My Dear,
Sweet beloved Christopher. It's been almost 8months since you left this world behind. They say as time passes the pain will do so aswell. For me I guess, it just hasn't been that easy. I'm sure I'm not alone when I say. You are terably missed by many of us. There aren't enough words in this world that can describe the way I feel about you. You're truly my soul mate. &, I knw u will always feel the same about me. I will always be your baby girl! No matter what, the power of our love lives on. Being the mother of your precious little boys is truly an honor!!! The boys are what keeps our bond strong! This connection we share is sacred!!! Pure energy! I can still feel u. You are apart of me... & our children are the glue that keeps us all as one. We are still together, in spirit, we are forever a family. I knw you're still with us. Each & every day. I knw in my heart you're still making away for us. Protecting us, you will continue to help guide us through this life & so on to the next one & when that day comes Lord knows I'll be ready. Although for now i knw i must stay here on this earth for my purpose is to raise our kids & do for them the best that I know how to do. I knw u wish u could of physically stayed here with us. But, it turned out Our God, had more plans for u. He has bigger & better plans for u my love. He always did. You always were a spectacular kind of guy. Handsome, hard working, loving, caring, generous, & let's not forget smarter then most men ever even thought about being. You taught me so much in so little time. You taught me how to allow myself to be love. I was headed for a life of sin. When u picked Presley & I up from that hotel. You took us in, you taught me how to drive. Bought me my first car! Taught me how to cook. So many things. I'd never known without u. You took my daughter in. & raised her up as your very own. & never even thought twice about it! She will always love u, in her heart & soul u are her one & only true father. & I knw she's ur only daughter. I love u so much baby. The kids & I do. We miss u every single day. & we pray for u three times a day! You mean the world to me. But just remember what u always use to tell me before u left for your hitch. This isn't goodbye! It's see you later! Until we meet again. I'll have u know I love u. Hope to meet u in my dreams soon if possible.
Forever, your one & only true love
Your BABY GIRL Tash

It's been to long since I seen your face or heard your voice. You were such a big part of our lives , I thank God for allowing us to have you as long as we did and we will forever cherish our memories together . Their is no doubt you loved us as much as we loved you Chris . You were always there for us and we would have done anything for you . You are always on our mind and in our hearts bnl . We will love and miss you forever , "Gone but not forgotten " R.I.P

I am very blessed to have had you in my life. You helped me through some difficult times and showed me how to enjoy life again.  You will FOR EVER be missed.  It's amazing how many memories I have in the short time I knew you. I'll cherish the memories ALWAYS! ~RIP~