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To my mother Christy

June 18, 2019

Mommy I'm sorry I was not there to tell you goodbye I love you I just want you to know that im not happy no more I've been trying my best been trying my best to try to let go but I can't I don't watch TV with more because of memories of you n i do go no were. R have friends no more becus the only friends i had was my family mom n dad grant Brandy and Tracy Uncle Jamie my kids which I don't have none of them no more he was my best friend my life person that kept me going the person that guide me through life the person that was my rock my hero my everything I get a except daddy a little better than I can with you   it because if I do let go that means that i  forgot about you n i will not do that i swear mommy i wamt let u n dad go im waitin f9r yall to come back  I cry everyday every night waitin on yall  and I know jay is miserable with me I don't mean to make him that way but I'm miserable inside im not happy no more my life  was taken from me my best friend was taken from me i want my bff back and I can't get her back I didn't even get to say goodbye I miss you mommy plz come n get me im not happy no more ready to come home please Mommy let me come home please you said you'll never leave you said you always be there you know it likes me you let me down you said I can be with you always so that means I got to come to you that i will do that is wat i got to do so be it I miss you I miss you so much I don't have nobody no family nobody Tracy won't have s*** to do with me no more it hurts that she will not talk to me it hurts that she won't even call me I can't hear her voice either, wat did I do so wrong please Mommy please come and get me I'm staying here every day wait for you and Daddy to come back and I set here everyday waitin you promise I'm waiting where are you please come back to me please I love you so so much I will do whatever it takes please come back please please please  I need you I need you I don't know what to do please Mommy I love you so so much why is life like this why can't I have my mommy and daddy supposed to be there for me and Grant and Brandy and you're not want to quit this the wrong I need you I need you so bad so bad I'm scared I'm lonely I'm depressed and miserable hate my life one will that there's no reason to live for no more will I be here if there's no family kids or my aunt or uncle or anybody you know more what's up with that why did I have my family back what did I do please God answer me just give me my family back give me my mom Christy give me my dad Billy get me my sister Brandy getting my brother Tracy giving my uncle Jamie give me my two boys Zane and Chris give me my family back this ain't right ist Fair please I love you Mommy I love you Daddy please come back I love you always I want give up  well talk to you soon mommy jay here from work i dont want him to see me crying makes him all upset so I love you please I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting just come on hurry n get me bye I love you ur daughter amanda. 

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