Hey My beautiful baby today is your 26th birthday happy heavenly birthday it's hard to believe you been gone almost 10 years life is still so sad without you it feels like you just left yesterday Janelle will be graduating soon going off to college imagine that I pray that's God's will for her now she says she's your big sister since she's 17 years old and that makes her older than you. She was so nervous when she was 16 years old she thought she wasn't going to make it to 17 years old but she did and that nervous feeling went away we have been holding on and loving her so hard it's been stressing her but i let go some but your mom's having a hard time letting go please continue to watch over Janelle Jerome's getting older he just turned 24 years old and still missing you well my beautiful granddaughter im going to go for now i love you Chelsea ❤️❤️

Hey grandmother's beautiful baby it's that time of the year again and I'm still missing you like crazy the pain of you leaving never goes away what I wouldn't give to have you here with me Miss Janelle's 17 years old now imagine that she says she's your big sister now I guess she is in a way it's been awhile since I've came to see you but I will in May Janelle's graduating and going off to college Jerome still missing you still so much please give Granny a Big hug and kiss from me I love you Chelsea ❤️

I know you are an angel watching over your family, a beautiful flower in God’s precious garden.

Happy 25th birthday my beautiful baby wow I can't believe you would be 25 years old today I try to close my eyes and picture you 25 years old but I can't I still feel so sad when today comes every year God I miss you the older we get the younger your pictures looks to me you were so young when God took you from us we have never gotten over it either well Nancy and Jerome came to see you today they put some flowers and balloons on your grave the world has changed so much since you left you would be even more amazing Janelle OMG she's amazing she's 16 years old the same age you were when you left I pray so hard to God all the time that's not his plan for her she's is just like you beautiful and smart she's thinking about going to and all black college I'm excited for her your mom really misses you she holds on so tight to Janelle we all do I know well talk with you later grandmother loves and miss you so much still I love you my Chelsea

Happy birthday beautiful girl, words can’t explain how much I misss you.

Happy Heavenly birthday beautiful girl! I remember when your grandmother would come get her hair done, she would talk about you and how you was growing up so fast. I wish could have met you but God had other plans. You are missed everyday by so many people that love you. May you Rest in peace Chelsea.

Hey my pretty baby grandmother still missing you like crazy it's hard to believe it's been 8 years since you been gone seems like it was yesterday we all still so sad miss Janelle growing up she's so much like you and simply beautiful just like you and dating and working she's 16 years old now I get so sick whenever she goes out my mind takes me back to you but I know God's in control I always tell her to go make memories and have fun she sends me a lot of pictures of herself and videos I keep all her texts too something I wish I had done with you Jerome still having it hard without you when this day comes every year we all get sad well gotta go love you my pretty baby

Happy birthday my pretty baby it's hard to believe it's your 24th birthday today grandmother still missing you like crazy of course you can see stuff down here hasn't changed since you left the killings haven't stopped Jerome all grown up and miss Janelle so amazing she has a job and a boyfriend well baby grandmother going to go now continue to get your rest I love you ❤️ Chelsea

Happy Birthday Pretty girl we love n miss u sweet baby...

Hey my beautiful baby it Dec 15th again the day God thought it was a great idea to come over you it's been 7 yrs I still can't get past you being gone it's still so hard to live without you I didn't sleep good at all last night thinking about this horrible day today Jerome's having it real hard without you it's a lot going on in his life can you ask God to protect him just your old grandmother talking I love you ❤️ and still missing you like crazy the pain never goes away

Heaven couldn’t wait huh Chelsea? I bet you’re just as beautiful as you were at Normandy❤️

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY GIRL IT'S YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER WOW YOU WOULD BE 23 YEARS OLD TODAY I STILL MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU TELL GRANNY LOVE HER TOO

Hey beautiful sweet girl, know that you're truly missed and that you'll live on forever in our hearts. Happy birthday Butterfly ❤️

Hey pretty girl this your old grandmother still missing you like crazy it's hard to believe it's been 6 years since God thought it was a good idea to bring you to heaven I still can't get over you being gone Janelle growing up she acts just like you did at that age she has a boyfriend your mama let the boy and his mama come over for Thanksgiving can you believe that I can't once this virus is over I will be coming to see you tell granny I said I love and miss her too talk with you later I'm at work feeling really sad love you

