Will b bk very soon my special son,will buy some beautiful flowers for ur bday,wud of loved to have taken u shopping instead,but i may as well b asking for the moon as that will never happen,i wished everyone else missed u as much as i do,as long as im alive i will keep u in my heart,never out of my mind,love u son always  xxxx

wish with all my heart u were here with me,will b 5 yrs this september and its been so hard,i still cry,just wish i cud of understood ur torment,but i missed it all not much of a gd mum to u and im sorry,just hope u fly with wings with the angels cos thats where u belong,hope u found peace and happiness love you forever xxxx

hi i remember so vividly the day u were born u had lots of dark hair and i was so in love with u the minute i saw u ,all i wanted u 2 do was a happy life but that didnt work out did itm=,u lways told me you wud b dead by the time you were 25 so why didnt i see it coming i knew u were depressed i just feel a bad mum in not noticeing ur changing mood,i hope u knew that i loved u and was proud of u,,i think it haunts me 2 know u were hanging for 3 wks and no one found you,i was looking all day,but eveb b4 u were finally found i knew u had taken ur life,and that ur pain must of been horrendous,but i hope where ever u are u have found that peasce with in u,im trying 2 keeo smiling,theres soo many days when all i want 2 di is 2 b with u so i cud look after u and love u like u shud b deserved.till the day i die i will miss you cry for u , i love u and i always will u r loved by so manty people,hav efun where ever u r ,love u alway mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx