22 years later and im the same age you were when this happened.. it really DOESNT get “easier” how everyone says.. its actually gotten ALOT worse as you see.. im sorry ma i really am i wish i was old enough to comprehend and understand more of what was going on.. even though its been so long i STILL remember every detail so clear i remember what everything looked like, where everything was placed, i can even tell you a little bit about how our day went, but no matter how hard i try i cant put a face to your body unless i see pictures of you, i can’t remember your voice and it drives me INSANE i cant take the pain.. im so hurt i can never ever see you or hear you again.. i would pay any amounts of money i would do ANYTHING to bring you back.. im sorry ma i promise ima keep your name alive youll forever live through me !! everyone already sees you when they see me lol ! oh and PLEASE watch over ur grandson cuz WHEWW !! he would drove you CRAZYYYY you thought dylan was bad ?! lmaoo i know you got us though you always do ! we love you beautiful!! -bree, junior & jayla ️

Mom i know your watching over me, i just want to thank you for bringing me into this world. Your the reason why im here and your the reason why im still. I think about you so much it just really breaks my heart that you had to go at such a young age. Today is Sunday, May 8 2022 Happy mothers day my guardian angel i cant wait for the day when we reunite. Im going to visit you soon i promise i want to lay there next to you uncle tony and papa nick. MAAAN Rest easy mom❤️

Chantel, forever my little sister. Love you always Terri, Tony Jr's Mommy Big hugs to you, Papa Nick and Tony Sr.

Chantel, I can't believe it's been 20 years since you have been gone. The loss of you is always deep and time does not change that. I am so grateful to be reunited with your babies. Its like having a piece of you here and I cherish every moment. I know you are with them always, so I feel that you are close. I miss you so much every day my friend. Rest peaceful beautiful. I Love you.

Oh how I miss you! I miss everything about you!

Hi, I grew up with Chantel and used to stay the night with her at her moms house. She was one of my best friends and I still think about her often. She was the best speed skater I knew and she was so funny and had such an infectious laugh. She was taken way to young, she was beautiful and so happy. She was always the pretty on the one guys liked and so outgoing.

Even though I didnt know you that much, you are my mom you brought me to this world i love you with all my heart. The wonderful lady that took us in as kids, man i dont know how to thank her, shes pushed me so much to be a strong person and to teach me right from wrong, even though i put her through hell and back, she has never gave up on me. She told me she knew you and you knew her. She shared some memories with me about you and her. I love you

I light this candle in the memory of my dear friend Chantel. She will be my angel forever.