Happy birthday mommy!!!! You were so young when you passed. I love you and miss you so much still. I know you are proud of me. Wish you were here

Hey mom, it's me again. Well I'm just writing to tell you that I'm done mom. I'm finally done being angry about how I thought I should have been brought up. I forgive you. I know you did the best you could at that time in your life. It must have been hard for you trying to raise a daughter all alone. Especially with your up bringing and your family morals. You must have been under so much stress. WelI just wanted to let you know that I have finally let go of all that anger and resentments. I love and miss you mom. Rest at ease we are all good here. We have our share of struggles but we are good. No worries. We will all see you in our allotted time OK.

                Me

hey mom,
  Its me again. I miss you. I hate to say it but I missed you most of my life. Where were you? Where are you? Why didnt you like to spend time with me? Why didnt i matter as much as every thing else in life? Why was I so hard to love? Do you love me more now that you have gone home? I guess not much has changed over the years huh, I still dont hear from you. You at least used to call or write for my birthday every year. now i dont even get that. Well when you get the chance get at me, I still need you.
                     Love You
                      & Miss You,
                     #1son
P.S. Please hurry i really need you again, k. I really feel lost right now. K PLease.

Mom,
Hey its me your bud, your number 1 son. Lol remember that lol. I will never forget it. Now that your at home you dont call or write. Im sorry mommy. Im sorry for not being the daughter you wanted me to be and for being so damned angry with you all these years, but it wasnt fair mom. I should have had at least a decent childhood where we lived in one place longer than a year and i could have had childhood friends that i knew since we was in kindergarden together. I know mom you did the best you could with what you had. I did too, and trust me when i tell you my kids are mad at me too. But because of our relationship, i know they are mad but they still love me. Well mom i gotta go ill talk atcha later k. I love and miss you very much mommy.

                      Lina

Dear Mommy,
Thank God for this place or i would not be able to get ahold of you at all. I swear even though your already dancing in the sky, i still worry about you. Mom i still think if i go to your house you are going to answer the door. Tell the truth, you are huh. Such the prankster. Well i miss you and love you mommy.
Your little bud
Number 1 son,
Lina

Happy Birthday Sister !!
I know your singing up there with the Angels

I remember the day I found out you had passed. That same day I was trying to reach you to tell you mom had passed away. Over the years we would sometimes lose contact with each other but some how I would always find you. I am Sorry Tina I was not there for you I know you must of been lonely. I remember you saying you want to come home so that when you pass you would be by the ocean. I wish I was there holding your hand when the Lord came for you, You must of been smiling, praising in song ! I know your there in Gods presence I can feel you. Wow thinking back on all our family dynamics makes me sad. Not only because many lost their way and took a different path but because we lose contact with each other. Yes , I have tried to reach out to your love ones and they do know me. Thank you Lord for FB ! My children do not know their cousins and there's many of them. To me Tina you were the heart & soul of the family always loving, always had smile. To those of you who are reading know your Mom/Grandma Loves you do much! She didn't have much but you know she gave you the best she knew how to. So now I tell you truth - Stop the Cycle ! Love your babies, love the people who love you, get help where needed,communicate, But the only one thing that is true is if you really want happiness & peace get that personal relationship with Jesus!
John 16:33 " I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have troubles. But take heart ! I have overcome the world "
Okay , now I have told them so I can go to sleep !
P.S. I Loved You Then
    I Lioved You Now
    I Always Will ❤️    Your little sister Tisha

Dear mom, I miss you. You know I thought we still had time to lag around. If you could, right now you would be telling me," yeah, right, Lina, whatever, mija don't do that, be happy for me, that I finally got to go home, be at peace, and not in pain no more." I know that because even though you may not have thought so, I heard every word you said. I sometimes find myself repeating those same words to other people. I remember when we lived on Luis st. In the70's. I remember watching you get ready to go out to Mi change or TJs or even the oasis. I remember watching you do your makeup, dancing around the house. You were so full of life, so young, so beautiful. I remember you laughing and smiling a lot then, listening to Rick James "Give it me" as you ironed those rainbow colored iron on letters to the back poker of you short as daisy dukes cut offs, that read "SUPER FREAK". I have to go now mom. I just wanted you to know I think of you every day, and I miss you, you old crazy lady, lol. Love you mommy
                                     Lina
                      Bud, your number one son

Hope you have a good day watching over us today mom, I love and miss you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.