My dear Charlie it’s been along time since I’ve been on here I miss you so much and so much has happened.I just retired wishing you were with me.I know someday we will be together.I know you’re with us every day And watch over all of us.I am so thankful and blessed for our kids and grandchildren and also great grand child.Love you always until we meet again XOXO

Hey dad I miss u so much .I cant believe your gone 11 years .This fucken sucks! I hope your having a good time in heaven dad..This world is absolutely insane atm. Pretty screwed up all this covid crap...You would be shaking your head if you were here. I love you Dad, hope you hear me honking everytime I drive by your grave lol..If you dont then your HELLA DEAF OLD MAN! LOL CAUSE I WAKE UP MOST THAT GRAVE YARD I SWEAR! XOXO LOVE AND MISS U!

Hi dad, i love u so much miss u like crazy! Wtf kinda day is yesterday anyway. Marks the worst day of our life....The stupid day u left us....Lifes been completely wrong. And insanely different .Xmas is nothing without u...I hate it and dont think i can ever like the holidays again because your not here....I hope to hell when i leave this place your waiting there for me, CAUSE IM COMING FOR YOU THE DAY THAT HAPPENS...XOXOXO I DONT DO MUCH ON THE STUPID DAY THAT MARKS YOUR DEATH! And ThaTS WHY IM LATE WRITING THIS ...WELL AND IM ALWAYS LATE! LOL, U KNOW ME DAD, always late..LOVE U CHUCKERS!

Hey dad I'm sorry I'm a little late this year ..well like always I'm late lol...Happy Father's Day and Happy belated Bday..I miss u so much.....Kian was very sick this month and was airlifted to Calgary hospital....but he is thank god feeling better and we were able to take him home..It was scary!  Love u dad....p s....I know u been watching over me .......i know u got me..Thanks for that! And u definently been watching over the rest of the family keeping us safe..xoxoxo I love u dad. Oh and by the way YOUR THE BEST DAD ANYONE COULD ASK FOR! XO

HAppy b-day DAD! I fucken hate every year more then the last without you...im sick right now i feel ran down so im kinda misserable...but one things 4 sure.i miss and love you and wish my dad was here to blow out this candle i lit 4 u.xoxoxo

Hi dad sorry i havent been here in awhile.trust me u are crossing my mind everyday still.miss u so much..sometimes i make horrible decisions dad, please give me a shot in the arm like old days lol remind me your still aroubd me and i should use my head.lol love u dad xo.

Hi dad .im still here and i love u...miss u every fucken day in this crazy ass life i have....im a grandma now..as u probably know hos name is KIAN CHARLES BESPLUG.AFTER U DAD
..MY NAME IS KEKE..AS GRANDMA ALREADY TOOK THE NAME GRANDMAN.ANd besides i dont like the name much anyways lol..well dad u know me , i am spear of the moment and i just happened to be at your memorial site today so i wanted to say hi..wish more then anything u were still here..i moss haveing you around..things are so different now.so many great things habe happened and i wish u were here to enjoy them..it sucks without ya dad.u were suppose to be here alot longer.xoxo.

Hey dad well I really didn't miss your bday on the 14th I thought about u lots that day..I was just busy being me like always never stop to smell the roses..lol.just wanted to say I love you.and I miss u like crazy.p.s by the way your going to be a great grandpa....ya!!!! u probably already know that.....his name is kein charles Besplug...that's right dad ,....
He's named after you...wish u would be here to see my face when Kian takes his first breath.I am going to be the happiest most proud grandma...besides great grandma Marilyn. Lol...I think we will call me kee-kee...I'm not really cool with the name grandma quite yet lol.besides there's only one grandma and that sgreat grandma Marilyn. So Kee kee it is..lots of love your favorite daughtor connie ...oh shit that's right!!! I'm your only daughtor. Lol.xo
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Just thinking about you.Love allways xoxo I no your with me.

