My dear son Chuck,
Just so you know, there isn't 1 day that goes by that I don't think of you and your brother Brad. So many times I have questioned why why this happened.I know that we are not suppose to understand all things, but I will never understand why my children were taken before me neither. I have carried the hate far too long now I have to lay it at the cross Jesus will deal with them and he can do more than I can. Please forgive me, I Love you both and miss you. Besides you have 3 beautiful grand children you would be so proud of. Your daughter Carissa is taking a RN course. And your son in law Kyle is going into business with his brother soon the kids are planning to buy a house and make a better life for all of them. You would be so proud. I miss you. Love Mom

Today it has been 2 years and it saddens me so that you are not here to see your daughter raising your 3 beautiful grand children. Adee is 3 and so much like her mom, Thad is 2 you held him at the hospital. Now she has added little Rosie. You would adore them. I don't know what has become of Remington I guess Tonda made her decision. Just as you always said she would, and just like you said it wasn't her child. I am so sorry son. I Love you and miss you every day. She was not worth your life.
Love Mom

Dearest Chuck,
God gives us little blessings through out our life time, All to often we take them for granite. We don't take the time to notice that if not for Jesus we would not have Any of these blessings in our life. The things that we do to make another person smile is such a special blessing to someone. Looking at your child smile &, laugh, and have those special just you and me dad, at our favorite restraunt ,Bogeys for icecream. those times mean more than words can say. Chuck, I still can't believe i'm writing this letter to you like this. You are so loved and you will be missed by so many,Your a Father of 2, and a new grandpa of 2 and they will miss you dearly. Your brother is now left with no one to say it wasn't me mom. He did it. lol.  As I watched you go to the front of the church to stand in front of the cross on Sunday morning and pour your heart out to God, I was so proud of you, then you went up for the Alter call. I am so glad that you gave your heart to the Lord. I can't even begin to imagine the torment you have been dealing with over the last 6 or 8 months honey just know if there were any way possible for me to take it for you I would have., I just wish it would not have taken me so long to get to you, maybe this would not have happened. I Love you my son. God Bless you and I pray for you to be safe with Our Lord every day and night. God be with you honey. I Love You I will keep you in my heart until we are all reunited in heaven again with the Lord
Love Forever and Always
MOM