My sweet boy I miss you so much from the time I get up until I go to sleep your on my mind , it’s been so long since I heard you say Hey Mom so much has happened in these last eighteen years everyone has passed in my family except me and Aunt Patty but she has cancer and I don’t want to lose her. Your son is gonna be twenty one this May BUT I never get to see him it breaks my heart knowing he is so close i but never comes He is a part of our family and a big part of you Christopher . I love you son and will never forget you ever Love Mom

Oh my cousin….. so much has changed. A few things that will never change will be my memories and love for you. I still can’t believe you are gone. The biggest thing that has my heart hurting is that, your mother never gets to see your son. I know her heart hurts every single minute of the day for you, and not even being able to see her only piece of you is killing her. ( your son) One day I know this will all make sense. I pray it does. I love you with my heart.

Well Christmas was here and gone. For your mom it will never be a happy holiday cousin. I miss you and think about you often. I know that one day we will meet again. Give everyone a hug for me. I love you with all my heart ❤️ Merry Christmas in heaven Christopher

Christopher another Christmas is coming and all I can do is remember how you would come on Christmas Eve.Son I miss you so much I think about you everyday I will never let anyone forget who you were I will scream your name forever son until we meet AGIAN know I love you and miss you Love Mom

Happy Birthday Cousin. Miss you so much. Today is tough on your mom. She remembers the moment she looked into your little eyes. Everyday is hard on her. One day…….. I love you and know you are having a heavenly birthday with ALL our loved ones. Give everyone a hug for me. I am sending you a big hug. Love you.

Happy Birthday Christopher I miss you so much my heart will never heal it’s broken in a million pieces since you left, I love you son I will speak your name until we see one another again Love You Love Mom

Hello Christopher just want to tell how much I miss you and love you son, it don’t get easier I miss you every day. I love you son! Mom

Christopher it’s Mothers Day and oh how I wish you could come thru the door I love and miss you so much,my life is never going to be the same without you I want you BACK

Christopher make sure you greet Aunt Cookie so that she can hug you for me and reunite with all our family I love you son

Christopher your cousin Johnny is on his way to be with you I know you Will welcome him. I miss you son so very much you were the greatest son a Mother could ever have I can’t wait to hug you , I love you! Mom

Cousin Christopher another Christmas is here and will soon fade without your face. I am going to go hug your mom a little tighter today just for you. I hope your with all our loved ones because we sure love and will never forget you. Merry Christmas in heaven. Love you always.

Christopher I’m missing you so much son I always waited for you on Christmas Eve I just can’t accept that your gone Oh how I wish it was a bad dream and you come thru the door I will miss you until I can hug you again Chris love you forever love Mom

Christopher I know you would be hunting because you loved it and it gave you peace in the woods I miss you dearly son love Mom

Christopher I think about you everyday you will never be forgotten son I miss you so much Christopher my life changed forever I love and miss you Love Mom

It’s your 50th birthday today cousin, but your not here to celebrate. I know aunt Hazel hates this day and every other day too. You are her baby and she will never stop loving or missing you. We can’t stop her pain. I will never forget about you cousin. Your son is a handsome young man and you would be proud of him. Happy Birthday Christopher, Love you

I MISS YOU SO MUCH CHRISTOPHER LOVE YOU MOM

Happy Birthday Christopher wow today you would be 50 years old, I got to see Jared he looks so much like you he has long hair just like you did when you where his age. I know you are at peace but wish you never left us Iam lost in my mind on that aweful day I miss you son so much but I hope your celebrating with all our family today you know uncle Doug he has the best party’s I know it’s grand. Happy Birthday Baby I love you Mom

Christopher I miss you so much as long as I live you will be remembered. I love you Son

Christopher it’s sixteen years already but seems like today you are gone.I’m grieving myself to death missing you and can’t wait to see you AGIAN son  I don’t know how to get over you being gone I love you son and will never let your memory be forgotten. Love you until I see you Mom

