well today u mafe 29 yrs old life been so damn lonely without my pumpkin seems like u were here one day gone the next today been bittersweet im homeless really and was blessed with a new place.  Im in debt to my eyeballs Robert called me this morning and was very rude all in all. Javon and Charlie posted your bday while I was out begging for $$ i remember u telling me mom im going to play for dallas cowboys and pay all your bills that was so sweet. I ask god daily let me come home where u are i miss u sooo much  sand archie carolyn gin gin Ethel lee. Big mama my uncles life is tough down here. Im so depressed  demon's on me 24/7. Kirk Franklin sang a song i just wanna be happy. Wish i could please ask jesus to lift my burdens please he knows what im talking about. At least u not here suffering with kit and me. Love u dookiee my lil round pumpkin god bless us all.