worthwhile. It's been 2 months since you left this world and 4 weeks since Ayven went to Heaven to be with you and the rest of the family we have on the other side. I know you have baby Ayven at you side and y'all are watching over us from above. It's been a hard couple months on everyone, but I know you are in the Kingdom and having a good time! I know you are alright because you told me in a dream. I miss you and love you though and it still hurts knowing I can't pick up the phone and hear your voice tell me what all you have been doing and reassuring me that you are being good! Lol

I'll always remember the last time I seen you before you went back to Cali. You gave me a hug, told me you loved me, and of course that you would be good. You had the twinkle of a good life in you eyes and I was happy for you sweetie. I'll visit again soon. I have so much to tell and share. I love you and give "fat daddy" a big kiss from Grammy

chadman its your  mom I just wanted to let you know  I love you and I'm o.k. even though I know you know this. I try each day to get out at least once. I miss you more than words will ever be able to express. most days I just put one foot in front of the other even though I don't want to I guess we don't always get what we want the only thing that has helped me is I know that you are o.k. and some day I will see you again love mom always and forever

Chad my precious grandson I haven't been allowed time to grieve for you until Kelci's beautiful son Ayven has been taken from us. It will be a week tomorrow and l've just gotten back to your site I started the night before his death. I have so many things to do and deal with now that it will probably be a couple of weeks before I can post more pictures of you I wanted to get the site up and going and then send off for pictures and bronze or silver engraved plates for your urn- it will take me longer now and I know you understand. I know you have held Ayven as you loved children and animals and knowing this makes me smile. Tell him grandmommy is sorry she couldn't keep you both here but I' m claiming the promises in the name of Jesus Christ that we will all spend eternity together and that you and Ayven are in a perfect place and we are still in the battle against evil and have to endure this agonizing grief and sense of failure. You are both now in my heart and heaven together until that happy reunion. Love you always and forever-Granmommy Tanya

Chad, I was only blessed to have met you once. However, I'm thankful for that one meeting. I was so looking forward to getting to know you more, but God called you home before we could meet again. If I'd known I'd never get the chance to see you again I'd have spent more time talking to you. It had been 45 yrs. since I'd seen your granmom and was chatting away with her. I will pray for her and your mom everyday for closure for them. Rest in peace beautiful child.

Not sure how this young man died, but you all seem to be a very close family and obviously loved him dearly. So sorry for you loss.

I have a 4 year old daughter who loved Chad dearly... Anytime he came over to my mother in law's house she would say "This is Chad, he's my best friend. I love you Chad." She asks about him and all I can say is that he's with Jesus... We miss you bud.

Chad Allen, wordscannoteven describe whatI feel right now. I have been torn many, many ways since you left us. so many sleepless nights, so many nightmares, so many unanswered questions. should I move, should I stay? i love you, and my heart hurts soooo much for your momma and grandmommy. in my prayers and thoughts always. everytimeIclose my eyes I see you, our Angel now, with all our other Angels. till we meet again, enjoy your peace now, you finally got it baby. i love you...

Love YOU

Chad, I will always remember you coming to help me at the house.You were the best at cleaning my back yard. You liked the animals and they liked you back. 
I am so sorry this has happened, you are gone and the pain left behind is great for so many. I want you to know you will always be remembered, you are gone but not forgotten. love you .

Chad, I never had the privilege of knowing you but have heard so many good things about you from your family and friends. I have known both your Mom and Grandmommy since they were even younger than you. You were so loved by them, the rest of your family and friends...wish I could have know the Chad they all talk about with so much love. I am praying for your family who miss you so much but look forward to seeing you in heaven. If you see Mr. Tommy tell him I love him and will see you both sometime in eternity!

Chad, my pride and Joy,My chaderman, My son who i am so proud of, you made your Daddy so proud. I watched you grow from a baby to become a man that you are today. I miss you more than words can ever say. Apart of me is missing and will always be, I am blessed to have you in my life. Your Daddy loves you very much and i know your with Granny and Mom and watching from above. The smile on your face could brighten any darkroom, Your laugh and your jokes always made me and Shelly smile and laugh too. I love you very much my son, and you will be missed but not forgotten i will carry you in my heart always, because there isnt a day go by that i think about you. love you alway your Father.Until i see you again my son be blessed.

Chad or as I heard your dad call u all the time Chaderman! I want you to know that I miss that infectious laugh and the gleam you had in your eyes everytime you and your dad would get me with one of yalls jokes! I so enjoyed the time I got to spend with you in the past year wish it could have been more much more .... I know your daddy was so proud of his baby boy. Miss you Chad love you always..... Shelly

Hey Buddy, I am glad I had the pleasure of knowing you these last few years. You always had a smile and a laugh for everyone. I remember talking to you for hours after you would get your heart broke you always had so much love for everyone around you. I know you will be missed by many friends and family, but we also know Granny is looking out for you. Love you Hun