hey bro, just wanted to let you know how much i miss you. a part of me has never been the same since you passed on. its like my twin is no longer here with me to talk to about the things that i could never share with another. theres so much that i wanna tell you. but of course im sure you're watching always so you already know. its stil hard for me to look@your pictures, altho in every single one youre smiling that "COLGATE SMILE" as you would say.lol. i miss you so much that words can not even begin to express how much. those words havent been created yet. when i moved on 86th colfax i would sit on my patio &wish so hard that you were sitting there with me just laughing &talking like old times .& our arguements too. because we'd argue over silly things while we were drinking.lol &we would be dead serious that we were done with one another.but the very next day we would be sittng around laughing@how idiotic were being the day before.&yet we'd do it all over again. you were my supprt after losing so many others. but when i lost you.... that was the ultimate pain. ive tried to remain strong tho b-cuz i no you would be strong for me.forgive me 4 not being able to look@ your pictures yet.maybe one day i will.I LOVE YOU BIG BRO. ALWAYS&4EVER IN MY HEART. O&by the way my new house is just fabulous.I'll be waitng on ya decoration tips.
One of the things that i miss about you is how you would walk in the room &announce that I was ya best friend. everyone else would be like o who the hell cares.lol it would always be so funny. but deep down inside i truly love having a big brother who loved me soo much that he would make a big deal about it. I ddint 4get what you told me about finishing school either trust me bro im heading back that way.
i remember growing up always wishing that i had a twin brother. who would've thought that as we grew up &became adults that i would actually have that in you. well i gotta go now big bro. but i just wanted to tell u what was on my mind this evening. but do me a favor& keep being my big bro watching over me.your lil sister &best friend.
P.S save me a seat next to you.
