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my Chad,

September 4, 2021
Oh how I miss you Chad, I do not write to you like I should, I ask Jesus to help me take loosing you, sometimes it feels like you are still here, I have so many good memories of you my boy, I do not under stand why you let alcohol & drugs take your life from us, we love you so. Please Jesus our precious Lord, help us, be with our Chad, be with us for this pain is a life sentence, stand with us all so we may be judged well & make it to the new world with you & our Holy Father0.

snow!

October 30, 2019
Chaddy I remember how much you loved the snow, go four wheeling in it, when you were a little boy you loved us taking you sledding, such sad but good memories, My snow scupper is gone now, I remember every snow how you would always come right over & scrape all our walks & steps. You were such a good son, your Pop worked on the pick up & he said how much he missed you out helping him & keeping him company! We watch TV & think of how you would like some of the shows. It is so hard to see Gossmans pretty trucks, I remember how you loved driving for them. Mrs Gossman still says she thinks about you everyday, so many people loved you, you made everyone laugh & were so kind hearted. I miss you so much, Halloween is coming & you always loved it giving out candy to the little kids. I love you so much, some times I can hardley go on. Dear Heavenly Father I pray my boy is with you & that I will be too, all my kids & my husband my sweet sister, thank you for the good life you gave me all the times you helped me, in our Jesuses name Amen.

Happy Birthday Chaddy

October 14, 2019
Happy Birthday Chaddy, I love & miss you so, I think of how we would have celebrated you day if you had been here. You are always in my heart, I remember the morning you were born, I was so scared about your head, I took the very best of care of you, you made it. Oh how I enjoyed the time God gave me with you, it will be so good to see you again, I do not know if you hear me but Jesus knows, he died for us so we will be together again, thank you Jesus, Please forgive my boy & me our sins so we may be together againAmen

my boy

June 15, 2019

my boy I miss you so, life is so hard without you, I love you so, your memories are so precious to me, I am so thankful for the time God let me have you but so very sorry you left me so soon. You always helped & shared, worked & did your part, helped others, you were so needed in this world, Thank you for everything you did for us & others, you were a kind guy, a good guy, I am so proud of you, I have to have my cries, my time for you. I see so many big beautiful trucks you would have wanted so bad, Bless you you were such a good truck driver, shagging trucks at 17, sleep well my Darling will see you on resurrection day, we will be togther for ever with our precious Jesus!



I love you so Chaddy!

January 7, 2019

today is my Birthday son, I have thought of you all day, knowing if you were still here i would have gotten a sweet card from you, I read the ones you gave me when you were here often, it seems to make me feel the love we shared more. I am getting old, how I wish you could have had these extra years of mine, it still seems unreal you are gone, I miss you so son, I was looking at some of your treasures in the cedar boxes I gave you, such sweet memories, we will be together again one day I look so forward to it, know that I love you so very much, I ask Jesus to watch over you, thank you for all the great things you did for me while you were here, please hug my Mom for me, know I am with you in my heart all the time son, 

June 29, 2018

I had the first of my heart surgeries Chaddy, I did fine, I thought of what must have been your last thoughts as they put you under for the surgery that took your life, I know I was there as all our family & Jesus. Our Heavenly Father took you home, i know you wanted to go, I will try to stay here as long as I can, enjoying my family & the beautiful animals God made for us. I thank the Lord for the time he let me have with you. I know the new Heaven & Earth will be amazing. God forgive us our sins, & may we be together again with you, Amen

I miss you

May 5, 2018

I miss you so Chaddy, it has been so long since you left, I am having lung trouble, maybe cancer,My precious Jesus I pray you give me strength though this walk. I would like to stay with my kids here & Tim but I would get to be with you, my folks, my boy, all my family there, if it is my time I will have such wonders waiting for me, I do not know if now or when you return, but I know you will not forget us, even though we are sinners & stupid, we believe in you, grant us forgiveness, Sweet JesusAmen

Thanksgiving 2017

November 27, 2017

Well, Thanksgiving has passed, it was very lonely in thr kitchen without you joy,, making everyone laugh, helping so much. I thought of you the entire day, thinking maybe you would know how much we love & miss you, Fall is here, we are having such nice weather, know I love you & am with you in my heart everysingle day. It will be wonderful to be with you & my parents, with Jesus, in peace & light & love, no more hate, evil, illness or pain. I am very thankful for the 38 years 2 months & 2 days I had you here with me, what a true blessing. Our hpme is so empty without you here, I look at your places at the table or on the couch,I can still visulize you there, it hurts so bad, I love you so much. I still pray for you & Matt, I know your Boob is there helping you & Matt, I miss & love her so...my precoius Mom!