Hey dad.i miss you so much..icant believe its five years today.this sucks u havent been around.i know you think im the craxy kid u got.well u vouldnt be more right.that being said ,well i guess what im saying is my life has been fast paced and things are nuts at times .got me on one hell of a ride.just thought id ask if u could please make sure u take extra special care and watch on the family,make sure there doing good.and if you dont mind could u pray for me as well and make this life path im on works out for me,i got a business i opened up with rob belanger(my man) as im sure u already know about,i put my blood sweat and tears into making this work out sI so far.im praying myself that this is going to be my last phaze in life and we can retire in medicine hat.i want to be here and Close to the family.so cross your fingers and pray like hell cause
this is my new life dad.this is it and i need this to be a success.i just need your moral support so please walk me threw any hard times that may still come my way.i want this more then i wanted anything before.i love u dad i miss u big time.i talk about u almost every day.i still feel ripped off that u got taken and theres nothing i can do To change it.it pisses me off and im thinking that wont ever change either.i love u and im thinking of u on this terrible day ...i wish i could think differently about feb 24th and maybe make it a day to smile about the memories i have .but nope i smile every other day about those.today is the day i feel i been ripped off of my father.sorry dad its how i feel and it sucks.i love u and miss u more then u no.i know u are thinking about us today.and thats the only smile i think ill get out of this stupid day.thanks for listening dad .ttys we plan to do a visit to your rest spot next mounth.moms been so busy working.but not to worry we will come see u soon.k dad hope all is well out there.good night

It has been 5 year today you are gone.where did the time go.it does not seem that long.still missing you a lot.I wish you were here.the kids are so good to me.I love you .tell we meet again.love you xoxoxoxo

dad well as u already know im visiting mom for the week.question? was that u buggin snickers the other day!!!haha i new it was.love you tons.

hi dad just wanted to say i loveyou and miss you tons!!!!!xoxoxo

Well yesterday was our anniversary.It was forty one years still loving you.Miss you so much.Love allway xoxo I still no your their with me what ever I do.I can count on you.LOVE MARILYN XOXO

Well today is your birthday.I am sitting here thinking of you.Wishing I could see you.Miss you and love you.LOVE ALLWAY XOXO

i miss u dad !just come home dammit, ill never deal with the fact your gone.the family isnt whole no more.i love you dad ,sorry but todays been a rough day.missin ya, xoxoxo.

Where does the time go.It is four years today.Missing you I wish you were here.Tell we meet again.LOVE YOU XOXO

I got through Christmas .Wishing you were here with us.I no your still with us.I miss you in love you very much.LOVE MARILYN XOXO

hey dad sorry im alittle late on the merry xmas.but here i am .i miss u and love you.xmas sucks without you its not the same.xoxo

hey dad i wont lie, it wasnt a happy thanksgiving.i never made it home.erika stayed in edmonton.but mom had turkey with ryan,nola and kids.i cant help but say it again. TURKEY FUCKEN SUCKS! without u! i love and miss u dad!

hey dad i miss you so dam much! i wish you were here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love you!!!!xoxoxo

we had ours 40 Anniversary.Connie took me to Leader.She allways think of us.I am blessed.I do not no where the years go.They just fly by.It was nice to be in Leader for ours Anniversary.I miss you and love you.LOVE ALLWAY MARILYN XOXO

hey dad i been thinking about you lots!just wanna say i love you dad.ill be taking mom to edmonton on your aniversary for erikas tuberware and candle party.so we were thinking we would see you on that saturday before we go.guess i want you to show me a real sign your hearing me when i talk to u i love to know your here with us .xoxo talk to u soon dad.love ya

I am here thinking of you.I am so thankful for our kids.I do not no what I would of done with out them.You gave me the best gift of all.I will allway LOVE YOU XOXO

Hey dad! Happy birthday! Sorry i couldnt get mom out to your grave this year .i lost my licence ,good news is i get em back june 8th so i promiise i will make sure mom makes it out for your anniversary. So i would have to say you look great for your age.i guess i am tring to make a funny but im pretty sure most people dont understand my great humor.lol.happy bday dad mssyou.xocoxo

Today is your birthday.Were did the time go.You would be so proud of ours kids.For mother day they gave me a gift certificate to the spa.That includes a limousine to and from spa seven hours of pampering and a dozen roses.I am so blessed to have them.We did a good job.Love you allway.XOXO

hey dad just thinking of you like always.i love and miss you and thats that i quess.xoxoxo

Hey dad,im sorry i havent been on here to say hi or tell you i love you.i suppose you know about the B.S i been going threw in regaurds to the last looser i dated.ya he always fucked up everything.But you will be happy to hear ive washed my hands with that crap.well i know your listening so you know i talk about you everyday weather to someone or just in my thoughts.MISS YA DAD!

WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU XOXO

ONE MORE THING DAD, I KNOW YOU THINK TATTOOES ARE STUPID BUT ITS NO SECRET I LOVE GETTING EM,SO JUST HOPE YOUR NOT SHAKIN YOUR HEAD TO HARD AT US 3 CAUSE MOM,ME AND ERIKA ARE THE PROUD NEW OWNERS OF CHARLIES ANGEL TATTOOES.YOU KNOW IT! NO DOUGHT IN YOUR MIND IM SURE THAT IT WAS MY IDEA.LOL!.XOXOXO ONLY FOR YOU DAD!