Cousin today is a day our family will never forget. The flowers are blooming and the new wild life is being born, but you thought you had to leave us and now these things take on a new meaning. I will never forget your face and your beautiful smile. Miss you and love you so much. Give everyone a hug and kiss for me. xoxo

Christopher I love and miss you so much not a day passes I don’t think about you I only wish I could have saved you I love you my heart will never heal until I see you AGIAN

Another Heavenly Birthday my cousin and so much is going on in this crazy world. Your baby is not a baby no more. He graduated and is so handsome. I often wonder what you two would be doing. I know in my heart you would be best friends. I see your mothers face with tears everyday and I was wondering if you could just send her a big hug. I know one day we all will be together again. I love You and Happy Birthday cousin.

Happy Birthday Christopher today is your 49th birthday, I wish you were here to celebrate I love and miss you terribly I will never forget you as long as I live. You were the best son a mother could have ever had you are missed dearly and I will say your name daily so you will never be forgotten until I see you again I love you Mom

I Miss You Christopher every single day love Mom

Happy Easter Christopher Mom loves you and misses you. I will never forget you and won’t ever stop loving and missing you, I wish you were here with us it will always be so painful with you gone until we meet again I Love You Son Love Mom

My Son Another Easter is here and your not I miss you dearly Christopher how I wish I could hug you my life will never be happy because you made me happy ,how I wish that you would have called me I go over that in my head I wish I could have saved you ,I love you and miss you love mom

My dear son I miss you so much I can’t even begin to tell you, everyday that passes I die a little more Christopher you will never be forgotten as long as I live, I hope I can remember your voice your face and how much you are needed I love you my son my babyboy you will be in my heart forever love Mom

My dear son I miss you so much I can’t even begin to tell you, everyday that passes I die a little more Christopher you will never be forgotten as long as I live, I hope I can remember your voice your face and how much you are needed I love you my son my babyboy you will be in my heart forever love Mom

My dearest cousin Christopher, was thinking about you today. Looking out the window watching the birds and squirrels. Remembering how you would bring home your trophies and call my name to come see your catch of day. I would end up crying. Even had to raise baby opposums. Always had something. Love you cousin.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Christopher I love you and miss you so very much, each day day is a struggle for me since you are gone I will never let your memory die you are my everything my life . Please know that you are in my heart until I see you again. I love you Son Love Mom

Christopher I want you to know that I love you and think about you everyday my cousin. Things are not the same without you. I know one day we will see each other again. That’s what I am holding on to. Love you forever

Christopher I love you and miss you so much, you are in my heart every day I miss hearing your voice and seeing your face and calling me Hazel instead of mom you madee Ed my life so happy son you are greatly missed I wish I could turn back time so I could have saved you, I love my dear boy I will never let your memory die I love you Chris love Mom

Well Chris it’s Christmas Eve. Uncle Doug is gone now and things have gotten worse for your mom. I know you can see the pain she is going through. We just don’t know why. It would be nice to see your boy Jared. That is the only thing left of you. Our family feels this void. I love you and just wanted to say Merry Christmas to the brother I never had.

Christopher another birthday is here and I miss you so much honey I love you my life has such a void since your gone every second of my life I think about you son my life will never be the same as it was I just wonder what you would look like now I can’t wait to see you again my beautiful angel I love you you and hate life without you until we meet again remember you are my life love Mom

Happy Birthday My Dear Christopher! I still can't believe your gone. So much is going on here and I wish you were here to talk to. I know you are looking down and keeping your mom safe. She will never be the same until she sees you again. Love you forever ❤️

Cousin I still am having a hard time believing your gone. I know your in the loving arms of all that have passed, but it doesn't make it no easier. Nothing is the same. Your mom is grieving to death, literally. I will never forget you. I know one day we will be together again. I love you so much.