Hey my pretty baby this your old grandmother just sitting here thinking about you still missing you like crazy today is the 15th of the month that date of any month bothers me Janelle have gotten so big and just to pretty she's in high school now but she left lift for life school it was a lot of memories of you there and I think it made her sad so she's on her own path and that's ok I'm not coming home for Thanksgiving this year due to this virus we're having but I will be there to see you soon I know you and granny loving on each other up there God how I miss you both I always knew y'all love for me was real I love Chelsea kiss granny for me

Hey my pretty baby this your old grandmother i just want to say happy 22nd birthday i love u and still missing you like crazy

Hi my pretty baby its your grandmother its been 5 yrs since God thought it was a good idea to take u to heaven im still so sad without u really everybody is it still dont seem real sorry i didnt get to come see u during thanksgiving but trust me i will be there next time i love u little girl

Hey Chelsea I miss you just thinking about you I really wish we could’ve made up before u left so soon we use to be so close I called u my cousin and some mo I really misssed that times we had I honestly do may u rest nun peace bby GURL luv ya and I will back soon POOH ❤️

Hey baby, I miss you so much. I cant believe we used to hang out everyday until I moved to texas! and you was supposed to be coming down to visit. I loved how you were such a great person. I trusted you with all my secrets, you knew stuff about me that I never told anyone. I just wish things could have been different and maybe you could have already came down here to visit me. I miss you so much, and I know your always looking down on me. ive been doing really good lately. I wish I could come to your site and visit, and decorate. love you baby girl you are definitely missed <3

Hi my pretty baby its your old grandmother this still a sad day today Dec15th is so hard for us. Granny died Dec 5 2018 im sure she up there with you i love and miss both of y'all so much i still go home for thanksgiving me Janelle Jerome and Clement came to see you and put

Happy birthday my pretty baby its me your old grandmother just sitting here thinking about you turning 20yrs old today i sure wish you were here we all still missing you like crazy. What a day everybody posting stuff about you on Facebook its so nice to see. Oh my God Janelle has gotten so big a just cute as can be. Jerome had a birthday January 31 but he was so sad without you. I wish he would go away to college but he don't want to.well I'm going to go for now my pretty baby grandmother love you Chelsea

Hey my pretty baby today is December 15 2017 its been 3yrs since God took you home with him but I'm still so sad today i woke up with tears coming out of my eyes and my stomach feeling so sick grandmother still can't get pass you not being here with us everybody posting pic of you on Facebook Nancy having a baby girl how about that Jerome graduating this year he really miss you.i love you Chelsea

Missing you and thinking about you today Chelsea. Spoke with your great grandma Vernell today. Forever saddened by your young life lost. You've inspired us to work hard to get guns off the streets. Love, Miss Risa

Happy birthday my pretty baby grandmother still missing you like crazy wow if you were still here you would be19yrs old.as for me I'm ok still having a lot of sad days without you.we all are i love you Chelsea