OH AND HAPPY LATE EASTER, I HATE EATING TURKEY WITHOUT YA DAD.I DONT FEEL THE SAME ABOUT THE WHOLE MAKING SURE WERE ALL TOGETHER ON HOLIDAYS THING..IM FEELING KINDA PISSY ABOUT YOU NOT SHOWING UP THE LAST FEW YEARS! SO DAD HERE IT IS,TURKEY FUCKIN SUCKS WITHOUT YOU...SORRY! BUT JUST KNOW I.LOVE YA AND I ONLY LIKE MY TURKEY SUPPERS WITH U!

IT IS EASTER TODAY.IT SURE IS NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU.WE ALL GOT TATTOO CHARLIE ANGEL ON IT.CONNIE ERIKA AND ME GOT IT DONE.I LOVE IT.I NO YOU WOULD LOVE IT TO.WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH.LOVE ALLWAY XOXO

It is three year today.Where has the time gone.It help me to no your with me.I can feel you and i no what you would say to me what ever i do.I miss you and love you very much but you no that.LOVE MARILYN XOXO

WELL TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.I HAD MY PIZZA LIKE I ALLWAY DO.I SPENT THE DAY WITH ALL THE KIDS.IT WAS WONDERFUL.CONNIE MOVED HERE NOW.I AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE ALL THE KIDS BY ME.I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE.SOMEDAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER.I MISS YOU LOTS.LOVE YOU ALLWAY XOXO

hey chuck,dam i misss you! hope your doing good up there,maybe your golfing or something ,who knows.i love you dad.Oh ya i suppose you already know i am moving to the hat to be closer to mom, erika and the kids.welltalk to you soon! love ya tons!

The pictures look great Connie.

Connie got all the pictures done.A lot of work she put into it.I am so proud of her.It is just beautiful.I am crying because i miss you so much.Someday we will be together.I can watch this when ever and see you and all the good memory.LOVE YOU ALLWAY XOXO

Hi dad, i know its been awhile since i last visited.But to be honest i was frustrated with uploading your pictures.I have finally figured it out.Anyways i miss you and i think about you every day, i wish you were here dad.Lots of love, connie.  p.s....Bet you are surprized to find out mom and Erika are getting there first tattoo done with me. CHARLES ANGELS! xoxoxo

IT WAS SO NICE TO BE IN LEADER FOR OURS ANNIVERSARY.CONNIE TOOK ME AND I STAY AT LILLIAN AND WE WATCH VIDEOS OF THINGS WE WENT TO.LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LOTS.XOXO

I AM JUST MISSING YOU.LOVE YOU XOXO

IT IS FATHER DAY TODAY I SEE A LOT OF YOU IN OURS KIDS .I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.LOVE FOREVER XOXO

Hi dad i love you just sayin hi and i miss you! bet ya already know but mom passed her first test for the drivers training test.pretty dam amazing ,never thought she would finally go for it.i know your proud of her and i certainly am proud.xoxoxox

Hey dad, happy birthday i know its after midnight but i was really busy today and my computer was givin me greif.But me and mom made it to your grave site to wish you a happy birthday,so that made me happy and mom as well.Hope you had fun golfing cause i know thats how you would of spent your birthday.I love you dad and hope you had a great birthday,xoxxoxoxo love your daughtor,connie!

Happy Birthday Charlie!! The kids would've loved to bake you a cake Madden likes to use extra sprinkles!! Hope you're watching over us!

IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY.I MISS SEEING YOU BUT I NO YOUR HERE WITH ME.CONNIE IS GOING TO TAKE ME TO LEADER TODAY FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY.I LOVE YOU.XOXO I CAN NOT SEE YOU BUT I CAN FEEL YOU AT MY SIDE.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE ALLWAYS MARILYN XOXO

I JUST WANT TO SAY I MISS YOU SO MUCH.I LOVE YOU XOXO

I NO YOU ARE THEIR FOR US SHOWING THE WAY .I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .LOVE ALLWAYS MARILYN XOXOXOXO

just checkin in dad,hope your getting my messages cause i want u to know how much i miss u1 XOXOXO

Hey dad,well im still missing you like crazy! wish you were here so i could complain around to you about everything even knowing i was wrong for doing it 99% of the time.I would give anything to be wrong and be able to keep complaining around to u about stupid things just so you would be here with us.I love u dad.xoxoxo

CHARLIE I MISS YOU SO MUCH.YOU ALLWAY NEW WHAT TO DO.I NO YOU WILL SHOW THE WAY.LOVE YOU MARILYN XOXO