13 years....hard to believe it has been that long.....everytime I drive past what use to be your house, I think why? Life has been so unfair in more ways than one can imagine....your mother still grieves on a continuous basis and I pray that one day she will find comfort in your arms again.....as for the rest of us who had the pleasure of knowing you, it will remain one of life's unanswered questions...RIP Chris, you are so loved and missed

Christopher it has been eleven years that you left us and it seems like the second I got the call from your Dad,I live that night every single second of everyday , you are missed and loved so much my life will never be the same. Iwonder what you would look like as you grew older and how life would be if i could see you like how you would call me on the phone and say hi Hazel and our holidays when we got together and how happy our family was to see you and laugh at the crazy things our family would do I love you my heart grieves forever for you son I miss you so bad Chris  Love Mom

I can't believe another year has passed without you cousin. So much has happened and I know you would be right there to lend a hand. I think of you so much and hope you are in the loving arms of Grandma, Aunt Bev, My Mom, Dad and everyone of the family to keep you safe. I love you and miss you Christopher. Till we meet again. Happy Birthday xoxoxoxox

Happy Birthday Christopher Iwill never understand WHY Ilove you son and I don't know how I go on everyday without you,this last month has been hell for me with Charlie and if you could be here I would have not one single worry you would take care of us for sure, Iwill never let your memory die not EVER son Mom loves you and Misses you. LOVE MOM

My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news.
It never occurred to me how much I could lose.
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real.
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel.
Tears fall from my eyes; I can barely see,
But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me.
I'm glad he feels no pain now; he lives in a perfect land.
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand.
I lie in bed and cry at night,
And I don't feel any better in the morning light.
I will love and miss him forever,
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing, and love,
But until that day comes--I will wipe my tears away
And hope to see him again someday
RIP cuz. We love and miss you

Christopher I just can't believe it's been 12 years since you left us. I miss you cousin and think about you all the time. So much I want to say to you but I know one day we will be together. I miss your smile and your laugh the most. Well I miss everything! We will never forget you my cousin.Love you forever!

Christopher, I love and miss you with every breath I take, your memory will live on until the day I see you again. You are the best son a mother could ever ask for and a good father to your son Jared.I love you and miss you son I'am so broken Chris and hate being without you. Love Mom

Christopher, Mom Loves And Misses You I Don't Go One Day Without Thinking About You And Wish I Could Of Taken Your Place.NEVER Will I Let Your Memory Die I Love You Son Love Mommy

Christopher Ilove you and miss you so very much Ihate my life without you, hold you and look at your faceeveryday you are on my mind Icry for you and wish Icould see your eyes Mommy is heartbroken ILOVE YOU SON HAPPY TURKEY DAY! Iknow you will be hunting in Heaven Give my sister Bev and my brothers a kiss from me and tell Aunt Bev to hold you until I get there Love you Mommy

Happy Birthday Cousin! I can't believe it's been 11 yrs. I miss you. Want you to know I will never forget you. Love you.

Christopher I miss you so much,It will be 11years on Easter that I got the most awful call everyday I cry for you and wonder what happen that day and will never understand WHY! I Love You Son,and I will always keep your memory alive. Love You My Son MOM

I miss you!as long as there is a breathe in me know one day.. It will all be .....,.
I could not seal this with a safety pin but it got to you... Happy birthday man .
And those paths a mud... I know your bogging ...

You made the mullet cool, ripped jeans look good, heavy medal tolerable, ice hockey on the pond seem like a good idea and EVERY girl special. You turned into a wonderful man. So grateful that we reconnected. I think about you so often. Every time I watch my husband and son go hunting and fishing and really just spending time together I feel your loss. I think how much you would of loved that time. I see your mothers loss and my heart breaks for her, everyday is torture for Hazel....You are loved and miss so very much

My dear cousin, You are not forgotten. I just wish they had visiting hours because it is making your mom so sad. You were her life. I will never forget you and keep you close to my heart. Love you forever