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This memorial website was created in the memory of my loved one, Cheyenne Cody Shaw, 24, born on October 11, 1986 and passed away on December 25, 2010. Cheyenne you may be invisible to my sight, but you are forever with me. I may not hear you speak outloud, but you are forever whispering in my ear. I may not always feel your presence, but you will forever remind me your soul has not died. I may not see your handsome face, but you are forever smiling. I may not know you are here, but you are forever watching what I do. And though you may not be seen, you are FOREVER, like my love for you I will remember and love you forever. Love you mom

January 30, 2012
January 30, 2012
Cheyenne,
Thank you for your help, I made it. Ofcourse, you already know that. I am going to make it, I love and miss you soooooooooo much. Fixing to get on my homework. Love you bunches, momma
January 29, 2012
January 29, 2012
Cheyenne,
Hello my baby, back again. I know you get tired of hearing from me all the time but you were all I ever had and all that I still have. I have a re-take on a final tomorrow, please help me out. I love you very much and miss you soooooooooooo much, love you wtih all my heart, momma.
January 27, 2012
January 27, 2012
Cheyenne,
School was better this week, still a challenge. Thank you for helping me out. I love you very much and as always miss you, momma.
January 19, 2012
January 19, 2012
Cheyenne,
I finally looked at all the pictures I took Christmas Eve when we went over put up your tree. I could not believe what I say on the last picture. Thank you for being with us and giving us a sign that you are ok, you know that we love you. Momma
January 13, 2012
January 13, 2012
Cheyenne,
Touching base with you, school is kicking my butt. Oh how I miss you, every day seems to get harder. What I would not do to be able to see you and give you a big hug and tell you, I love you.
January 4, 2012
January 4, 2012
Cheyenne,
I can't believe it is my second week of school. I have never done anything as hard as this before. I know you are with me every day that i go. I love you very much, momma
December 31, 2011
December 31, 2011
I can't help but think about you every day, I look around and everything I see reminds me of you. I don't know when it will get easier or if i t ever will.... But I miss you and love you so much!
December 26, 2011
December 26, 2011
Cheyenne,
With everyone's prayers we did make it thru Christmas, it was very hard. I start school tomorrow please be sure and go with me. Love you very much, momma.
December 25, 2011
December 25, 2011
Cheyenne,
Merry Christmas my baby how I wish you were here with us today. I think I am in a daze today, not sure what to do. It is just dad and aunt B with me today. Love you very much my baby, momma.
December 24, 2011
December 24, 2011
Cheyenne,
I love you and I am not sure how I will make it today. Can't wait to go over and decorate your Christmas tree, momma.
December 23, 2011
December 23, 2011
Cheyenne,
I die a little more each day, I don't know how someone can continue when soo much has been taken away. The whole in my heart continues to grow. I miss you so much I cant even start to explain to someone how much I miss and love you, momma.
December 22, 2011
December 22, 2011
Cheyenne,
I Wanted to call you today to say I love you, but your old number says it is no longer available . I tried the operator she said sorry I have no number for you. I tried to go to your house, but you don't live there anymore. The post office has no forwarding address. I guess heaven is just too far away. I love you, I miss you. You are in my heart always. Loved ones gone but not forgotten
December 18, 2011
December 18, 2011
Cheyenne,
It is so strange, I do not have anyone to buy Christmas for. I have all your stuff to bring over to the cemetary on the 24th. I miss you so much. I will always remember the great Christmas Eve we had last year. I just can't believe you are not with me. Love you my sweet baby, momma.
December 15, 2011
December 15, 2011
Cheyenne,
As the 25th gets closer the harder it is. Words can not describe how I am feeling. Love you, momma
December 9, 2011
December 9, 2011
Cheyenne,
I went to the graduation today that you would of been in. I had a lot of emotions going on, as usual, but I was so proud of you, I love you so much, mom.
December 8, 2011
December 8, 2011
Cheyenne,
As your one year anniversary approaches I just don't know how I will manage. I hurt soo much, and I want you here with me. I put a Christmas tree up in your room and I have one to put up at the cemetery. Love you and miss you mom.
December 4, 2011
December 4, 2011
Cheyenne,
Prissy said it perfect, how I have needed and wanted you here with me. You can't image how hard it has been but to have the one year anniversary coming up is about to kill me. I love you very much and miss you. Mom
December 3, 2011
December 3, 2011
A 1000 times we needed u,a 1000 times we cried..if love alone could've saved u, u never would've died...A heart of gold stopped beating...two twinkling eyes closed to rest..God broke our hearts to prove he only took the best...Never a day goes by that you're not in my heart and soul.
November 28, 2011
November 28, 2011
Cheyenne,
It was a good day we sent your Aunt Jo home. Believe it when I say she is having a hard time with your loss also. She really loves you also. It is cold here but all is ok. Love you my baby, mom.
November 26, 2011
November 26, 2011
Cheyenne,
Your Aunt Jo came down today. It is raining and cold outside. Wish you were here, as always I miss and love you very much. Mom
November 24, 2011
November 24, 2011
Cheyenne,
First Thanksgiving where I don't have anyone to cook for. I wish you were here with us, I would cook all of your favorites and enjoy your company. We had a great Thanksgiving last year and I will have to hold on to that memory. Happy Thanksgiving and remember we love and miss you. Mom
November 24, 2011
November 24, 2011
Everyone tells me that time is my friend. How wrong they are, Cheyenne was my best friend. This house is so lonely without him. There is not a day that goes by that I stop looking for him to come home. Cheyenne, I love and miss you very much.
November 24, 2011
November 24, 2011
just needed to talk to you again-I really am speechless though, so many thoughts are going through my mind. Again, and i know i say it all of the time, I just wish you were here.
November 24, 2011
November 24, 2011
Cheyenne,
I didn't think today would ever end. It was very lonely it was just Dad, Aunt B and me at the house today. I kept waiting for you to come through the door and ask me when it was time to eat, I know foolish on my part. Just wanted to say it one more time, I love you and miss you very much. Mom
November 23, 2011
November 23, 2011
Hey Chey! I just wanted to stop by and tell you that I love you and miss you. I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving. Sure wish you could be here with us! I love you so much- just wanted you to know.
November 8, 2011
November 8, 2011
Hello my sweet baby boy. I wish you knew how much I miss you and what I would do to talk to you and let you know how much I love you. I found you new decoys hope you like them. Love you mom
November 1, 2011
November 1, 2011
Cheyenne,
I love you and miss you very much, mom.
October 25, 2011
October 25, 2011
Cheyenne,
I can not believe today makes 10 months. I miss you so much. U love you, mom.
October 21, 2011
October 21, 2011
Cheyenne,
Tonight is Groveton's Big Homecoming, dad wanted to go but I don't think I am ready for that. Miss you and love you very much. Always on my mind and in my heart, mom.
October 13, 2011
October 13, 2011
Cheyenne,