HEY MY PRETTY BABY THIS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER WELL ITS BEEN 2YEARS SINCE GOD TOOK YOU HOME WITH HIM. WE ALL STILL MISSING YOU I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT ASSHOLE THAT SHOT YOU GOT FOUND GUILTY BUT HE WONT BE SENTENCED UNTIL NEXT YEAR. SHALEY DOING THE BEST THAT HE CAN JEROME SEEM TO BE OK . GRANNY BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL. AS FOR ME JUST HOLDING ON THE BEST THAT I CAN WITHOUT YOU. ITS STILL CRAZY OUT HERE. I KNOW YOU HAVE TO BE IN HEAVEN BUT I SURE WISH YOU COULD COME HOME SOMETIME. I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOU WALKING IN GRANNY HOUSE SMILING WHEN I COME TO ST.LOUIS THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY GRANDMOTHER PRETTY BABY ITS ME JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT WHICH I ALWAYS DO NOT ONE DAY GO BY AND I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU. WELL I KNOW BY NOW YOU KNOW BOOTY GOT SHOOT AND KILLED I GUESS YOU WERE SURPRISE WHEN YOU SAW HER IN HEAVEN.I'M CONING TO SEE YOU NEXT MONTH TT KIM HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY AND I HAVE TO GO HOME TO TAKE CARE OF GRANNY FOR A WEEK. I'M A LITTLE SAD THOUGH CAUSE THANKSGIVING WAS ALWAYS OUR HOLIDAY AND I DONT THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO COME SEE YOU THEN.JANELLE GETTING SO BIG. SHE GO TO HERZOG SCHOOL FOR 5TH GRADE AND YOU WOULD NEVER GUESS WHAT SCHOOL SHE WILL BE GOING TO NEXT YEAR. YES LIFT FOR LIFE SCHOOL WHO WOULD EVER THINK NOT ME NOR YOU. BUT ITS ALL GOOD. JEROME WAS THINKING ABOUT QUITTING SCHOOL HE STILL SO SAD WITHOUT YOU. BUT WE ALL HAD A TALK WITH HIM AND HE'S GOING TO STAY IN SCHOOL THANK GOD. PLEASE WATCH OVER HIM SEND HIM SOME KIND OF SIGN HE NEEDS YOUR STRENGTH ME TOO.SEE YOU SOON I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY GRANDMOTHER PRETTY BABY ITS ME JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT WHICH I ALWAYS DO NOT ONE DAY GO BY AND I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU. WELL I KNOW BY NOW YOU KNOW BOOTY GOT SHOOT AND KILLED I GUESS YOU WERE SURPRISE WHEN YOU SAW HER IN HEAVEN.I'M CONING TO SEE YOU NEXT MONTH TT KIM HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY AND I HAVE TO GO HOME TO TAKE CARE OF GRANNY FOR A WEEK. I'M A LITTLE SAD THOUGH CAUSE THANKSGIVING WAS ALWAYS OUR HOLIDAY AND I DONT THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO COME SEE YOU THEN.JANELLE GETTING SO BIG. SHE GO TO HERZOG SCHOOL FOR 5TH GRADE AND YOU WOULD NEVER GUESS WHAT SCHOOL SHE WILL BE GOING TO NEXT YEAR. YES LIFT FOR LIFE SCHOOL WHO WOULD EVER THINK NOT ME NOR YOU. BUT ITS ALL GOOD. JEROME WAS THINKING ABOUT QUITTING SCHOOL HE STILL SO SAD WITHOUT YOU. BUT WE ALL HAD A TALK WITH HIM AND HE'S GOING TO STAY IN SCHOOL THANK GOD. PLEASE WATCH OVER HIM SEND HIM SOME KIND OF SIGN HE NEEDS YOUR STRENGTH ME TOO.SEE YOU SOON I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER SITTING HER MISSING YOU. WELL ITS MY B-DAY TODAY STILL SO SAD YOU ARE NOT HERE TO SHARE IT WITH ME. MY LIFE AND DAYS LIKE THIS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I'M TRYING TO BE HAPPY TODAY BUT REALLY I'M NOT. MY INSIDE STILL HURTS BUT MY OUTSIDE I TRY TO SMILE TO COVER IT UP. BUT IF YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES YOU CAN STILL SEE THE HURT. JANELLE AND JEROME WISHED ME HAPPY B-DAY TODAY THAT WAS NICE. ME AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE GOING TO MEET AT RED LOBSTER FOR DINNER TODAY. MISS YOU LITTLE ONE I LOVE YOU CHELSEA.

Hey grandmother pretty girl just sitting here thinking about how much i miss you.ms resa gave your high school some money to make one of the classroom in memory of you how great is that.she really love you.she just wanted to do something in your honor. Your papa Raymond took Janelle to her father daughter dance she look so pretty and getting so big.Janelle seem to think your ghost is in your room at granny she will play in there but she won't sleep in there.i hope you liked the flowers me and Jerome left you.l love you chelsea

