I don't remember a lot of things but I do remember when mom was pregnant wi you dear brother!!!Mom looked so beautiful & truly glowed!!! Then you was here Chance Lee!!! You were so darn cute!!!! The perfect little boy for a couple who said this is our LAST (CHANCE) FOR A BOY , so you became Chance Lee Bell!!! I remember smilen so much that my chubby cheeks hurt!! You where my own little baby doll where u wanted to be or not!! Lol but not too long after all the happiness I remember sadness!!! I couldn't grasps what was really going on cuz I was just 3 yrs old but I knew our little angel was in Grave danger!!! You came down so so sick!! They thought bacterial mentigitis and Kingfisher Drs almost killed u just trying to do the spinal injections and Dad almost beat some Drs asses!!! He told them if they couldn't figure out what was wrong to get u somewhere who could!! They sent u to Children's Hospital... After this , idk how long but me sis & dad had been home while mom was at ICU w you and I can still see Dad staring off crying!!! Lost !!! Praying for God to save his son!! He told us w trembling lips and tears running down his face that our baby brother was awful sick and we need a mircale!!! We drove up to see u that night! I can still see u laying there w all those wires everywhere!!!! The IV in your head freaked me out bad!!! God saved u fr the unknown virus they had never seen!! God did preform a miracle!! We had u for 32 yrs!!! U where the center of attention wherever u went!! Our lil brother forever and mom & dads last Chance! Their Only Chance forever more!!!! U made our lives interesting!!! U made us laugh!!! Sometimes cry fr laughing so hard!!! U could of been anything u set your mind to!!! One of the Smartest people I've ever known!!! The funniest!! The toughest!!! yes, handsome!!!! U made me very proud to be your sister!!! Love never dies!!! I know I will see u again, until then keep watch over us all Bubba!!!! My baby brother forever I LOVE U & MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!