I think of you often, it's still hard to believe you are not here with us. Give Tori a kiss for me! Miss you, and your bear hugs you always gave me when I seen you
October 11, 2011
October 11, 2011
Cheyenne,
   "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" my dear one. I love you very much and wish we were together. Dad and I are going to Academy and Gander Mtn. for your birthday, I know that is the stores you would want to shop in today, love mom/dad
October 11, 2011
October 11, 2011
Happy Birthday Cheyenne! You are so dearly missed by everyone. I just wish you were still here with us. We love you so much. Love, Prissy,Meagan,Araya, and Bubby
October 11, 2011
October 11, 2011
Happy birthday cuz! Missing you like crazy. I wish we could crack open a keystone together today. Love you man!!!!
October 3, 2011
October 3, 2011
It has been said, "time heals all wounds". I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone. This is a quote by Rose Kennedy and I agree with her. Love you Chey, Mom
October 3, 2011
October 3, 2011
Walking through the house I can smell Chey and hear his laughter. I can't explain the pain I feel, the loss is more than a person should have to ever experience. I love you baby, mom.
September 29, 2011
September 29, 2011
Cheyenne,

Love you baby miss you à bunch....Mom
September 16, 2011
September 16, 2011
Cheyenne,
Love you and miss you. Love Mom
August 28, 2011
August 28, 2011
Cheyenne,
It has been 8 months and there are days it seems like yesterday and other times when it seems like forever since I have seen or talked to you. I miss you and love you very much. Mom
August 14, 2011
August 14, 2011
Cheyenne,
Miss you soo much, I love you. Mom
July 19, 2011
July 19, 2011
Cheyenne,
Just to say I love you and miss you every minute of the day. Love you bunches, Mom
July 9, 2011
July 9, 2011
Cheyenne,
I love and miss you very much. Mom
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April 5, 2015

I sit here at the hospital in Trinity with Mrs. Langston. She would of been the instructor that would of taught my baby nursing but instead she taught me. I know Cheyenne would of made a wonderful nurse, he cared about people. Tommorrow I fly for the first time to Alaska, I sure hope my baby is flying with me. How I miss and love him.

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For Mother's Day 2014

April 26, 2014

I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child

Graduation

December 9, 2012

Congratulations,
We are so proud of you. I've thought about you all year. We knew you could do it. I now it has been very hard but God knew the goal behind it all - Cheyenne. Cheyenne would be so proud of you. You know when Lyle decided to make an album of singing - remember Mike was behind it and it worked. It was all for Mike as in your nursing. I'm so proud of you. You know, I'm so sorry that we can't make it to your graduation but my heart will will be right there  - remember that it will be bittersweet but remember who will be watching. Whitley is graduating college next weekend. I've cried more over that than I have in awhile. I'm so proud of her but Mike won't be here to see what a beautiful daughter he has but I know he's watching. Cheyenne is watching you too. Linda, life goes on but hang in there. You should be so proud of your accomplishment. Now, you can help others - relax and rest awhile. We love you very much Lyle& Susie
This means a lot to me, they have supported us during our loss and know what we have and still are going through. I love them and so did Cheyenne.   
 
 

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