Chads fun

October 13, 2017

Chad loved to go to his friends Johnny Moores, they were good old friends, trucking buddies, he drank too much & loved to party, he did have such a good heart though, do anything for anyone, share all he had, he loved his family so much, always forgave, Lord please remember his good traits! Amen

his love for driving his big trucks

May 5, 2017

My Chad always loved big semis, CB's, when he grew up he did just this ao young 17, his boss told me once how much they liked Chad, he could do everything, weild, mechanic his truck, kept it so clean, took care of his job so well, I was so proud. My Mom & i were always so happy to meat him in his big pretty truck, always a smile a wavw & a honk. Everytime I see a big grain truck i wish so he was still here driving his truck, enjoying life, I love you so Chaddy, I wish you could hear me. Oh just to hug you one more time, I read all the cute cards you always got me, you loved me as I loved you, I pray God lets us have each other with him!

my Chad as a baby

October 20, 2016

My Chaddy was a sick baby I have RH neg blood, he was my 3rd child so my bloods titors had made him very ill, I took very good care of him & he made it, he was such a precious bay boy, so happy so loveing, such fun. I loved him so, a treasure, Thank you God for sharing him with me for the time I had him, I will see him again in the Kingdom of Heacven with you & all that is & was good, Amen

my chaddy my boy

June 2, 2016

all of your time here on this earth was so precious to me, God you gave me my 4 kids & I love them with my whole heart, I have made mistakes with them, please forgive me & put it in their hearts to forgive me. Chad never judgd people too hard, he felt for the dwon trodened, the weary, he always shared what he had. Such a wonderful little boy you gave me, all my kkids are so wonderful to me, thank you so much for them, all the precious memoties & photos, thank you my heavenly father As I grow older I am aware I hav never gave you enough love & thanks, God & Jesus I love you & need you you so, please enforce my faith & keep the dark ones from my back, Be with my family guide them to you, help me please I am afaird, I so want my kids & parents & siblings to be with you in Heaven, also my husband, touch our hearts make us worthy of you & Heaven. Chaddy was so brave, help us all Lord, be with my Joe for I love him! Help my Wyatt Jesus & ny Lindsey, may we all be with you one day, My Chaddy loved his church, he believed strong in you he prayed often, thank you for seeing my boy leaned against leaned againts the tree in the Mts, give him rest & comfort, give them also to his family we miss him so

missing my boy

September 4, 2015

I miss my boy, Chad everyday, I love him so, I can hardley go on sometimes. I miss the phone calls, whats ya doin Lady...I'll be over, I'll never hear them again, never see you walk through my door lift your hat & smooth back your beautiful hair & & replace your cap, you always wore your caps, I have them now, a keep sake of you. I  have you things all tucked away,sometimes I bring them out, to touch & see & smell, the essence of my son linger in them a bit, his belt so worn so him, the leather srill smells like my boy. I know he is changed now not in his physical body anymore, he is with Jesus. for he believed, still I will hold onto these presious memorirs til i can be with my son forever, thats how he alwys signed a card or letter to me, your son, thank you God for him, thank you for all my loved ones, for all the wonders you have allowed me, help us all to be with you when our time comes, then I will not have to miss my son anymore!