HEY MY PRETTY BABY THIS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER STILL MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. WELL I' COMING TO ST. LOUIS AND TO SEE YOU TOMORROW. I'M STILL SO SAD JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU NOT GOING TO BE THERE. HEY GUESS WHAT I GOT A NEW PHONE YES I UPGRADED TO A TOUCH SCREEN YOU WOULD BE SO HAPPY. MY FLIP PHONE STOP WORKING THAT'S THE ONLY REASON I UP GRADED, BUT I WILL BE KEEPING MY FLIP PHONE FOREVER I STILL GOT THE LAST TEXT YOU SENT ME AND THE LAST TEXT I SENT YOU THE DAY YOU DIED. I'M TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD UP. SOME PEOPLE HAVE MOVED ON AND THAT'S GOOD I GUESS, BUT NOT ME I CANT GET PASS IT. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER I LOVE YOU BABY AND STILL MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. WELL TONIGHT WAS YOUR GRADUATION AND GUESS WHAT YOU GRADUATED MS NOBLE MADE SURE SHE DID SOMETHING BIG IN YOUR HONOR. JANUARY GOT YOUR DIPLOMA. OF COURSE I CANT STOP CRYING. THIS WAS GOING TO BE YOUR YEAR TO SOAR. GOD MADE SURE YOU SHOWED UP ANYWAY. I HEARD WHEN THEY SAID YOUR NAME EVERYBODY STOOD UP AND YELLED GO CHELSEA. R.I.P MY PRETTY BABY. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY PRETTY GIRL ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER SITTING HERE CRYING AND MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. STILL ASKING GOD WHY YOU. WHY INSTEAD OF TAKING YOU TO HEAVEN WHY DID'NT HE MAKE A WAY FOR YOU TO COME TO TEXAS TO LIVE WITH ME.I'M SO SAD HERE IN TEXAS WITHOUT KNOWING YOU ARE NO WHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE I CAN COME SEE YOU. GUESS WHAT I'M THINKING ABOUT GOING BACK HOME TO ST. LOUIS. I CARRY A HEAVY LOAD ON MY SHOULDER WITH A LOT OF WHAT IF'S. LIKE WHAT IF I WOULD HAVE CAME HOME SOONER WOULD GOD STILL HAVE TAKEN YOU HOME WITH HIM. I'M STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE WITHOUT YOU. THE SADNESS AND GRIEF IS STILL SO STRONG IN ME, I TRY TO PUT ON A FAKE SMILE THE BEST THAT I CAN, BUT SOME DAYS ITS JUST HARD, AND TODAY IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HAPPY EASTER MY PRETTY BABY. ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER STILL MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. WE ALL ARE, WELL MY EASTER WAS A LITTLE SAD. I HAVE SPENT ALL DAY THINKING ABOUT YOU WISHING YOU WERE STILL HERE. SOMETIME I WANT TO GO BACK HOME TO ST. LOUIS. BUT I KNOW YOU WOULD'NT BE THERE AND I DO'NT KNOW IF I CAN TAKE THAT. LIFE IS STILL HARD FOR ME BUT I'M GETTING BETTER. I GET TO TALK TO JANELLE MORE AND THAT'S NICE. JEROME SAY HE KNOW ALL YOUR SECRETS I REALLY WISH HE WOULD TELL THEM TO ME. MAYBE HE WILL WHEN HE GET OLDER. WELL AS I ALWAYS SAY BEFORE I GO I LOVE YOU CHELSEA.

HI MY PRETTY BABY WELL YOU TURNED 18 YEARS OLD ON FEB 5TH, 2016. I TRIED TO WRITE HAPPY B-DAY ON THAT DAY BUT THIS SITE WOULD'NT LET ME , I GUESS BETTER LATE THAN NEVER. GRANDMOTHER STILL MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY. YOUR MOTHER HAD A B-DAY PARTY FOR YOU AT HER HOUSE WITH A FEW OF YOUR FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL AND NANCY HAD A PINK PJ PARTY FOR YOU. THEY ALL TRIED TO HAVE AS MUCH FUN FOR YOU WITHOUT YOU. JEROME GOT HIS DRIVING PERMIT LAST MONTH WHEN HE TURNED 16 YR OLD. HIS DAY WAS GOOD BUT HE JUST WANTED YOU TO BE THERE. I'VE MADE PEACE WITH GOD FOR TAKING YOU, NOW I'M JUST THANKING HIM FOR THE YEARS WE HAD TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY PRETTY BABY IT YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER I JUST WANT TO SAY MERRY XMAS TO YOU TODAY. I WOKE UP SO SAD THIS MORING HOLIDAYS WITHOUT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME JEROME HAD A GOOD HOLIDAY OF COURSE JANUARY ACTING A FOOL AS SHE ALWAYS DO BUT I REALLY MISS YOU LITTLE GIRL. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER WELL BABY ITS BEEN 1 YEAR SINCE YOU WENT TO LIVE WITH GOD. MOST OF THE ANGER IS GONE BUT THE GRIEF AND SADDNESS IS STILL HERE. I WISH I COULD JUST HERE YOUR VOICE 1 MORE TIME SEE YOU SMILE AGAIN. LIFE IS STILL SO CRAZY WITHOUT YOU. I COULDNT MAKE IT TO WORK TODAY I WAS MUCH TOO SAD. ALL THE KIDS ARE COMING TO SEE YOU TODAY AND RELEASE BALLOONS FOR YOU I WISH I COULD BE THERE. BABY WE MISS YOU SO MUCH, BUT YOU COULD ONLY STAY WITH US FOR A SHORT TIME 16YRS SO I THANK GOD FOR THAT TIME. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

MISSING YOU MUCH CHELSEA!!!

