Chandy baby every single second of every single day all I think about is you, i refuse to accept this faith I don’t want it to be true, without you here I will forever be incomplete an depressed you are my rock, my soul the one person that I could always count on to be there for me an now I have nothing but your ashes this kills me really does... I love you so much baby

Baby as the times go by an I think about all the memories we once shared an I know when it’s my time an you call me to the gates to meet you we will recreate them. Here’s a story of us that I will never forget an never let the memory die out, the 1st day we met you were so nervous to meet me you had just gotten out the hospital from getting one of your many infusions you were loosing your hair an had extensions in and didn’t want to tell me that you were going bald from the medication but you didn’t realize that it didn’t matter to me bc you see the first second I saw you I knew in my head an heart I couldn’t see myself without you it’s was love at first sight an when you finally got sick of wearing the extensions an took them out I loved you even more bc you showed me the real you I never looked for your beauty on the outside bc you were always gorgeous to me inside out you were my perfect one and after 2 weeks of talking I asked you to marry me an when you said yes you made me the happiest man in the world I knew I always wanted to take care of you an make your life special an I did my best to make all your wishes come true I just hope I made you proud an I can’t wait to be with you again..