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TO MY GOLDEN SON

September 6, 2014

I am lying in bed thinking about you & Christy & Sam what a great couple you guys where even though you guys had your up & downs which everyone has & you know what that was small stuff. I miss Christy & Sam they seem to never get hold of me no matter what I love your Grand Daughter so much even though I never meet her. I have a question I would like to ask you is do you think I did something wrong to all of them in North Carolina? I got another car so we could take a trip down to see all of them but I guess everything is not all well down there Karina & Tim from what I understand are not togrther anymore so I don't want to intrude in on them & also my health has gotten kinda bad & now I can't travel any more but I wish I could so I could go down & see you one more time before everything turns bad with me. I am trying to stay tuff but you know how hard that can be to stay tuff all the time. I am having a melt down & I need you why I can't put anymore on Rhonda it is not fair to her she has taken on to much now I owe her my life more times than I can count. I can not wait to see you & DAD again you would not know how much he means to me just like you & Grampy & Gram I promise I will be there LOVE TO YOU ALL<3<3<3
 

MERRY CHRISTMAS

December 23, 2021
I am writing to wish you a very happy MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR. Your Grandchildren are getting big they sure do look slot like you at there age just like you & have you behavior when you where growing up. It is so funny that you have ones that act like you did!!!!!!! I am so sorry you can't get to hold them & give them hugs & kisses & I am sorry I can't hug you one more time. I feel so empty without you & miss YOU BUNCHES TOO♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️⛄❄️ LOVE & MISS the good times together ♥️♥️♥️♥️

The day my Son Left his Family

August 30, 2014

I called your house the night you had gotten back your truck from the acciedent the other kid had with it I wanted to talk to you but you are so much like me I knew better not to bother you will you where busy so I remember telling Christy to tell you I loved you & I would talk to you tomorrow when you had a chance. But that day never came that night that I called you had the acciedent after 12:00pm that night & I found out on the next day 8/20/98 around 10:00AM tell me how strange that was I wish it was me& not you but GOD chooses our destiny not us but that is one time I would of liked to been in your place so you could be with your girls all of them at times it feels like a dream but then I realize it is not. Well I need togo for know I want to tell you how much I LOVE YOU & TELL DAD I LOVE HIM TOO with the rest ofthe family be seeing you someday Kisses & HUGS to you all LOVE<3<3<3
 

I know you might of thought I forgot

August 22, 2014

No matter how long it has been I will never forget that dayas long as I can still breath. Maybe everyone else doesn't want to remember but I miss you every day & every minute of the day. I can not explain how people can not take a minute out of a day to say a little some thing about you. You have left a lot of memories be hind & I know just about every thing there is to know. My heart aches every day but I do not let anyone know how bad I hurt inside I know Rhonda & Tony know deeply I hurt & how close on giving up on live just to be abke to hold you again I never got the chance when you left this earth to soon. I know alot of people miss & love you but are afraid to let there feelings out & shut them selves down from the world they know no other way to deal with your loss. I wish everyone would just express them selves because they would feel alot better on the inside & let me see & hold my Grand Daughter & the same as my Great Grand Daughter & Christy has completely shut me out why I don't know why I just wish she would talk to me instead of shutting me out. I LOVE ALL THE GIRLS WITH ALL MY HEART & THEN SOME. If I find out anyone touches any of my girls they will play the price because you are just like me yoy would fight till the end for all your girls. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART & THEN SOME<3<3<3

To my little BIG MAN<3<3<3

August 17, 2014

This a special page for me to come to & just write anything I want . It is all good even though you knew howto push my BUTTONS but that is one of the things I miss & never thought I would but I do all the things you did made me mad but I could never stay mad at you for long. I still sit & think about stupid thing you & I would argue over. I miss those after 12AM calls asking me what I was doing. You know you never realize how much you miss someone till they are taken away from you it leaves a big hole in my heart. But I am glad your Dad is up there with you & Grammpy must of been glad to see you but I dought that because it was to early for you to leave this planet & not be with your FAMILY even though he didn't meet Christy & Samantha & your Grand Daughter but you know he loves you & will help you in times if trouble. Also your Dad is there set things right with you he had alot of guilt because we had sat & talked for hours about you & Rhonda alot we mfelt like we didn't do enough to help you 2 out when needed he had worked so had to provide for things that name not menching to give so she could have everything she wanted & then suffed it up his you know what but he always LOVED HIS KIDS & FAMILY<3<3<3 This is a tough time for me because I love you so much I JUST WANT ONE MORE TIME TO HUG YOU & GIVE YOU ONE LAST KISS<3<3<3

My LITTLE BOY

August 10, 2014

I am not as  strong as everyone thinks I' am  I trying to give that impression that i'am because I need to be strong for everyone that I  don't give the impression that I'am  so they do not know. One will get the idea that I'am. The girls are great thank you for leaving apart of you with Samantha & she made you a GRAND DADDY & me a GREAT GRAND MOTHER that doesn't make me mad be cause I see what you left behind is a BIG PART of you so don't get upset with anyone as I know LIVE IS SHORT  to get mad at you & stay mad atyou just like you always said give up the past & make the future better & never stop LOVEING  & LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY which is the secret to all. We may not like what they do but still LOVE them. the babyis a ham like Sam was when she was little &she is always smiling & Sam is a GREAT MOM I wish I could seee them in person but I can't because of health problem but I do get see alll the pictures that they put on the computer is good it taught me how to use a computer. Well I have to go for now but will be back you have my HEART UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE & HUGS & KISSES sweetie.<3<3<3
 

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