Hey there cutie pie. So here we are...one year later and I tell you I still am in total shock!! To think of you and to associate that with you no longer being here is something I still can't wrap my mind around. The girls talk about you always, especially Londyn. She prays for you almost every day and hope that you are ok...I have brought them to see you because I know that will not go over too well, they won't be able to handle the fact that you are under ground, so close to their touch and yet so far away. We miss you pretty girl and we love you

This is the hardest thing to do Chelsea man i straight miss u and it dont seem real like 1year has came and you still aint came back like i cant fight how hurt i am cause its unreal and i love u soooo much it breaks myheart u gone ima live it up.for u Baby Girl LONG LIVE CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER, WELL I'M ON MY WAY TO ST. LOUIS AGAIN FOR THANKSGIVING TO SEE EVERYBODY I FEEL SO SAD YOU WONT BE THERE, BUT I WILL BE COMING TO SEE YOU IN YOUR RESTING PLACE. BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH THANKSGIVING WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

Hey Chelsea this 11 months went by so fast and life can't explain how hard it is that your not here.You died 4 days before my favorite did and I was so depressed going home thinking about her and going to school thinking about you and it just breaks my heart you left so early and at a young age u had a beautiful life that everyone around u treasured im just saying it brings tears to my eyes that your gone but just know I LOVE U AND YOUR GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN

HI MY PRETTY BABY ITS THE 15TH OF THE MONTH AGAIN. ITS ALMOST THANKSGIVING THE LAST TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. WE HAD A GREAT TIME THEN 3 WEEKS LATER WHO WOULD EVER THINK THAT TIME WOULD BE OVER. THE HURT JUST WONT GO AWAY BUT HOW COULD IT CAUSE I WANT YOU BACK HERE AGAIN. WELL SHALEY BABY IS HERE, JANELLE DOING SO GOOD IN DANCE CLASS, JEROME AND HIS GIRLFRIEND SPEND A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER, BUT HE STILL MISSING YOU SO. ME AND GRANNY ARE HAVING IT SO HARD WITHOUT YOU SHE KEEP CALLING PEOPLE BY YOUR NAME YOU KNOW HOW SHE IS. WELL I'M GOING TO BE COMING TO SEE YOU SOON. THIS SHOULD BE OUR TIME TOGETHER BUT IT FEEL LIKE I'M COMING TO BURY YOU ALL OVER AGAIN. WOW THE CHELSEA AND GRANDMOTHER TOGETHER ERA IS OVER ON THIS EARTH. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

GOOD MORNING MY PRETTY BABY THIS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER UP WISHING YOU WERE HERE. WELL ITS THE 15TH OF THE MONTH AGAIN AND ONCE AGAING I'M FEELING SO SAD AND SICK WITHOUT YOU. JEROME SAID HE REALLY WISH HIS DIRTY WAS STILL HERE. IT STILL DONT SEEM REAL. THAT GUY THAT KILLED YOU GOT TO GET ANOTHER LAWYER CAUSE THE LAWYER HE GOT DEFENDED SHALEY BROTHER AND IT WILL BE A CONFLICK OF INTEREST. I WILL BE SO GLAD WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR DAY IN COURT. I'M SO SORRY I WASNT ABLE TO COME TO YOUR OTHER COURT DATES, BUT I WILL BE THERE FOR THIS ONE SPEAKING LOUD AND CLEAR FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER. WELL ITS THE 15TH OF THE MONTH AGAIN I'M STILL SAD AS CAN BE WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW I'M NOT ABLE TO PRAY TO GOD RIGHT NOW, BUT COULD YOU ASK HIM TO HELP ME. THIS IS JUST SO HARD FOR ME. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE TOOK YOU FROM ME SO SOON. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA.

