Miss you
How do you reconcile within yourself the fact that you loved, nurtured and were totally devoted to such a wonderful creature and then you had to be the one to kill her in the end? To "ease the suffering" people say, but the guilt and pain associated with such a horrific act by me, by the only person in the whole world she loved and trusted-I will never get over it. I miss my children. I want to suffer. I love you Charlotte and Cypress. I am sorry.