I'll see you again

August 4, 2015

I need to share how wonderful you were to my Dad, your Grandpa, he admired you ao much for the way you could drive your big truck, you would go pick him up on one of yor hauls & take him, he loved it. You always thought of your Grandparents, gave them attention & love all the time, Thank you or this, you were the only grandchild that was with them close til they left, now you are with them again, It will be so wonderful to be there with you one day.  mom

Chad as a little boy

July 22, 2015

Chad was a wonderful child, always happy, doing silly little boy things. His love even then was big trucks, he had a toy CB. H worked as a lawn boy for some nice people, he was proud of our yard, he helpd keep. He loved our little house, clear til his death he wanted to fix it & take care of it. He never lived to see the new carpet & laminated flooring he wanted for it so much. His place at the tble & on the souch still give my heart an ache to see them empty, Oh Chaddy, I undertsood, I knew your pain, You are free now of all this. My little Chaddy is always in my heart just as you are now, My Love is forever, Jesus will bring us together again.Please Heavenly Father hold us to your embrace, Amen

buddies

March 10, 2015

Chad & his cousin Will were so close always wreching on cars together, very close. When Chad came to me in the dream to tell me I had to let you go, your Angel was with you, in his robe standing a bit behind you & to your right, he looked exactly like Will, I am happy for this. Will loves you so much Chaddy!
 

Chads Caddy

January 13, 2015

this is the caddy my Dad gave Chad, he loved it, had it repainted. Took us & Lindsey on many fast rides to her ball games in Holcomb, H was driving a cattle truck for a short time. This is the coo op parking lot where all the trucks park, I still drive by it, rememberibg the ole Caddy setting there waiting for my boy to drive her home after a hard days work. He gave it to someone who didn't have a car, he always shared...the memories are all I have now.

Dragging Main

December 7, 2014

our Main St, Chads, as we did, loved to drag Main, see friends, give rides take rides, listen to the music on the stero, I am thankful he got to exsperience this. Chaddy always told me I was young in the good times! We will have good times again my boy, with our loved ones & Jesus forever! I miss & love you more han words can explain, your Mom

Dragging Main

December 7, 2014

our Main St, Chads, as we did, loved to drag Main, see friends, give rides take rides, listen to the music on the stero, I am thankful he got to exsperience this. Chaddy always told me I was young in the good times! We will have good times again my boy, with our loved ones & Jesus forever! I miss & love you more han words can explain, your Mom

December 7, 2014

Chad bought this himself, he had a grand time with it, riding dirt bikes like his uncles, I am so happy he got to enjoy this in his life, these were such happy days, he was a teenager still living at home with us.God bless you my Chaddy!

My Chad & his precious baby girl

December 7, 2014

he was so proud of hei beautiful baby Lindsey Lorraine, at this time l was well, he was not on alchol or drugs. I so wish he could have stayed like this, that he could have had a wife a good life. He was such a treasure to me, I love you so son...

this world is so sad without you Chaddy!

November 20, 2014

My precious boy, it is so lonely for us with out you here, I still find itunbelievable I will never have you here again, hear your vice, see you smile, make us all laugh, I am so sorry I did not sucseed in saving you, I feel it is my fault for drinking & partying around you as you grew up, my whole family did, I beg God to forgive me & I know he will he is love, I only wish I could be sure you knew how very sorry I am for anything I did to hurt you or make you stumble in life. The best the real life is where you are now, I must be happy you are free of shame, loose, pain & addiction, people who judged you. I tried hard to always be there for you & you thanked me in your cards you gave me for understanding & being there. That is all I could do, God blessed me with my children, it is my place to help them all I can. Rest in Peace with Jesus & your Grandparents, when God creates the new earth & Heavens we will all be there together, in the way God wanted his creation to be in the beginning. You gave my life such pourpose & happiness, such love & pride, I know your goodness. Thank you Father for letting me have our Chad for the brief time I did, it is one of the best things I have endured, Amen.

My Chad's amazing smile

October 14, 2014

My Chad had the most amazing smile, he was always making us laugh, I had slipped up behind him & when he turned around, I said smile, he gave me one of his usual smiles,  oh how I miss this smile.

Chaddy in the little ole house he restored & lived in

September 30, 2014

He totally refinished the tiny old house & lived in it, We had many wonderful times in it, he always had all over for cook outs & his home made chile! He would park his big truck in the back yard to wash it, I still drive by there for the precious memories, I love you wih all my heart son, it will be so wonderful to be with you again, for ever in love & light, you were so brave when you left, you are with your Grandma & Grandpa & Jesus now.

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