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER. I KNOW WHEN I WRITE THINGS ON HERE YOU ALREADY KNOW BUT SHALEY HAVING A BABYBOY IN NOV. WE FEELING SOME TYPE OF WAY ABOUT IT. HE DONT TALK TO ANY OF US ANYMORE BUT THAT'S OK WITH ME, HE WAS NEVER MY FRIEND ANYWAY. I GUESS I'M GLAD FOR HIM HE BOUNCE RIGHT BACK. I GUESS THAT'S A GOOD THING HE HAVE THE RIGHT TO LIVE HIS LIFE. HE DIDNT DIE YOU DID. WOW ITS STILL SO SAD WITHOUT YOU. ITS A LITTLE BITTER SWEET NEWS FOR ME. YOU WONT GET TO DO ANY OF THOSE THINGS BUT I GUESS GOD KNOW'S BEST. I HOPE HEAVEN IS GREAT FOR YOU CAUSE YOU DESERVE THE BEST. JANUARY LOST THE BABY NOW ITS JUST JANELLE AND SHE GETTING SO BIG. SHE REALLY MISSES YOU. AND SO DO I. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER, WELL TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL JAY WILL BE GOING TO LIFT FOR LIFE THIS YEAR HER AND JEROME SAID ITS SO SAD THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE TO START SCHOOL WITH THEM. PLEASE ASK GOD TO HELP THEM THIS YEAR ITS NOT GOING TO BE EASY WITHOUT YOU THERE FOR THEM. WELL JANELLE ASK GRANNY SINCE YOU WERE NOT HERE ANYMORE AM I HER GRANDMOTHER ALL BY HERSELF. GRANNY SAID YES UNTIL THE NEW BABY COME. THAT MADE HER SMILE SHE REALLY MISSES YOU AND ME TOO. I THINK I'M GOING TO TAKE A TRIP HOME TO SEE JANELLE NEXT MONTH. SHE NEVER GOT THE LOVE FROM ME LIKE YOU DID, AND SHE REALLY NEED THAT TYPE OF LOVE. OFCOURSE WHEN I COME I'M COMING TO SEE YOU. THAT'S A MUST. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS THE 15TH OF THE MONTH AGAIN. THIS TIME I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR DAYS LEADING UP TO THIS DATE. BABY I'M SO SORRY IF IT WAS ANYTHING I COULD HAVE DONE TO PREVENT THIS. I JUST HOPE YOU ARE OK NOW. I TRIED TO HOLD ON TO YOU AS HARD AS I COULD BUT I SEE HOLDING ON DONT WORK WHEN ITS YOUR TIME. I'M STILL MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY ITS YOUR OLD GRANMOTHER UP ON MY WAY TO WORK ITS 6AM BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU THIS MORNING. I WENT TO THIS EVENT YESTERDAY LOOSING YOU HAS JUST BEEN TOO MUCH FOR ME.SO I'M GETTING HELP TO TRY TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU.THEY MEET THE 1ST TUES OF THE MONTH. MY LIFE IS STILL CRAZY I FEEL SO LOST AND DONT KNOW HOW TO FIND MY WAY BACK. YOUR MAMA JANUARY HAVING IT SO HARD TOO, I WISH SHE WOULD COME SEE ME SO WE CAN TRY AND GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER OR GET HERSELF SOME HELP. YOU ARE STILL MY BABY. I TRY TO SMILE WHEN I CAN BUT ITS FAKE. WELL I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW THINGS GO. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HEY MY PRETTY BABY THIS YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER UP THINKING ABOUT YOU. ME AND CLEMENT ARE ON OUR WAY TO NEW ORLEANS FOR MY B-DAY THIS FRI. I SURE HATE I'M NOT GOING TO HEAR YOU SAY HAPPY B- DAY GRANDMOTHER. THIS WAS GOING TO BE YOUR FIRST YEAR BUYING ME A GIFT. YOU HAD GOTTEN TO BE SUCH A BIG GIRL. WELL JUST SEND ME A SIGN ON MY B-DAY. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA

HI PRETTY GIRL ITS JUST YOUR OLD GRANDMOTHER. I KNOW YOU LOOKING DOWN ON ME AND SEEING ME FALLING APART. I'M DOING THE BEST THAT I CAN WITHOUT YOU. NOW JONNY WANTS COUSTODY OF JANELLE. THAT'S MESSED UP AINT IT? HIS TIMING IS ALL OFF, HE GOING TO USE YOUR DEATH TO TRY AND GET HER. I TOLD HIM PLEASE DONT DO THAT AND JUST TRY TO GET VISIT, BUT BOTH OF THEM HAVE GONE CRAZY. THEY WONT LISTEN TO ME. I ALREADY LOST YOU NOW HE TRYING TO TAKE JANELLE. I CANT SEEM TO STOP CRYING ABOUT ALL OF THIS. MAYBE YOU CAN ASK GOD TO SOFTEN HIS HEART AND DONT GO THROUGH WITH THIS. JEROME SAW YOUR DADDY DARELL, HE SAID HE WAS STILL LOOKING SO SAD WITHOUT YOU. JONNY DONT WANT DARELL AROUND JANELLE, BUT JANELLE DONT UNDERSTAND WHY NOT. ITSJUST CRAZY THATS ALL I CAN SAY. I LOVE YOU CHELSEA.