TO MY GOLDEN SON
I am lying in bed thinking about you & Christy & Sam what a great couple you guys where even though you guys had your up & downs which everyone has & you know what that was small stuff. I miss Christy & Sam they seem to never get hold of me no matter what I love your Grand Daughter so much even though I never meet her. I have a question I would like to ask you is do you think I did something wrong to all of them in North Carolina? I got another car so we could take a trip down to see all of them but I guess everything is not all well down there Karina & Tim from what I understand are not togrther anymore so I don't want to intrude in on them & also my health has gotten kinda bad & now I can't travel any more but I wish I could so I could go down & see you one more time before everything turns bad with me. I am trying to stay tuff but you know how hard that can be to stay tuff all the time. I am having a melt down & I need you why I can't put anymore on Rhonda it is not fair to her she has taken on to much now I owe her my life more times than I can count. I can not wait to see you & DAD again you would not know how much he means to me just like you & Grampy & Gram I promise I will be there LOVE TO YOU ALL<3<3<3