ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Chad Huber 22 years old , born on August 10, 1982 and passed away on May 17, 2005. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Tammy Lowe on August 10, 2020
Chad you would of been 38 today, Our lives have been so different this past 15 years! I still can’t believe whole heartedly that your gone! I miss your funniness, your inelegance, your smile well I miss everything about you! This feels like a different life since you have been gone! When you were born you were the prettiest baby I ever seen! You are my first and only son! I’ll never ever forget my sweet son! I will see you again and it will make this mom the happiest person ever! HAPPY 38th heavenly BIRTHDAY my sweet baby boy!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Posted by Tammy Lowe on May 17, 2020
Our sweet daughter wrote this, I could not say it better so I’m sharing it! I love and miss you Son !!

Today marks 15 years since Chad died. Life has never gone back to “normal”. It was a different life, a different time. The pain is still very real. Everything failed him, we all failed him... the healthcare industry, big pharma, the system failed. The same as it’s failing all of us today.

He wrote this I just typed it out for him. There was no Facebook or even MySpace when he died. I think if there were he may have been able to open up to the world a lot more than he was capable of 20 years ago.

These words, from his head to his pen to the paper have so many meanings that only a few of us can make sense of.
Chad was a special person and deserved so much more than this life gave him in his short 22 years.

Can’t believe it’s been 15 years.
I love you brother ♥️
Written by my brother, he died 7 years ago today :'(

just hold onto happy thoughts. its ridiculous. i know the things i do that would seem to make me happy are done to appease the demons that possess my soul. i have no hope for the future and the past is such a dreary place. i dont want to kill myself, but i do sometimes wish that God would take me in my sleep. i cant remember when i didnt feel this way. i know now and i've known for a long time to stop thinking these things and grab life by the balls but its the fear that holds me back, the fear that grips my heart and wrenches it into oblivion, but to break through that fear takes time and my time has already expired.
Posted by Lindy Smith-Jones on December 22, 2018
I miss you everyday, Chad. You were a brother to me. You accepted me, protected me, and put up with me even though I’m sure I annoyed you from time to time. I specially remember a time Cyn and I only spoke in rhymes all day and through the night. You were so angry with us. You yelled at us, ignored us. Finally, around 3 am you walked through the kitchen. I was sure you were going to yell at us for continuing to keep you awake but instead you said “ I just farted, and my butt cheeks parted”. We laughed so hard. That was the kind of brother you were. Even when it seemed you couldn’t take any more of us you simply surprised us all with a joke. Love you always
Posted by Tammy Lowe on December 21, 2018
With everyday missing you is so hard! miss your laugh, your smile, your big sweet wonderful heart! Never thought I would not have my only son with me forever! Coming up on 14 long years on this earth without you!
Posted by Tammy Lowe on August 19, 2017
Love you more than ever! God sometimes I can't believe it's been over 12 years miss you more everyday! Love you so much son!!
Posted by Rick Huber on May 17, 2016
11 years today my baby! I miss you every second of every day!
Posted by Tammy Lowe on August 10, 2013
Happy Birthday Son in heaven !! I love and miss you dearly!!!
Posted by Tammy Lowe on May 18, 2013
8 years my baby!! Lives have changed forever .. I really miss you and love you with all my heart!!!!
Posted by Tammy Lowe on May 17, 2012
7 years today you have been gone .. Never thought I could live so long without you son!! My first born and only son , I miss you today as much as the first day!!! I'll always love you with ally heart babe!!!  Mom ;(
Posted by Tammy Lowe on July 14, 2011
Miss him so much!! He was so intellegent..I miss that!!
No one can ever fill the hole I have with the loss of you!! Love you always baby!!!

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Posted by Tammy Lowe on August 10, 2020
Chad you would of been 38 today, Our lives have been so different this past 15 years! I still can’t believe whole heartedly that your gone! I miss your funniness, your inelegance, your smile well I miss everything about you! This feels like a different life since you have been gone! When you were born you were the prettiest baby I ever seen! You are my first and only son! I’ll never ever forget my sweet son! I will see you again and it will make this mom the happiest person ever! HAPPY 38th heavenly BIRTHDAY my sweet baby boy!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Posted by Tammy Lowe on May 17, 2020
Our sweet daughter wrote this, I could not say it better so I’m sharing it! I love and miss you Son !!

Today marks 15 years since Chad died. Life has never gone back to “normal”. It was a different life, a different time. The pain is still very real. Everything failed him, we all failed him... the healthcare industry, big pharma, the system failed. The same as it’s failing all of us today.

He wrote this I just typed it out for him. There was no Facebook or even MySpace when he died. I think if there were he may have been able to open up to the world a lot more than he was capable of 20 years ago.

These words, from his head to his pen to the paper have so many meanings that only a few of us can make sense of.
Chad was a special person and deserved so much more than this life gave him in his short 22 years.

Can’t believe it’s been 15 years.
I love you brother ♥️
Written by my brother, he died 7 years ago today :'(

just hold onto happy thoughts. its ridiculous. i know the things i do that would seem to make me happy are done to appease the demons that possess my soul. i have no hope for the future and the past is such a dreary place. i dont want to kill myself, but i do sometimes wish that God would take me in my sleep. i cant remember when i didnt feel this way. i know now and i've known for a long time to stop thinking these things and grab life by the balls but its the fear that holds me back, the fear that grips my heart and wrenches it into oblivion, but to break through that fear takes time and my time has already expired.
Posted by Lindy Smith-Jones on December 22, 2018
I miss you everyday, Chad. You were a brother to me. You accepted me, protected me, and put up with me even though I’m sure I annoyed you from time to time. I specially remember a time Cyn and I only spoke in rhymes all day and through the night. You were so angry with us. You yelled at us, ignored us. Finally, around 3 am you walked through the kitchen. I was sure you were going to yell at us for continuing to keep you awake but instead you said “ I just farted, and my butt cheeks parted”. We laughed so hard. That was the kind of brother you were. Even when it seemed you couldn’t take any more of us you simply surprised us all with a joke. Love you always
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Love on your Birthday

Shared by Tammy Lowe on August 11, 2019
Sometimes I’m so lost with you gone! I wish I could take your place! I love and miss you always and for the rest of my days! Happy Birthday Son! ❤️ 
Love Mom
Shared by Tammy Lowe on May 18, 2019

It’s past the anniversary of your passing Son!  Sorry I’m late! But I thought about you all day just a lot going on! I love and miss you dearly! Always have always will! I sure hope you are at peace now! Sometimes my heart and mind can’t take your loss! Still one day at a time till I see you again!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Shared by Tammy Lowe on June 7, 2011
Scabbed heart...bruised soul...we must part...break the hold....

Look everyone--a haiku-
Life is a shithole,
you are born only to die
sweet release in death.

He's a demon
can't you tell
he was born
and raised in hell

I am dying
must accept it
part of life
be reborn
only choice
break free
numbness flows
throughout body
getting tired
cannot sleep
must stop
thought process
destroying will
would mind
must move on
cannot move
body tired
invisible chains
future dark
past dead
hope losts
faith decay
future
love
hate
death
joy
pain
matters nothing
her.